Chapter 175 - because of fear

Author: You Yi MACHINE TRANSLATION

Every time Xi Wan left, her heart felt a little sad.

In the end, she still hadn’t worn down her previous temperament.

Li Yan was a proud young lady.

She was also a proud queen.

So, even if you say you’re ruthless, I won’t weaken my imposing manner.

This kind of self-harming behavior, she used to be the same as Li Yan. But, ever since she fused with this body, she had hidden a lot.

But, only when the person she cared about attacked her, would her attributes be revealed.

In fact, she also liked this prideful young miss very much. Although she was proud, her heart was not bad. One could even say that she was simple-minded.

However, they still parted ways in the end.

Xi Wan walked out of the an Fu cemetery. She wanted to find the car that she had ordered, but her hand was suddenly grabbed by someone.

A familiar smell, a familiar smell.

She turned her head.

This sudden closing of the distance made Xi Wan’s heart suddenly stop. She focused and held her breath. Her Gaze was only fixed on his face.

He pursed his lips and looked at himself. His originally bright eyes were now pitch-black, like balls of black fog. During the encirclement, one could not see his emotions clearly.

In the end, Li Zhan still chased after her.

Xi Wan broke free from his shackles, but her fingertips still retained his temperature. It was like an electric current coursing through her entire body, causing her to feel numb.

She pursed her lips and looked at him.

Li Zhan opened his mouth and said, “if it’s only because of Li Yan, you don’t want to be with me… ”

Xi Wan turned her head and saw the words “an Fu cemetery” in her eyes. She thought of Lin Xi, whom she had just met, who was holding a bouquet of white chrysanthemums and sweeping the grave.

She shook her head.

“No. ”

“Li Zhan. ”

“It’s not because of Li Yan. It’s because I’m afraid of love. ”

It took her a great deal of effort to utter three sentences.

Love, in the eyes of others, very sweet beautiful things, even crying, are sweet. At first, she thought so, too.

That’s why, in the end, she was so miserable.

Li Zhan was silent.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry.

She bowed her head, stepped forward, and said hurriedly, “goodbye. ”

“Xi Wan, I said, my life, never give up. ”

His voice, coming from behind, was firm and powerful. Every word was like a hammer, knocking on the wall that she had rebuilt.

She quickened her pace and found the taxi that she had booked with great difficulty. She sat in it and headed back.

Perhaps it was because her expression was too solemn and tragic.

The driver looked at the rearview mirror and said, “Miss, the dead are already dead. We have to look forward. It’s not good to be immersed in the sorrow of the past. We only live for 70 to 80 years. Every day we live is a day less. It would be better if we were happier. ”

Xi Wan listened to the driver’s Cantonese accent and smiled. “thank you, master. ”

“Aiyo, I can’t stand to see a beauty sitting in my car with a sad face. It makes it seem like I’m a bad person. ”

The trees on both sides of the road quickly retreated. The road conditions were much better than before. Soon, Xi Wan returned to her home.

At that time, Jiang’s mother had already prepared lunch. The food was delicious and delicious. She chewed on it, but it was tasteless. She quickly took two bites and returned to her room.

Although Jiang’s mother had some doubts, she did not say anything. She just thought that she was in a bad mood because she went out to visit her friend’s grave.

Xi Wan lay back on the bed. She felt her head was heavy. When she closed her eyes, she saw Li Zhan’s hurt expression, Li Yan’s angry words, Ming Ri’s Bitter Orange, Lin Xi’s white chrysanthemum, and Su Nuanyu’s baby.

They shrunk into small people and spun around in her mind. They spun faster and faster, and kept shouting. She felt that her head was about to explode.

* Boom *

She did not know when she fell asleep. When she woke up again, it was eleven o’clock at night.

Under the dim yellow light, there was the constant buzzing of insects outside the window.

Her stomach was empty and her stomach was rumbling. She stood up with a heavy head. Her vision was dark. She took two steps back and fell on the bed.

She sat on the bed for about two minutes and finally recovered. She stood up and walked out of the room.

Xi Wan went into the kitchen and saw a thermos box on the table. She opened it and saw a few bowls filled with dishes and rice placed neatly. She touched the temperature of the porcelain bowls and felt that they were still a little hot.

She ate a little and washed the dishes. Suddenly, she found that she could not sleep.

It was late at night, and there were few lights. The wind blew against the trees, and the sound of insects could be heard.

Xi Wan walked out of the gate and walked around the small path near the villa. She suddenly found a familiar person sitting on a stone bench not far away — Gu Ye.

Xi Wan then remembered that he also lived in this neighborhood.

Perhaps because there was no one walking around, Gu ye heard footsteps. He looked up and saw Xi wan standing not far away. He was very shocked. “Xi Wan. ”

Xi Wan Heard Gu Ye’s shout and walked over. “Director Gu. ”

Gu Ye:”… I feel like it’s a huge blow. Why can’t you call me by my name?”

“Uh… you must be used to it. After all, a rank higher than a rank higher than a rank higher than a rank higher, ” Xi Wan replied with a smile. Of course, this was only part of the reason …

Gu Ye shrugged and accepted his fate. Then, he asked, “Oh right, it’s already so late. Why aren’t you going to bed? ”

“What about you? ”

“Me? I’m frustrated. ” Gu Ye scratched his hair “You don’t know. Our film was really good. I wanted to post-edit a lot of scenes, but I could only edit for 150 minutes, which meant that I had to give up on a lot of scenes, so it’s really too annoying. “. “Take a look. ” He took the book in his hand “I’m recording what I must and what I must not. ”

Post-editing was also a very important process in the film production process. Some god-level editors could get the same source film, and through different editing, they could cut out different stories. And good stories depended on the director and the writer to put their ideas and inspiration into it, so that the editor could cut out the best story.

Xi Wan then remembered that Gu ye was talking about the post-editing of “the records of the Geisha of the Tang Dynasty. “.

“Right, what about you? ”

“Oh, I’ve been taking a NAP since noon. I couldn’t sleep, so I came out for a walk. ”

Gu Ye’s eyes were filled with disbelief. After a long while, he said,”… you’re awesome.”

“I’m fine. ”

“Right, when you came back from visiting the grave yesterday, you could have asked me to pick you guys up. I had nothing to do all day yesterday, so it wasn’t convenient to squeeze into the bus. Fortunately, you met a fan yesterday. What if it was a hatter? ”

“… aren’t you going to visit the grave?”

“I did today. ” Gu Ye nodded. “By the way, how’s the filming going? ”

“Yeah, it’s okay. ”

“Is it stressful to shoot with the best actor? ”

“It’s okay. ”

Gu Ye: “Alright, why should I ask you such a stupid question? ” It made sense. With XI WAN’s acting skills, even if the other party was Zheng Mingri, she could still accept the performance.