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It was You Meng.

She stood in the doorway for maybe a second, but I felt like I'd had a long, beautiful dream.

In my confusion, I wanted to throw my arms around her and hug her, but I suddenly remembered that I was no longer qualified.

When Secretary Zhang and Officer Fang were at the door, they were completely shocked by this sudden scene, especially Secretary Zhang. Officer Fang was first shocked, but then revealed a gratified smile and tapped twice on the back of Secretary Zhang with his finger, urging him, "Let's go, don't disturb me anymore."

On the other hand, Secretary Zhang listened to him obediently, and left the scene full of worry and worry under Officer Fang's push and bustle.

The door was tightly shut. I was completely immersed in You Meng's embrace, unable to think for a long time. I couldn't tell if it was a surprise, or a dream, or even a part of a chain plot. But I didn't push You Meng away, at least I missed this ambiguous feeling, feeling the familiar fragrance off her body, I even felt teary. I even want to bury myself in You Meng's embrace and never wake up from it, thinking about this deep love forever.

You Meng only let go of her arm after a long time, and the moment she looked at me, I noticed the brightness in her eyes. Although there were no tears flowing out of his eyes, his eyes were crystal clear.

I didn't understand what was happening and probed: "You Meng, what's wrong with you?"

You Meng stared at me deeply, her lips seemed to be opening and closing, and only after a long time did she speak: "Zhao Long, I've made you suffer."

I was a bit confused now, thinking that the person who purposely pissed me off a few days ago was you, and you came over today pretending to comfort me, right?

But looking at You Meng's sad expression, I don't think it was fake. From her eyes, I discovered the truest attachment and adoration.

She still loved me, and she still cared deeply about me.

I asked, "Didn't you go on a business trip with Qi He?" I took a cigarette to calm my sudden excitement.

You Meng took the lighter from my hand and dubiously lit it up for me. You Meng said: "Zhao Long, now we are not afraid. We are not afraid of anything."

Puzzled, I asked, "Are you not afraid of what?" He could not help but feel even more confused.

You Meng placed the bag on her shoulder on the bed, then held my hand and pulled me to the sofa.

She held my hand tightly and said, "Zhao Long, these days, do you hate me?"

I bitterly smiled. "Not at all." How could I dare to resent you? You have your freedom, I can't stop you. It's your right to travel with Director Qi, I am very cheerful … " As I said this, the resentment in my heart was rapidly growing and exploding. What can I say to someone I love? Should I accept, or refuse, her cruel departure from me and her sudden arrival at my side? Or perhaps, I should be the same as when I rejected Zhao Jie, and stop accepting feelings that were too difficult to bear. When I was feeling the most hurt, You Meng didn't come to comfort me. I could not accept that. I could no longer find in my body the You Meng who was considerate and caring towards me.

I even thought: Is she still the You Meng from before? That Chinese Security who loves me like an idiot, where did she run off to?

You Meng interrupted me and gently twisted her arm. "You're lying. Zhao Long, I know you resent my heartlessness, but I have to do this, I have to do this. "

I was a little disgusted with You Meng's helpless explanation, so I coldly laughed: "You must go. Who can decide your own business?"

You Meng said, "Zhao Long, can you listen to my explanation?" She shook my hand as if she were trying to confide in me.

However, the me now no longer had the pleasant surprise I had had when I first saw You Meng appear.

Although I was infatuated, I was not a captive of love. I love a person, not only her beauty, but also her character and cultivation. However, You Meng's performance a few days ago already caused many doubts to arise between me and her. I'm not a person who likes to be picky about emotions, but facing such emotional changes, I was unable to calm my heart, and I was even more unable to recover from the relationship with You Meng.

I indifferently said, "Tell me, what is there for you to explain?"

You Meng held my hand and shook it slightly, saying, "Zhao Long, don't tell me you didn't realize the series of punishments you've been subjected to recently.

I replied, "So what if I found out?" It's all happened. " I pretended to be perfunctory.

You Meng frowned slightly, "Think about it, if your picture was first taken by someone, and then the Head lost her computer, would all of this be a coincidence?"

I asked, "So what if it's a coincidence?"

You Meng was angered by my indifference. With a serious face, she asked, "Zhao Long, can you be a little more serious?

I angrily told her, "Now that you think about it, why did you do it so early? Deliberately angering me, deliberately ignoring me, deliberately travelling with the Director Qi, where did you go at that time? And now you're coming to pity me, aren't you? " I waved the cigarette in the air, my anger rising. Recalling the attitude You Meng showed towards me a few days ago, I became extremely furious. I feel that You Meng has really gone too far this time, it has exceeded the level that I can bear psychologically.

Who could bear to see a lover that he had always regarded as a bosom friend torture him like this three times?

You Meng shook my arm twice as she asked with a wronged expression, "Zhao Long, can you listen to what I have to say first before expressing your opinion?"

I calmed my emotions and said, "Tell me." I want to see what you have to say now. "

You Meng let out a light sigh, and said: "Zhao Long, you're a smart person, don't you understand now?"

"What do I understand?" I asked with a wry smile.

You Meng said: "Director Qi is purposely punishing you right now!"

I said, "So what if it's me? You're on the same side as him, and you came back to make sarcastic remarks! "

You Meng explained, feeling wronged: "You really think so?" His tone was especially gentle.

I asked back, "Then what do you want me to think? Alright You Meng, let's get to the main point, what are you planning to do after coming back this time?

I stood up and started smoking even harder. Out of the corner of my eye, I glanced at You Meng who was sitting on the sofa and suddenly felt that her expression and actions today were a little strange … She actually didn't eat bubble gum!

This was truly strange.

You Meng seemed to have been silent for a long time, before she finally stood up and walked to my side, looked at me with a pair of clear eyes, her lips trembled a few times, and said softly: "Zhao Long, if I were to tell you that I was deliberately approaching the Director Qi to be your spy, would you believe me?"

With that said, I was deeply shocked.

I feel that You Meng must have transmigrated into a spy movie or maybe even into a spy novel.

She could actually say such a ridiculous reason out loud. In my impression, You Meng is not that stupid, right?

I snapped, "Did you just finish your spy movie or did you teleport to some novel?"

You Meng laughed bitterly and shook her head: "Zhao Long, you don't trust me that much?"

I grabbed her by the arm and asked, "Do you trust me?"

You Meng said firmly: "Of course I trust you."

I slapped my forehead. I felt that You Meng, this girl, was lying and didn't blush at all, but she actually said that she trusted me!

What does she trust in me? If she trusts me, she would fall out with me because of Mary Shiya's arrival. She would even suspect that Mary Shiya and I have some sort of unclear relationship?

Her words were magnificent, but they were pale and powerless.

I continued to calm my emotions and coldly laughed: "You Meng, what do you believe in? You believe that there is an improper relationship between You Meng and I, and you believe that I, Zhao Long, will never have a chance to turn the situation around again. What else do you believe in me? You made me feel the terror of human nature, the terror of women, I have told myself a thousand times that my You Meng is not that kind of person, she will not abandon me, she will not have anything with Director Qi … But I was wrong, I was very wrong, I've come up with a law of life, do you want to hear it? "

You Meng looked aggrieved but did not comment.

I sighed, stared at You Meng and said indignantly: "To believe in women, is the same as lying to yourself!"

I said those words very softly, but they were extremely shocking.

Or perhaps, in the battle of love with You Meng, using this phrase to describe him was just perfect.

I am a lover, but not a beggar of love. I had once believed that You Meng and Zhao Jie were different. She truly liked me, she liked me as a person, and not as a material part of me because of my identity. After all, she was the daughter of a general of the Republic, and the fact that she had taken a fancy to me, a guard officer from the countryside, proved that she had her own views on love. She is not the kind of woman who admires vanity and loves the rich. But in fact, the experience of the past few days made me completely understand, I was wrong, I was once again met with a failed love affair. I love You Meng. I admit that I am a hundred, even a thousand times deeper than when I liked her, but her recent actions made me consider a lot. This isn't just a matter of trust or distrust. She made me feel that she started to treat me coldly because I was down and out. She began to excuse herself from leaving me and didn't answer my phone. He even started to get close to the Director Qi and travel with him.

Isn't that ironic?

I think it's not just a satire on me, it's a mockery of our love.

It was she who had defiled the divine love.