152 Ep.51. Jonah Looncandel (1)

It didn't take long to realize that the feeling was compassion.

"12 years old. No, maybe even before that, Jonah was raised as a murderer only.’

We only had a few short conversations.

Jean had a feeling that Jonah was an emotional figure. It's natural that you seem to have a lot of laughter and tears.

But the feeling is somewhat warped.

Jonah was so insensitive to guilt after the murder that the Tonya brothers before his return were incomparable.

For her, most people are just moving meat balls, and it doesn't matter the infinite possibilities that life holds 'because it's alive.'

A monster, so to speak.

But not the real monster. In the previous life of Jin, Jonah, who was scarred by Ann and lived like a shadow, now in the heart of Jonah, who cries and laughs in front of Jin.

Clearly, there were many feelings inherent in the universal people.

Like brotherhood, fear of injury, desire to get close to someone, or a small wish to have someone to play with.

with all that being ignored

She became the worst assassin in history just because she was born with power.

'Hu.'

There was something hot and sharp in my heart. The name of the emotion was anger, which came up through the stomach, blocked the chest, scratched the throat, and wanted to spit it out.

Anger against those who have thoroughly wiped out the humanity of their youngest sister since she was 12 or younger.

They are none other than the blood of Jean and Jonah.

"Are you upset because I've been sneaking around you for days? But you were away when you were washing or doing business.”

"That's not the problem. Wait a minute, you've been stuck with me?”

"Yes."

"Without a moment?"

Jonah spilled veradine and Dante.

"Well... ...when I was more than ten steps away from you, I don't think I'd have five hours a day. Your Chin... ...no, it's been like that ever since they came."

It's not that I didn't expect it very much.

I was shocked to hear it directly from Jonah. It was only three times since Jin came to Samil that he recognized that "Yona was nearby."

Even that once Jonah dropped a note herself, and once she expected to come with Oul a little while ago.

Only the other one felt while avoiding the pursuit of the sprayers after opening the mind.

"Jin, are you afraid or offended of me?”

Jean shook her head.

"It was like that before. Not now."

"Hehehehe."

With a naive face, Jonah burst into laughter. Then, as if he was feeling better, he took a light step toward the camp.

"I did think you could die by the salsa. But it's true that you wanted to grow further. If you die, I'll be a little sad, forget soon, and you'll be comfortable.”

Every word that was supposed to be creepy came as if it had been cut off by a broken glass.

"Have you ever thought it was unfair?"

"What? Only I watched you? Like I said before, when you're taking a bath or doing business...….”

"Not that one. You've been treated like a murder doll all this time. Since I was so young. It's ridiculous, it's terrible, considering it's a pure blood Looncandel."

"That's bad?"

"It's bad."

Then Jonah tilted her head as if she really didn't know.

"Didn't the youngest ever kill?”

"Not a problem like that."

"Heehee, this is how I was born in the first place. So you don't have to be sad.”

"How could you be born like that?….”

Jin, who paused for a moment, was lost in thought.

'It's true that Looncandel is an inhumane family, but what he did to Jonah's sister is strangely awful. It must have something to do with why your sister has already become an assassin beyond the unknown king.’

It was impossible for even Oul, King of Moomyung, to stay with Jin for hours without being caught in a small room. Even more in 10 steps for a few days, watching for nearly 20 hours is even more.

"Sir, are you the contractor of God?"

"No."

There is no God involved in assassinations or erasing demeanors, and the nearest one was solderlet.

But I asked because I couldn't understand the abilities of ordinary human beings.

"Then how can you do that? If what she says is true, I don't think there's anyone in the world you can't kill."

"The youngest doesn't have to know. Well, and it's not like there's no one I can't assassinate. There's quite a lot of work to do alone, and if you squeeze the spray properly, you'll have to put your fingers and toes together."

In other words, only about twenty percent of the world will not be able to lead her to death. It was hard to believe that escape was an unthinkable figure.

"Can't you tell me?”

"You have a secret, too.”

When Jean was about to answer no, Jonah glanced at Jean's shadow.

As if everyone knew you had the power to do with shadows.

You mean you know I'm a contractor for Soldierlet? Or are they just looking at the shadows?’

There was nothing good to ask.

Jonah was aware of Jean's spirituality, because her power was afraid of spirituality.

I can't help but not know Jean.

The power was constantly telling Jonah to kill Jean. Jonah is ignoring the whisper.

"You embarrass me in many ways.”

"Think it's because you love your brother so much. I don't know how surprised I was when you came to Samil. I've never found that kind Luna.”

"It's sad, too. Does Luna hate Jonah?”

"I don't think I like it. I've broken several appointments a few times. No, it's a little...….”

Jean wet her handkerchief and held it out to her.

"Wipe, there are tears on your face."

Jonah, holding a handkerchief, rubbed her face and shone her eyes.

"I want the youngest to like me."

"I don't have enough memories or bonds between you and me yet to have deep brotherhood."

"I like you even though I don't have one."

"Because she had a fantasy about me. And it's true that you tried to kill me. It was an expression of affection for my sister.But for me, it was a deadly survival threat."

"Then what should I do?"

"Well."

Please give me a glass of wine.

I couldn't bear to say that. It's unacceptable to do something so obvious. I didn't want to do anything stupid to give him too much for his affection.

And Jin is not sure what to do with Jonah.

It is true that the youngest sister is sad, but listening to the story, it is clear that even Luna has given up or distanced herself.

'If you broke your promise with Luna, it's likely that Jonah had killed her blood. Otherwise, Luna's personality wouldn't have left Jonah like this alone.’

Looking back on my memory, in my previous life and in my present life.

While in the storm it occurred to me that Gilly had gone out several times to attend the funerals of his cousins and uncles. And their cause of death has not been publicly revealed.

At that time, Jin, too, thought that a distant cousin who only knew his name was dead, had no particular meaning. He's a cousin, but he's never even seen his face.

"Uh, should I threaten to kill you if you don't like me?"

"It's usually a shortcut away from relationships."

"Then shall I give you a Manchurian? Take it and keep playing with me. I thought if my brothers came to see me, this would be the only reason.”

It's a lie if you don't want to nod your head.

However, Jin decided to reject it for now. I thought it would be better to ask after organizing what kind of relationship I would have with Jonah in the future.

"No, and what you want from me is not a love of reward. Affection is not a conditional exchange. Even if she gives me a bottle of wine, my affection for her will remain the same."

"Auoooooooooooo!"

Jonah tore her hair off.

"Then what do you want me to do! Can't I be friends with you forever? Even though I like you so much?"

Jin hid a bitter smile when she saw her youngest sister screaming in a hurry again with tears again.

"You're not walking around outside today, are you?" For the last two days, they seem to have put a curfew every night to create a confrontation between the sprayers and us."

"That's right. Not today either."

"Well, why don't we take a walk?"

"Heehee!"

I needed time to organize my thoughts. What should I do with my youngest sister, who has no countermeasures and is sad?

The moonlit road as soon as you get off the inn. It was my first leisurely night walk since I came to Samil.

"There are a lot of houses that have fallen places."

"Because you broke it all. That's why I wrote a hundred letters of apology. If you go that way, you'll find my favorite place, but visitors are normally prohibited. Would you like to go?"

"Of course."

All the way there, the conversation was mainly about Jonah chattering, and Jin playing along.

And Jonah walked very slowly, thinking that this walk might be her last memory with the youngest. Jean had to walk with her and feel strange guilt.

Quite a steep hill came out as the cadets passed several off-duty paths. They walked two hours to stand in front of the hill, where Jonah said she would come out "a little way."

"What do you get when you go up?"

"Flower fields and cliffs."

"It's kind of dazed when you say it."

"You think I'm gonna push you down a cliff or something? That's too useless for me. You can't die if you fall that high off a cliff."

"It was a joke."

As I smiled and climbed the hill, it was all a flower garden with one kind of wild flower bloomed.

It's a flower that knows how to progress well. Green rose, as its name implies, is a green rose with small petals that cannot be distinguished from weeds from afar, and is common throughout the continent.

So it was actually a flower that was treated similar to weeds. It was practically a weed because it can be found everywhere, grows all four seasons, and is useless for ornamental purposes and food.

"Oh......."

Still, if you are colored by the moonlight, you will find a better view than weeds. It's kind of strange to see the half-naked leaves moving with their backs bent.

"Pretty, huh?"

"Yes, I've never known that green roses are this much to see when they're gathered under the moonlight."

"Normally, green roses treat me like weeds, but they're my favorite flower. You don't die much without just stepping on it or watering it, and even if you die, you get a new green rose on the spot again."

What's the reason?.

While Qin swallows his horse and looks around the flower garden, Jonah breaks two green roses They began to twist each other.

"This makes the petals of the small petals open up. Another attraction of green roses. Harder than it looks? The petals will break if you just weave them, so you need to be careful.”

Hee, the moment Jonah gave out two green roses woven like a ring.

'Ah!'

Jean could recall one memory of her past life that she had forgotten.

With the fact that he is not the first to receive it.

This is the first time in my life, but sometimes someone left it in my room. The green roses are woven together with small petals.

At that time, I had only assumed that he was one of the servants who felt sorry for himself, who was treated as garbage every day even though he was pure blood. Gilly said he wasn't himself.

"Receive it and relax. Anyway, you're not dead, and I'm the reason you're upset.….”

"I didn't know it was your sister.”

"Huh?"