Chapter 102

102 Did not think of her

Neera trembled as his hands widened her legs and her insides clenched. Her face flushed as she looked away from him, too embarrassed to look at his face.

Zavian kissed down her thighs, slowly, as he neared her petals. She trembled when his lips touched her and she tried to close her legs but Zavian held them open.

He chuckled lightly as he held her legs open,

“It doesn’t hurt... just trust me...” He said and she looked at him, Zavian smiled and leaned down, taking her in his mouth.

“Oh my god...” Neera moaned aloud when his mouth covered the bud on her V, and he sucked on it.

Her fingers pulled at his hair reflexively as she moved against his mouth. She had not felt such mind-blowing pleasure in her entire life.

Neera found herself opening her legs wider for him, as his tongue sucked on her petals as if his life depended on it.

Her eyes rolled backward, as her toes curled in the air, her fingers digging into his hair.

Zavian groaned as he stopped for a second, taking in the beautiful view in front of him.

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“Hell, you’re beautiful...” he groaned hungrily, as his mouth took her in again.

Neera yelped as his hands moved under her hips and pushed her closer to his mouth. Her legs were trembling at this point as she pushed and pulled at his hair, helplessly.

She felt a warm liquid flow out of her and she quickly pushed Zavian’s head away, closing her legs.

Zavian looked at her face, wondering why she stopped suddenly.

“What’s wrong?” He asked and she bit her lower lip. It wasn’t yet that time of the month, why was she getting soiled? Neera thought as she clenched her petals.

“I think something is coming out of there...” she said shyly, as she curled her toes. A smile coursed through Zavian’s lips, and he held her legs, using his other hand, he opened up her lips, getting a good view of her;

“It’s beautiful... don’t be shy...” he said, leaning closer, he licked every juice off her, Neera tried to move, but he held her hips still, and sucked her deeper until she was screaming and bucking against him.

Zavian didn’t let go of her until she was a shuddering mess. His lips licked up her body and sucked on her breasts again before he kissed her neck.

Neera could barely move, as she lay, trembling. She had never felt such intense pleasure, she didn’t even know it was possible. She breathed weakly as her eyes shut close, she tried to open them to look at him, but she so tired to even move.

She felt Zavian kiss her face and forehead and that was the last thing she remembered before she slept off.

Zavian lay on the side as he supported his head with his hand as he stared at the woman lying beside him.

Her breath had evened, and sweat trickled down her chest. Her face was still flushed from the aftermaths of pleasure and he smiled.

Raising his hand, he caressed her face, as he watched her sleep.

Suddenly, the smile on his face ceased and he pulled his hand away from her.

What has he done?

Zavian blinked as guilt ripped his heart. Strangely, he had not thought of Lilah all the while he touched her, she did not even cross his mind once.

Zavian’s heart squeezed painfully as he lay on his back, staring at the ceiling. He did not want to forget her, he did not want to... but this woman, he couldn’t resist himself.

Zavian breathed as he brushed his fingers through his hair, what was he going to do?

How could he get this woman out of his mind after having a taste of her?

He thought as he shut his eyes, clenching his jaws. She was slowly crawling into his skin and he couldn’t do a thing.

Neera moved on the bed and Zavian’s eyes turned to her, a low sigh leaving his lips.

How did he let himself fall for this woman?

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The next morning, Neera stretched her legs as she opened her eyes. She blinked twice before the events of the previous night came rushing back to her mind and her cheeks flushed instantly.

What has she done?

Neera bit her lip as she remembered how she yearned for his touch. God, she had wanted him badly...

Her eyes turned slowly to the side, and there he lay, sleeping soundly.

His hand was around her naked body, it was only then she realized how closely he held her.

His breath fanned the side of her face and his hair was ruffled as some strands fell to his face.

Neera stared at him as she replayed the events of the previous night in her mind, her petals clenching. She didn’t know someone could use their tongue there... she heard that intercourse was painful, but didn’t know it was also pleasurable.

This was the most blissful thing she had ever felt in her entire life.

Neera shut her eyes when she realized what she was thinking, and she quickly stopped herself. She made a grave mistake, she shouldn’t have done that with the king, but why did she like it?

Her heartbeat increased as she opened her eyes and looked at him.

Why did she not feel remorse?

Neera couldn’t believe herself. She should berate herself for letting herself want the king, but she did not. She wanted him again.

Even though she knew he must have thought her to be his wife, she still wanted him.

Neera breathed out as she turned to leave the bed, but Zavian’s hand held her still. She looked at him, a frown forming on her forehead as she wondered if he was awake.

After a few seconds, she tried again, but this time, his hands pulled her to him, hugging her close.

Neera blinked as she looked up, was he acting in his sleep?

Neera did not know what to do, she wanted to get dressed before he woke up, as she didn’t want him to see her naked.

She wasn’t so shy before because it was night, and the lights were dim.

She struggled to move, but Zavian hugged her tightly, nestling in her chest.

Neera sighed as she shut her eyes, waiting for his grip to lessen. After a while, his hands let her go and she moved away from him.

She was about to stealthily stand up from the bed when his voice called her;

“How are you feeling?” Neera froze when she heard his voice and she fell back on the bed.

“I’m fine;” she replied, holding the duvet over her chest.

“We should get going, it’s morning.” She added, avoiding his eyes as she stared at the ceiling. The last thing she wanted to do was talk about the previous night. She wished they would just pretend nothing happened, but just as she thought about it, Zavian spoke;

“Last night... ”

“I know, you must have thought me to be your wife. It’s fine. I did not think too much of it.”

Before he could complete his words, Neera chirped in quickly. Her heart banged against her chest as she clenched her palms into fists under the duvet.

Neera was surprised at herself, why did she interrupt him?

Her lips thinned as she stared at the ceiling. She was scared. She was scared that he would tell her it was a mistake and that it just happened, so she decided to say it herself.

It wouldn’t hurt that much if she was the one to say it.

There was a weird silence in the room as they both stayed still, each in their thoughts. Neera held her breath as she felt Zavian’s gaze on her. After a few long seconds, he spoke;

“I’ll ask the innkeeper to come to fill the baths.” With that, he turned and stepped out of the bed. Walking out of the room, he shut the door behind him.

Neera did not breathe until he left the room, and then she breathed heaved a sigh of relief.

Her palms eased as she brought them to her face, shutting her eyes.

It was for the best. She didn’t want him to feel indebted to her or feel guilty for touching her when he felt nothing for her.

It was painful knowing that she was being used, but it would be more painful if he started acting strangely, and doing things for her out of pity.

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They bathed and had breakfast at the inn, no one saying a word to each other. After breakfast, they went back to the fabric store and changed back into their clothes.

Neera stared at Zavian as they made their way to the stables to get the horse; he had not said a word to her since that morning and she wondered if she did anything wrong;

“Your majesty; perhaps, did I do anything to offend you?”

Neera asked as she looked at him worriedly but Zavian did not say anything in reply.

After paying the stable keeper, they rode back to the Castle.

They rode for about an hour and when they arrived, the sun was high up in the middle of the sky.

The giants by the gates pushed the gates open when they saw Zavian, bowing as they let him in.

It was the big gates that were pulled open, and the people knew it was the king returning, so they all stopped to greet.

But when they saw he was with Neera, they stared in surprise.

On the other side of the road, Princess Kitana walked with her maids as they held an umbrella over her head. Her feet came to a stop when she saw the king’s horse approaching.

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