C194 soft rippling

Although he said that he hated her, wishing that he could kill her with his hatred, he had thought about the scene of the two of them sitting together and chatting in his heart. Although he had said that he hated her, wishing that he wished that he could kill her with his hatred, he had thought about the scene of the two of them sitting together and chatting in his heart.

"Qingyun, do you know? I've met you many times before, and I wanted to tell you, don't hate me so much, let that relationship between us completely pass away. Only by letting go of that hatred can you truly forget about me and easily and completely enter your own life … However, you've never given me a chance. I know that you've always hated me, and even until this moment, you still feel this way in your heart … Don't hate me, I'm not worthy of your hate. I'm just a person who keeps struggling to survive, just like the grass in a crevice. I have to drill through the soil and squeeze through the crevices in order to find sunlight, rain, and dew so that my life won't wither. I sacrificed a lot of things for myself and achieved what I have achieved today. I don't regret it at all. Truly, life is actually like this. It opens a door for you and must close another window for you... Qing Yun, actually, I know that you are living quite well right now. You have your own house, a virtuous wife, and a cute son, and your parents have come to the city to live with you. Qing Yun, this kind of life is the happiest, cherish your little family well, and cherish your current life … " Du Ruiqi said with tears in his eyes.

Zhu Qing took a deep breath, looking at Du Ruiqi who was full of tears, the softness in his heart became even stronger.

She said not to hate her. Yes, it had been so many years, why did he still hate her? That was because deep in his heart, he still couldn't forget her. He couldn't forget her love. Therefore, he hid from seeing her or talking to her. He just didn't want to touch his wound or open the scar on his heart. He tried to seal everything between them in his heart and let the wound scab and heal, but he was wrong. It couldn't heal, it just let the blood accumulate in the wound, and in the dead of night, he would go over and over again alone to lick it …

She said she was punished. What punishment? She was now so glorious and lofty. Where did she get the marks of being punished? She must have said so in order to gain her own understanding. This woman would gain the sympathy of others, obtain the pity of others, and then achieve her own goals.

Thinking this way, the solid stone in Zhu Qing's heart that had originally softened a little immediately stiffened.

He looked at her without saying a word.

"Qingyun, forgive me and forget about our past. We are colleagues now, so do your job well. In the future, as long as there is a chance, I will definitely report it to the organization and give you a chance to climb up to the top. But, there is a prerequisite, and that is that you have to do your job well!" Du Ruiqi said as she dried her eyes.

Just as Zhu Qingyun was about to speak, a child suddenly ran in through the door. He happily called out, "Mother, mother …"

Hearing this voice, Du Ruiqi and Zhu Qingyun were both stunned!

Du Ruiqi saw her own cute son, Zi An, running in!

Her mind went blank for a moment. Where did her son come from? Why did he suddenly appear in the office?!

She put her arms around her son, who was running towards her. This was a place she had never been before, so why did he suddenly come in?

Zhu Qingyun looked at the little girl who ran in, with his eyes wide open, he was in disbelief. If it wasn't for the fact that the child called Du Ruiqi "mother", he really would have thought that it was his own son, Zhu Tianliang who ran in!

He looked like his son, especially his forehead and nose. They looked exactly the same! How could there be such a similar leaf in this world?

His eyes were big in the morning, but his eyes were red phoenix eyes, making him look a little smaller. This kid looked like Du Ruiqi, the shape of his face was also different, and Zhu Tianliang's face was bigger, his face was smaller, and longer. In this aspect, he also resembled Du Ruiqi …

"Zi An, call me uncle …" Du Ruiqi said while hugging the treasure.

"Uncle …" Zi An called out timidly.

The word "uncle" brought Zhu Qingyun back from his imagination, making him feel an indescribable feeling in his heart. It was as if something in his heart had suddenly moved him, but he couldn't tell what it felt like …

"Uncle …" Seeing that he did not agree, Zi An called out again.

"Ah …" "Alright, what's your name …" He stuttered as he replied, staring straight at Zi An.

"My name is Zi An …" Zi An said sweetly.

"How old are you?"

"I am six years old!"

"When's your birthday?"

"…" Zi An did not understand, and was unable to answer right away.

"Alright, Zi An, it's time for us to go home. Tell mom, who brought you here?" Du Ruiqi asked.

"Aunt, Aunt said Mom was working on this second floor. I wanted to come up and take a look, so I came …" Zi An said.

"What about Aunt?" Du Ruiqi asked.

"Auntie is outside …" Zi An pointed to the door.

Ding Zhijuan was indeed standing outside the door, she had wanted to come in, but she did not expect Du Ruiqi to be talking to someone, so she had to leave.

Du Ruiqi pulled Zi An's hand and arrived at the door. They saw that Ding Zhijuan was indeed standing in the hallway.

"Zhijuan, why aren't you coming in?" Du Ruiqi asked.

I'm fine, I'll stand for a while. Zi An, let's go home now. Ding Zhijuan said, "I did not expect me to casually say this to Zi An, and he wants to come up to play, the man is picking up leaves, I have to go down."

"Alright, let's go home together!" Du Ruiqi said.

Zhu Qingyun had already walked out. Seeing Du Ruiqi holding Zi An's hand, he had an indescribable feeling in his heart. This child must have a close relationship with him!

"Zi An, say goodbye to uncle!" Du Ruiqi said as she looked at Zi An after locking the door.

"Goodbye uncle!" Zi An timidly looked at Zhu Qing who was standing in front of him. He felt that this person was a little special.

"Mom, uncle doesn't seem to be happy!" After walking a distance, Zi An said.

"No, uncle is busy!" Du Ruiqi said as she reached out her hand to stroke the child's little head.

Looking at the backs of Du Ruiqi and Zi An holding hands and leaving, for some reason, Zhu Qing's eyes suddenly felt sore, and tears started streaming down his face uncontrollably. It blurred his vision, and the mother and son in the corridor slowly faded away …

When he wiped away his tears, there was no one left in the corridor. He was still standing there, his shadow cast long and long by the rays of the setting sun in the hallway …

In his long shadow, he seemed to still see Du Ruiqi holding onto his son's back as he left, staring fixedly at his line of sight, Zi An shouted in a weak voice, "Uncle …" It also resounded clearly in his ears, touching his heart again and again. The rock that was originally tough gradually melted, became soft, and gradually disappeared …

In an instant, he seemed to have understood what Du Ruiqi had just said to him: Heaven has already punished me … Why do you say that? Could it be this child? If Zi An was really his seed, why would she choose to give birth to his child? Why didn't Ding Family notice it? Why didn't her husband choose a divorce? On the contrary, from an outsider's point of view, they were a happy and harmonious family. Her husband was so selfless and only supported her behind his back. Even if her rumours were to spread through the sky, she had never heard of any dissatisfaction or action from his husband. The whole world clearly knew that he was only taking his wife for his own without any conditions. How could he not know? And her astute and capable mother-in-law, how could she be so unperturbed about her promotion? I heard that she was especially good to him, what was going on with all of this?

All kinds of questions hovered in Zhu Qingyun's mind. He was unable to figure out the mysteries behind it, and even more so, was unable to understand whether or not Du Ruiqi's tears were real or fake. He had once told himself in his heart that no matter where they met each other in this lifetime, he would never believe anything she said. However, the moment he saw her son, he felt that all his defenses had completely collapsed. He felt that there must be a story behind her tears, a hidden story, a pain that he was unwilling to share with others. Perhaps everything had something to do with this adorable child, or perhaps everything had something to do with him …

That's right, he had long since lost the love that he needed to lose. Sooner or later, he would have to put down the hatred that he needed to let go of. Why was he always stuck in the shadows of the past, unable to extricate himself? Forgive her, but also put his heart at ease, no matter what, always in love, together six years. How many glorious six years can life have? When he was young, when he was young, when he was with her, when he was in love with her, that was pure love, a love without any impurities, a love that had abandoned all worldly elements, what could be better than this? Even if there was no end to it, it was still a memory that was worth cherishing forever. It was always kept in the deepest part of one's heart, and it felt like she was the innocent and cute one back then … What could be better than this?

The sunset outside the window gradually disappeared, and his shadow also slowly disappeared from the corridor. It was time to go home, he reminded himself. There were parents, children, and a wife waiting for him. She said that she wanted him to cherish his current home and the happy life around him. Yes, why not? Why did she always have to compare Shufang with her? Besides being uncultured, Shufang was good at everything else. It could be said that she had become the pillar of the family, the biggest contributor to the family.

She had built a nest for her family. Early in the morning, she was greedy for the dark. She ran a clothing store. Even though it was a lucrative business, it was still a great price to pay. It was not easy for a woman to be careless with so many things, but she was still so filial to her parents. Ever since her parents had lived in a city, Wu Shufang had never had any sort of conflict with the old man, did not give the old man any displeasure, and always tried to make her parents happy, bought clothes for her parents, bought food for them, and often took her parents shopping. To cherish the people in front of you, to cherish the things around you, that is the greatest gratitude to life.

Go back, go home, that is where your heart rest, is the vessel that carries your feelings!

From now on, give up the hatred in your heart, give up your enmity towards her, work well, live well, and love everyone around you. Zhu Qing, it's time for you to grow up!

Zhu Qingyun once again wiped the tears that leaked from the corner of his eyes, then carried his interview bag as he walked home …