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Mu Yefan was dreaming again. This time, there were many people in the dream, and the majority of them were just passing by, at least to Mu Yefan himself, they were insignificant people, and Mu Yefan could not catch even the shadow of a single person. This kind of feeling was loneliness, the loneliness of being abandoned by the world, loneliness that no matter what it took.

Mu Yefan walked alone for a long time and saw a house. That house was very familiar, it was the place where Mu Yefan had lived since he was young, but blood slowly seeped out from that house. Mu Yefan felt that there was an unspeakable fear in his heart, and then, he walked forward and opened the door step by step.

Everything seemed to have become formalized, but he was so careful with every action that no one knew how to express his heartache. He knew that there was something he didn't dare to touch, but he had no choice, he had to walk forward step by step as if there were invisible hands behind him.

The door was pushed open, and a dense blood color appeared inside, it was a type of suffocating color, but at the moment it looked like it had been demonized, as though it had substance. Mu Yefan was not willing to leave, but the invisible force still continued to push Mu Yefan.

He saw the thing he hated the most, his parents' corpses. He also saw himself standing in a pool of blood with a dazed look in his eyes, and then, time seemed to stop, as he quickly retreated. When Mu Yefan saw his parents being killed, he couldn't see anything clearly no matter what.

He saw the blood that flowed out from his parents' bodies and dyed the sky red, but he did not dare to move forward anymore. However, before he could hesitate, a group of people holding weapons appeared behind him, their targets were all to kill him, Mu Yefan was not willing to leave, he even wanted to be killed in his dreams. The cold blade did not slash down, because he heard a person's voice.

When he opened his eyes, it was actually already noon. Bai Yixuan looked at Mu Yefan a little worriedly, "Are you dreaming again?"

"Yes." Mu Yefan nodded his head, his expression extremely cold.

Bai Yixuan felt her heart ache for no reason. "A Mu, your current condition isn't too good, I'll go and make you something to eat. You eat a little first, don't think too much about it."

"Xiao Bai, are you willing to listen to my dream?"

Bai Yixuan never thought that Mu Yefan would actually take the initiative to tell him about it and was unable to react for a moment, "Do you want to tell me?"

Mu Yefan nodded, "I don't know if you're willing to listen, because I haven't thought of the whole story at all. Everything I can think of is extremely one-sided, do you still want to listen?"

"I want to hear it."

Other than dreaming that I was being hunted myself, or that my parents had died tragically, I couldn't help but dream that my parents had died miserably just now. I even dreamed that I was being hunted down, and I know that these things are unimaginable, but those fragments are my memories of the past.

"A Mu, that poison from before was extremely harmful to your mind, but I can give it a try. Are you willing?"

This time, Mu Yefan did not refuse but instead nodded, "I want to find out who caused my parents' deaths. Every time I see them die miserably but be unable to do anything, I only want to avenge them.

"It won't happen, A Mu. They are your parents, and their wish is only to make you better, to make your life like a normal person, and they definitely don't want you to take revenge. Hatred will only destroy a person, and it's impossible to give a person a normal life.

Mu Yefan didn't look at Bai Yixuan this time. Instead, he looked into the sky, and his eyebrows trembled slightly, "I have no way of forgetting this, he has always been in my mind, and now I just want to know who killed my parents. I must find this person, and I definitely won't let this person go.

"A Mu." Bai Yixuan was very worried about the current Mu Yefan, but she had no other choice, because it was as if Mu Yefan had already fallen into his own nightmare. Bai Yixuan looked at her bloodshot eyes and knew the severity of the matter.

For the first time, Bai Yixuan felt that helping Mu Yefan to search his memories was a truly wrong decision. Mu Yefan's memories might really be a kind of shackle to Mu Yefan, a pain that he would never be able to forget.

Bai Yixuan knew that there was no way she could refuse, but she also knew that even if she refused, Mu Yefan herself would definitely take the initiative to look for her memories, especially since Mu Yefan seemed to have some sort of relationship with him. Even without him, there would definitely be a day when Mu Yefan would look for her memories.

"Xiao Bai, are you willing to help me?"

Bai Yixuan hesitated for a while, "I'm willing to help you look for memories, but A Mu, promise me, you definitely won't get yourself involved because of this, okay?

Mu Yefan finally looked at Bai Yixuan and nodded, then said, "I promise you."

Although Bai Yixuan was still worried, at least Mu Yefan had given him a promise. Bai Yixuan turned around and went to cook for Mu Yefan, but Mu Yefan still sat on his bed in a daze. There were some things that could not be forgotten once he recalled them, especially his hatred.

He had decided to look for Mu Beiche. Mu Beiche definitely knew something, and right now, Mu Beiche's father was the current ruler of this dynasty, the emperor of this era.

Although he felt that he had let Bai Yixuan down, Mu Yefan still decided that he must go and retrieve his memories. He must take revenge for this grudge, even if it meant shattering his body and bones.

Bai Yixuan talked a lot with Mu Yefan during the meal. Most probably, it was to ensure that Mu Yefan did not disappoint his parents, and that no parent hoped that his child would take revenge for him.

Although Mu Yefan had been nodding the entire time, Bai Yixuan felt that Mu Yefan had not listened to him. This knowledge made Bai Yixuan feel flustered, but he had no way of knowing what Mu Yefan was actually thinking.

After Bai Yixuan left, Mu Yefan went to the place where Mu Beiche lived. Because of the plague in this place, Mu Beiche did not leave.

Although Mu Yefan looked very different now, to the point that it could be said that many things had changed, Mu Beiche still couldn't help but get closer and closer to Mu Yefan. This feeling was something that Mu Beiche himself couldn't explain clearly, but he kept feeling that the current Mu Yefan seemed to be even more gloomy, with something that he couldn't comprehend in his eyes, "Brother, what's wrong?"

Mu Yefan shook his head, "There are some things I want to ask you, and I hope you can answer truthfully."

Seeing Mu Yefan being so serious, Mu Beiche naturally did not dare be negligent and hurriedly said, "Big brother, speak up. As long as I know something, I will definitely tell it all."

"Who killed my parents?"

"I really don't know about this question. royal father and I have been tracking down the culprit for a long time, but I still didn't manage to find the culprit even after so long. My royal father said that it might have been someone who bought the culprit back then.

"Buying a murderer?" Mu Yefan laughed, "What kind of person would buy a murderer, and kill my father, and then uproot my entire family? I really do not understand what kind of person would buy a murderer."

Actually, Mu Beiche had thought about it many times, but he had always been unsure of how to explain it. Perhaps, it was because Mu Yefan's smile was simply too scary, and Mu Beiche seemed to be able to sense the aura of that decisive uncle of his from his own brother's body. He could not help but be at a loss for a moment before persuading him, "After all these years, I have always been looking for you.

Mu Yefan sneered, "I don't care if this is heaven's will or not, I must find out what happened that year. No matter what, I won't let my parents die in vain."

Mu Beiche nodded his head, "I will help you, and I have always been looking for the truth back then. Big brother also misses you, you should be a favored son of heaven, you shouldn't have buried yourself in this place, are you willing to go back with me, and you can bring Miss Xiao Bai along? This is not a problem, father will definitely recover your identity, come back with me."

Mu Yefan shook his head, "I'm not going back."

"Why?" Mu Beiche did not understand, "Could it be that the capital is not good? That place is your home."

"My home?" Mu Yefan laughed coldly, "But my family members are all dead, and all my memories of that place are gone. What kind of family is that?"

"Brother, I'm sorry, it's useless. I couldn't find you, but I've really been working hard to find you, I really didn't know that you had always been living on the mountain, I came here to find you a while back, and I had already seen Xiao Bai at that time, but I didn't expect that you had always been with Xiao Bai, if I had known, I might have found you earlier. If I was slightly older, I might have been able to stop all this from happening, and perhaps you wouldn't have left so soon."

"I don't blame you." Mu Yefan stood up, "If you want to blame someone, blame yourself for doing this all those years ago for being deranged. If you want to blame someone, blame yourself for being born in the wrong time, blame yourself for not thinking much for so many years, and that I never thought about reclaiming my memories. Blame yourself for not taking revenge for my parents, and instead, blame yourself for thinking about it for so many years."

"It's not like that."

"Alright, stop talking. I don't want to go back to Beijing right now."