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Zhang Song and Yu Xin hailed a taxi and walked to the car. Both of them chose to sit in the back row. On the way, Yu Xin glanced at Zhang Song, who was sitting beside her, and her expression instantly became complicated.

Zhang Song and Yu Xin arrived at the Central Island Cafe in the center of the city. Zhang Song seemed to have never been to this kind of place before when he was slapping and dragging. It wasn't that Zhang Song didn't like the quality of the coffee, but that he didn't like the bitter feeling. Even if there was sugar in it, there was still an irreducible bitterness to it.

After they sat down, Zhang Song went straight to the point. "What do you want from me?"

"Are you free tonight?"

If Zhang Song had said decisively, "No!" Then there was no need to think about anything else.

However, Zhang Song was filled with curiosity and couldn't help but ask, "Is something the matter?"

"I want to take you somewhere." Yu Xin said.

Zhang Song became even more curious. "Where?"

"You'll know when you get there."

Zhang Song was just thinking of naturally saying "Alright" when Mu Xinyi's face suddenly appeared in front of Zhang Song's eyes.

A disappointed face. A wronged face.

"I really can't hurt Xin Yi anymore. "I feel a little guilty for hurting someone else, but if I hurt Xin Yi, I hate myself." Zhang Song warned himself in his heart.

"Matsui, what's wrong?" Yu Xin called out to Zhang Song, who was lost in thought.

Zhang Song really wanted to say, "I'm sorry! I'm not free tonight! I'll come with you another day! "

However, for some reason, the word "no" could not be uttered in front of Yu Xin. Zhang Song was in an extremely difficult situation. After thinking for almost ten seconds, he finally made his decision.

"I have work to do. I have to go." I said each word in a low, calm voice.

"Work?" Yu Xin asked.

Zhang Songyuan wanted to explain, but when he thought about it again, she was not my person, so why did he explain things to her so clearly? He said coldly, "I'm not free anyway."

"But... "I will only waste a little of your time …" Yu Xin did not give up.

"Tell me first, where are you taking me?"

Yu Xin replied faintly, "It's a special place for lovers."

A place of special significance for lovers? Where could it be? What was her purpose in taking Zhang Song there? He wanted to remind Zhang Song of the past? Why would she do that? Could it be …

She really wanted to get back together with Zhang Song?

When he thought of this, Zhang Song's heart jerked.

Zhang Song still loved Yu Xin? Even if it wasn't love, Zhang Song still had feelings for her? Time slipped away, but Zhang Song was still unable to let go of this relationship in the end?

Was her first love really that unforgettable?

Ai, even if Zhang Song still had feelings for her, Zhang Song and her really couldn't be the same as before. Since they had already gone their separate ways, why did they still barely get together when they had been travelling on different paths? Since she had changed, Zhang Song had also changed. Many things around them had changed, so why would he need to turn around?

Zhang Song clearly knew what it meant to be unfaithful every time, and not to be disloyal a hundred times. He did not want to live his life in fear. He didn't want to be hurt by the same woman twice.

"Zhang Song, be heartless when it's time, and heartless when it's time! Why can't I be cruel to her? Did she consider my feelings when she parted from me? I don't owe her anything in my previous life, so why do I keep hurting her? Why are you so soft-hearted towards her? " Zhang Song let his imagination run wild.

"Stop thinking about it! My first love, Chen Yuxin, you will only remain in my memory and will never appear again in the real world. The person in front of me is not Yu Xin, who has accompanied me through countless days and has made me extremely happy, but a stranger. " Zhang Song took a deep breath and said seriously, "I'm really busy. Well, I have to go."

"Zhang Song …" Yu Xin wanted to stop Zhang Song who was about to leave, but Zhang Song ignored her and walked out of the Central Island Cafe without looking back. At that moment, Zhang Song suddenly felt that he was so cool.

On the way back to the company, Zhang Song couldn't help but think of Yu Xin.

He was used to her life, he had developed the habit of settling everything with her, so when she told him that she was in love with someone else and wanted to leave Zhang Song, Zhang Song's world suddenly seemed to die, Zhang Song felt lost, desperate, he lost his way, he was at a loss.

Although he had been betrayed and hurt, even though Zhang Song kept telling himself that he couldn't trust love anymore and that he couldn't be hurt by a woman, deep down in his heart, he still yearned for love.

He tried his best to shake his head and forget about Yu Xin. At this time, he remembered Mu Xinyi and Zhang Song's unhappiness from before. However, when he thought of Mu Xinyi's blissful and sweet smile, it was like a needle had pierced into Zhang Song's heart. The happier she smiled, the more guilty Zhang Song felt.

"Yu Xin is my first love. I want to live a bland and sweet life with her. But in the end she gave up, and I thought sadly, Can't love really be simpler? Did it really be difficult for the two of them to like each other and live a bland and sweet life? Since then I no longer trust love, no longer look forward to a simple and happy life.

But now?

When he was with Mu Xinyi, he felt very comfortable and at ease. "At that moment, thinking of Mu Xinyi's face full of smiles, I suddenly thought, actually, there is still a simple and sweet love in this world. I cannot deny all pure love just because I was betrayed by a woman."

"I had such a dream. In the dream, I met a girl, this girl is very beautiful, loves me very much, has a very good character, can be called a perfect girlfriend, then, in the dream, I went through some happy things with this girl: together, we went on a trip, we went shopping, we went to a movie...

Before I met Yu Xin, when I still believed in the purity of love in this world, I had this dream; after I had broken up with Yu Xin, when I was in so much pain that I wished I could have a girl who could make me forget the pain and start over, I had this dream too. Because the real world was too cruel, pure love, simple girls, almost didn't exist, so every man, more or less, would have fantasized about how good it would be if he had a beautiful girlfriend, a smart girlfriend, a gentle girlfriend, and a girlfriend who was completely dedicated to him.

Every time I woke up from this dream, I felt very disappointed in my heart. Sigh, it really is a dream. The real world was still as cruel as ever. The girls were still as realistic as ever. The beauty and ugliness of one's appearance was always proportional to the requirements of one's boyfriend. How could a boy fall in love when he had no money? How dare a boy get married when he has no car and no house? "

As he thought about it, he also thought about Mu Xinyi and the heart-wrenching cry he had heard on the other end of the phone. Zhang Song's heart tightened, and it was really a little painful. That feeling was the same feeling he had had when he heard Yu Xin tell Zhang Song that she was in love with another man.

It was a feeling of heartache that he hadn't felt in a long time.

If not for the sudden aching in his heart, Zhang Song would never have known that Zhang Song's love for Mu Xinyi had gradually deepened. Unknowingly, it had reached a level beyond Zhang Song's control. Right now, he wished that Mu Xinyi would always be by his side, the one he loved the most, the one he loved the most, the one he relied on the most, the one he trusted the most.

Sometimes, love was really hard to explain.

I remember watching Jin Yong's Dragon-Slaughtering Heavens, which was later filmed as a TV series, and even several versions of it." Among them, Wu Qihua's version impressed me the most. She clearly remembered at the end of the Heaven Slaughtering Dragon's Note, Zhou Zhiruo had asked Zhang Wuji which one of the four people he truly loved was Little Zhao, Spider, Zhao Min, and her. Zhang Wuji was suddenly filled with emotion. He remembered that he had asked himself before. At that time, he felt that if he could be together with the four ladies, wouldn't he be carefree and happy? However, things changed. Little Zhao went to Persia to become a Sect Leader, his cousin Spider died, Zhiruo went astray, and only Miss Zhao remained by his side. Although there had been a misunderstanding during this period of time, and he both loved and hated Zhao Min, he had never let go of his longing for her in his heart. However, Zhiruo's intervention always made his heart waver, and he was unable to face his own feelings head on. It was only at this moment, when he was faced with Zhao Min leaving without a word, that he finally discovered that he could not bear to part with that demoness. If he could not see her again in this life, then he would definitely not be able to continue living. He finally found the answer in his heart. He had always respected Zhiruo, and felt grateful to Spider Child. He felt pity for Little Zhao, but he still deeply loved Zhao Min.

Sometimes, people only know later when they are lost. Some people, some things, think that they are just a wisp of cloud in their lives, that they can forget each other in the martial arts world forever. However, when they parted, they realized that the past had already taken root in their hearts, and could not be removed or erased.

Yang Tong and Xiao Long were finally married and were carefree outside the Jianghu. He could remember that there was a woman who was obsessed with him and would never forget him, throwing away her beauty to wait for his entire life. Would he remember that innocent face he had seen all those years ago? Would he also remember that when they first met, she had smiled and said, "My surname is Guo, and my name is Xiang."

Red Hands, Yellow Wine, all over the city. The easterly wind is evil, the love is thin, one mind is sad, a few years of Xiao Li Suo. Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! Spring is the same, people are thin, tear mark red silk. The peach blossoms had fallen, but the Leisurely Pool Pavilion was still there. Mo! Mo! Mo! The world is thin, the favor is evil, the rain sends the evening flowers to fall easily. Xiao Feng dry, tear marks, want to write the mind, monologue do not rely on the column. Difficult! Difficult! Difficult! People are different, today is not the same, the soul of the disease is often like the swing rope. The horn is cold, the night is dim, afraid of people to ask, tears forced joy. Hide! Hide! Hide!

This was a kind of deep and silent, suffocating love. It could be said that this was an absolute type of extreme happiness.