C281 Destined to be fated and unworthy

"Qing Yun, do you believe in life?" she asked suddenly.

"Hmm?" He opened his eyes, unable to react for a moment.

"Do you believe in life?" She looked up at him.

"I don't believe you either." He looked into her eyes.

"I do." She cast her gaze into the distance, "Now I really believe, in the darkness, perhaps there really is a heaven's will. If today's events are all heaven's will, then no matter what kind of calamity it is, I will face it head-on, unable to escape it, I can only accept it."

"Could it be that our current relationship is fated?" Zhu Qingyun looked at her and asked.

"Yes, yes. In this life, we are destined to be fated for nothing. The three years of possession that you and I have is our destiny. The differences between us later on, our relationship right now, is both fate and unescapable. " "No," she said.

"I don't believe that if we had gotten married earlier, you would have been mine for the rest of your life. Although we are still in the Du Jia Village, we will still have our own children, and we will also have our own peace and happiness. " He said with some fascination.

"No, you are wrong. There are no ifs in life. There are only consequences and consequences. Therefore, this is fate. Neither you nor I can change it, we can only accept it. Qing Yun, I loved you. It was also a great blessing in my life. Having you was the happiest day of my life. Although there are only three years between us, six years of being together and three years of loving each other is enough for us to reminisce about for the rest of our lives. Moreover, there are still … " At this point, she immediately stopped.

"What else do we have? You tell me! " Zhu Qingyun grabbed her shoulders and looked into her eyes as he asked.

"There are many beautiful memories between us. This is the wealth of my heart throughout my life. Qingyun Peak. This relationship, whenever I reminisce about it, will be wonderful." She deliberately changed the subject.

"Rui Qi, tell me, is Zi An my son?" He mustered the courage to finally speak out the question that had been plaguing his mind for a long time.

Her heart trembled for a moment! He had long wanted to know the answer to this question, right? From the moment he saw Zi An, he already had this question, right? However, she would never tell him in her life. She could never tell him. Zi An was always the child of the Ding Family, always!

"Don't let your imagination run wild, Zi An is a child of the Ding Family, it has nothing to do with you!" She stood up and left his arms.

He knew she would answer him in this way, a result he had rehearsed many times in his mind, and he had been surprised that she would be so angry that she would even shout at him.

He smiled wryly and stood behind her.

Actually, how she answered him was not important. He had already long since come to an answer in his heart regarding Zi An. For some things, there was no need to be so serious. If the truth was revealed, it could only harm others and would not benefit everyone.

He took off his coat and draped it over her. She then hugged her petite body tightly from behind.

Just hold her like this. Aside from the trees and birds, there were only the two of them in this mountain. This was the first time they had possessed a world like this ever since they had parted ways. If he could, he would hold her like this until the end of time. How he wished that time would stop and everything would stop so that she could once again belong to him. Even if he could hug her like this, he would still be satisfied!

"Qingyun, can you accompany me to a place tomorrow?" she asked, tilting her head.

"Alright, I'll accompany you wherever you want to go." "Yes," he agreed readily.

"Tomorrow, I want to go to the fortune-telling hall. Have you heard of the blind Yi from Xixiang County?"

"I've heard of it. A lot of people have done it before. Have you also been there?" He was somewhat surprised.

"Yes, but I didn't count. This time, I still want to go and calculate. she said helplessly.

"Alright, I know that place. I'll accompany you there tomorrow." he said, holding her.

"It's getting late, let's go back!" Du Ruiqi took off his jacket and helped Zhu Qing put it on.

When they were descending the mountain, Zhu Qingyun had his arm around her shoulders, and they continued to walk down.

In the morning of the second day, Zhu Qing brought Du Ruiqi to the Western Village County's Blind Easier.

Du Ruiqi sat in the front seat and watched Zhu Qing focusing on driving. She closed her eyes and started to rest.

Slow music played in the car, and memories poured out of her mind like water. Scenes appeared in front of her eyes.

At this moment, she had never thought that she would have such a peaceful time with Zhu Qingyun. Ever since she had abandoned him, her heart had been filled with guilt. She had never hoped for a day of harmony between them. However, the silent embrace on the mountain yesterday, the concentration on the carriage today, made her feel his heart once again. This kind of love that had always accompanied her, moved her.

In the eyes of many, she was a successful woman, and a woman who could climb up to power. In fact, only she was truly aware of the bitterness and torment in her heart. The success of her career masked her emotional difficulties. Abandoning her first love of the Qing Man was the same as well. To her, marrying an impotent husband was like dying from heartbreak. Difficult to guard the loneliness, the first ghost, is also not the soul struggle? Climbing onto Huang Zhonghua, wasn't it also a walk in the park?

Every man she had experienced in her life was a pain in her heart.

The love between her and Zhu Qing was the simplest and most beautiful; there was no love between them, but their relationship was the most stable when there was no love between them. The love between her and Hu Guocheng was the desire of her body, so she took that step forward. As time passed, this man was not only her guide, but also her mental and emotional support. She even attached her love for Zhu Qingyun onto his body. Their relationship was no longer just a trade in power and power, but more so, a spiritual connection and emotional dependence. That was why she was in so much pain and so much trouble when he had suddenly left. It was because the heavens of her career and the heavens of her emotions had collapsed at the same time. In a single day, she had become a tramp of the soul.

She did not expect that at this time, her first love, Qing Man, would not abandon her and would stay by her side. Or perhaps, this was heaven's pity for her. In her utter helplessness, she had a shoulder to lean on, and a harbor to park her soul.

Looking at Zhu Qing who had been focused on driving, Du Ruiqi's heart was filled with a sour feeling. She couldn't bear to hurt such a man again. She just wanted him to be all right, all right. If she could, if she could, if she could, she was willing to set the ladder for him, to make his career easier!

"We're here!" Zhu Qingyun looked at the woman beside him who was resting with her eyes closed, and said softly. The car came to a steady halt in front of a small foreign building.

Du Ruiqi opened her eyes and saw the familiar building. It was still that vermillion gate, and the new couplet posted on the gate was so eye-catching and bright red.

After getting off the car, he realized that the two ferocious wolfdogs were still at the door. There was a snarl at them.

Du Ruiqi pressed the doorbell, and only after a long while did the door open.

From inside, a woman's head came out. Du Ruiqi could tell with one look that she was Blind Easier's wife, the woman who had always been standing by the blind man's side. After not seeing her for a few years, the woman did not seem to have changed much. She still looked so young.

"Come in!" the woman said, opening the door.

Du Ruiqi waved towards Zhu Qing, and the two of them walked in one after the other.

"Mr. Yee has been waiting for you inside." the woman said.

Wait for me? Did he really expect me to come? I didn't call for an appointment! Du Ruiqi thought. She could not help but feel an indescribable fear in her heart. It was just a little after the new year, so not many people would come to tell their fortune, so she didn't make an appointment in advance.

"Please come in. This gentleman should rest outside for a while." The lady then led Du Ruiqi into the room.

The same two doors, within the room.

After entering the room with the woman, Du Ruiqi immediately felt a chill.

There seemed to be a heat sink on in the room, but Blind Easier sitting there motionlessly made her feel a little afraid.

The woman stood at the side of Blind Easier, not saying a word.

Du Ruiqi looked carefully at the seated Blind Easier and realized that the blind man had become a little fatter and a lot older. She wasn't as energetic as she was that year when Wu Qiaoling came over.

"Please take a seat." The Mr. Yee said, his voice was still heavy with power.

Du Ruiqi was a little suspicious. Didn't they have to give him money to take off her clothes? Why did she have to sit down this time?

Hesitating, she sat down on the stool.

"You've finally come. It seems like my calculations were correct. Today is the day you should come." The Mr. Yee said.

Du Ruiqi was even more frightened. She even knew that she was coming today? So he knew who she was? But from the moment she entered the door until now, she hadn't said a single word! How did he know who she was?

"Last time you came with your female classmate, this time you came with your male classmate. This time you came because you have something on your mind and need this old man to help you solve it." He calmly said as he chased the beads in his hand.

Her heart trembled even more. Could it be that he really knew everything, even the people who accompanied him here?

"Come on, let's start now." The Mr. Yee said.

Du Ruiqi was in a bit of a dilemma as she put down her bag and started to take off her clothes.

"No, you don't have to take it off. "Come here, give me your hand." Mr. Yee extended his hand, signalling for her to go over.

Du Ruiqi was in disbelief as she stood up and walked to the front of the Mr. Yee. Then, she extended both her hands and placed them in the center of Mr. Yee's palms.

Her large palm, soft and powerful, held her small hand tightly.

Mr. Yee pinched every inch of her palm repeatedly and carefully, not letting go of even a single muscle.