C212 Intense Deduction

But in his heart, he wasn't sure. He didn't know if Du Ruiqi would pull him at the most crucial moment out of consideration for their relationship back then.

Some women would treat their old Qing Man not as a show of support, but as a way to suppress them. It was as if only by doing so could the hatred in their hearts be dispelled, as if this was the only way to show her ability and status. Although their parting was her choice and it was she who betrayed him, he didn't have the slightest confidence in her. Did she still have a little bit of feelings for him, could he still remember the warmth of the past and show him a little favor? She had experienced so many men. He was no longer the woman he loved and hated back then. Her heart had already become incomparably firm. He should be immune to poisons, right? Besides, if he had to beg her and have her help him, how could he possibly say such words? The wounds in his heart were still so obvious when he was abandoned by others, but now he had to ask for this woman who used to be under him and now controlled everything on his head with a face full of grimace?

Zhu Qingyun felt that he could not do it. He could not give up the pride in his man's heart to beg for the pity of a woman who had abandoned him. If he had to beg like this, he would rather not climb this step!

Thinking this, Zhu Qingyun immediately became discouraged. He felt that his future was dark, so why was this woman leading him? If it was someone else, he would be able to burn incense to worship Buddha and hug her thigh, but towards this woman, he couldn't equate her with anyone else in his heart. The feeling of being defeated in his heart once again struck against his soul, making him unable to let it go …

Zhu Qingyun raised his wine cup and drank a large cup by himself. With a sigh, he said, "Big Brother, I don't think I have any hope …"

Feng Yongbin looked at Zhu Qing who was full of confidence just a moment ago, and suddenly changed his mood greatly. He knew what was going on in his heart.

"Qing Yun, why do you have no hope? Tell me about it." Feng Yongbin asked.

"Sigh, Big Brother, you should also know about the matter between her and I … I won't hide the truth from big brother, all these years, I have never been able to truly forgive her in my heart. The last time you were here, you also told me to let everything pass. However, while it was easy to say, it was very difficult to actually do it … Ever since the first day she came to the Ministry of Propaganda, I had been telling myself to face her calmly, to set my mindset, to work hard, and to seize this opportunity. But in the beginning, I was unable to face it, as you know. After a long struggle, she also talked to me insinuatingly, and I was able to gradually enter the state of work. Big Brother, no one knows the suffering in my heart! " Zhu Qingyun lowered his head and said dejectedly.

"Qingyun, do you want me to tell you the truth?" Feng Yongbin said as he looked at Zhu Qing.

Zhu Qing raised his head and looked at Feng Yongbin.

"Qing Yun, you're wrong. From my point of view, Ricky is not the person you think she is. She betrayed your feelings. However, her heart was filled with pain. After all these years, it hadn't been an easy task for her. Especially her husband, who had always been in poor health. This time, her husband's illness was almost fatal for her and her family. It was said that she had to donate the kidney for her lover. This matter caused quite a big commotion in Yuhe Palace. For such a woman, she was a person who cared about emotions. She was a kind-hearted person. No matter what purpose she left you for, as far as I can judge, she still has your feelings in her heart. The sealed memories will never be erased. She will definitely make up for her guilt towards you. I believe that you will have a chance this time. She will give you this chance. Of course, if you can take the initiative to talk to her and express your inner thoughts, then this matter would be even more reasonable. She won't disrespect you and will give you a way out. " Feng Yongbin said.

"Big brother, I was thinking the same thing. You said not to wait for an opportunity, but to take the initiative and create one, but I couldn't do it in front of her. Really, I hate myself. He had been hurt by a woman before, and he would never be able to forget it, never be able to face it. But I can't convince my heart, can't let go of my past humiliation and my present dignity, and ask her for this position. " Zhu Qingyun said.

"Oh Qing Yun, just listen to big brother, put it down. You must put it down, take it down as if that experience between you two was a beautiful memory. Who doesn't have the youth and arrogance, who doesn't have the romance from the beginning, but how many of you can have unforgettable love? Even though you and her have not been successful in cultivating it, the memory that remains in your life should be beautiful, not painful. Think of her good, turn this memory into a beautiful memory, you can be at ease, you can be relieved. If you say that you are unable to win this position in front of her, then don't force yourself to do so for the time being. Do what you have to do in order to get what you want. " Feng Yongbin said.

"Thank you Big Brother, I will." I think it's better to leave it to fate. Whether she gives it or not depends on her. I don't want to take the initiative to fight for it. "Let's see if my attack landed. I am lucky. No, my life!" Zhu Qingyun said.

"Qing Yun, you have to believe that you have good luck!" Feng Yongbin raised his cup and touched it with Zhu Qing.

"Alright!" Zhu Qingyun's eyes were steady as he raised his head to drink the wine in his cup.

As expected, Feng Yongbin's transfer order arrived at the county committee organization department after the National Day. After half a month, all of the procedures were completed, and he officially left Yuhe County Committee to become the vice director of the Guannan's daily newspaper, the commentator department. To Feng Yongbin, this step was a qualitative leap, a fission and ascension in his life. Of course, the current him didn't realize this point. Many years later, when he looked back at his original choice, he realized how wise it had been.

Feng Yongbin's transfer had changed the structure of the Ministry of Propaganda's personnel. Regarding the competition for this position, Du Ruiqi never thought that there would be such an intense deduction.

When Feng Yongbin had just transferred the orders to the organizational department of the county committee, Zhang Min was the first to know about it. That night, he came to Du Ruiqi's house.

Du Ruiqi welcomed him into the house with a smile. Seeing that she had come down, Fang Hepian brought Zi An to the second floor. Ding Zhihua was resting on the third floor anyway.

Zhang Min brought out a lot of things, including cigarettes, alcohol, toys and tonics.

"Director Zhang, please sit!" Du Ruiqi took out a tea set and prepared to make tea for Zhang Min.

"Minister Du, has your body recovered well?" Zhang Min asked.

"It's pretty good. Right now, I have to go to the hospital to have a checkup. All of the indicators are normal. He also feels that his body is better than before. It's his mother's kidney that is compatible with him, and even her heart is linked to his kidney, so he feels better very quickly. " Du Ruiqi said with a smile.

This was indeed the case. Ding Zhihua was still home recuperating and did not go to work. Every month, he would go for a regular check-up and was still taking medicine during his recovery, but his mental and physical condition was much better than before. This was something that made everyone in Ding Family incomparably happy. They were not defeated by the calamity, but were instead reborn from it. This family, after experiencing the storm, had finally returned to their original state of tranquility and happiness.

Fang Hepian's body had also recovered very well. If she had not said it herself, no one would have felt that her body was like a person without a kidney. Everything was normal, like before the kidney donation. Of course, Fang Hepian had now become the main target of protection for the Ding Family. Ding Guangxin took care of all the household chores, as long as he accompanied Zi An and took care of his body in peace.

"Ding Family is truly a fortunate family." Zhang Min said, "Only with a blessed home can we safely pass through this obstacle. Minister Du, you have a blissful family.

"Haha, after experiencing so much, thinking back, only being safe and healthy is a blessing, everything else is subsidiary. Without a healthy body, no matter how much wealth one had, no matter how high one's position was, it was all illusory. A good body is 1, and your wealth is 0. Only this 1, who is healthy and walks in the front, the zero behind has value! " Du Ruiqi said as she made tea, "Come, Director Zhang, have some tea!"

Du Ruiqi brought the brewed Pu'er in front of Zhang Min and invited him in.

It was unknown when Yu He had started drinking Pu'er tea again. It was said that the Pu'er s warmed up their stomachs and drank well at night, so Du Ruiqi took out the Pu'er s at home to try.

"Yes, the Minister is right. However, there aren't many people who have such epiphany like you. Many people are struggling with their brains in pursuit of money and position, even sacrificing their own bodies and the happiness of their families. If they could have a perception like yours, then perhaps they would be able to save themselves a lot of trouble and tragedy! " Zhang Min drank a mouthful of tea and said thoughtfully.

"People often have to go through a few things before they can truly understand it. That's how it is for me. I wouldn't have been able to feel it if I hadn't been through such a big thing, so this is what it means to be fortunate and dependent on each other. When the heavens give you pain, they will definitely give you enlightenment. This is the fairness of the heavens. " Du Ruiqi said with a smile.

"Yes, I agree with the Minister's dialectical view. Nothing is simply a boundary between good and bad. It's just that different people have different insights from different things." Zhang Min said, "Minister Feng is also a very perceptive person, so he chose to go to Guannan Daily, which is his best choice."

Zhang Min finally got to the point where he wanted to talk about today.