Chapter 844 Let Me Love You

Zu Wan pushed Titania on the wall, still kissing her hungrily. His mind was telling him not to do this but his body was moving on its own.

He didn't know if he kissed her because he missed Eva or he was kissing her as Titania. Even he, himself, was confused. He couldn't understand his own actions.

He was now drowning in the sweetness of her lips. The gentle stroke of her lips and tongue sent currents of desire through him.

'Titania…' He mumbled in his mind. He wanted to stop but he couldn't. Titania's pain and sadness were still fresh in his mind. He wanted to comfort her through this kiss.

Titania anchored her arms around his neck, pulling him closer to her. She missed him so much and she longed for this touch. She wanted this!

'I'm sorry, Eva… my sister… I can't help it. I… I think I've already fallen in love with your husband.'

Not only Zu Wan, but also Titania was thinking about Eva. She knew that Zu Wan loved her twin sister so much but she didn't mind it even if Zu Wan could only see her as Eva.

She didn't mind even if she was not the only woman in his heart. For her, she didn't want to lose him again so she wanted to show and express her true feelings for him.

Zu Wan groaned in pleasure as Titania began caressing his exposed chest. Her soft palm was roaming around his body, feeling his muscles. Only a towel was covering the lower part of his body and if Titania's hand continued to move further south, she might touch something she shouldn't have.

Zu Wan felt it when her hand reached his towel. At that certain moment, Zu Wan caught her arm, thus stopping her from removing the towel.

The two stopped kissing but they looked at each other's eyes. Lots of emotions could be seen in those eyes– excitement, uncertainty, fear, desire, and many more.

"Are you… afraid? Do you hate me… for doing this, Zu Wan?" Titania asked him, confronting Zu Wan directly. She wanted to know his thoughts. She prepared her heart for what was about to come.

Zu Wan's eyebrows twitched and his lips were sealed. He was still assessing his feelings, searching for the right answer to that question.

"I don't hate you… but I'm indeed afraid…. Afraid that I'm doing something I am not supposed to do. It's unfair to you and… her." Zu Wan paused for a moment, lowering his gaze. He wanted to scold himself for giving in to the desire of his heart.

Titania raised her hands, cupping Zu Wan's face. She shook her head and said, "No. Don't think like that. I'm sorry for making things hard for you. It's just that I can no longer stop myself. I thought I would never see you again… but now you came back."

"You don't know how happy I am now that you are back!"

Zu Wan could not utter a word. He just continued watching her as he listened to her words.

"I'm not asking you to love me back. I'm not asking you to forget about my sister because I know she is the love of your life." Titania caressed Zu Wan's face, her blue eyes fixed on him.

"What I want to ask and request from you is that… just let me love you, Zu Wan. Allow me to love you and express how much I care for you." The thought of losing Zu Wan gave Titania the courage to speak up now. She wanted to be true to herself. Life was too short! What if someone between them would disappear again?

"Zu… I don't care if you are just seeing me as Eva. I can endure everything. I will not think that it's unfair. Just allow me to love you. I will not ask anything from you aside from this. Can I do that?" Titania asked Zu Wan earnestly.

"I know I can never replace Eva in your heart. But please give me a chance to become part of your life."

Zu Wan admired Titania for being so brave to confess her feelings for him. It was something he couldn't do. But after listening to her sincere words, Zu Wan realized something.

Titania had become part of his life already. It was too late to get her out of his system. He might be confused right now but he knew that he cared for Titania as much as he cared for Eva and Zhen-Zhen.

Zu Wan didn't say a word to answer her. He responded through his actions. He lifted her chin as he leaned down, sealing her lips with his own lips. The kiss was slow and thoughtful. His tongue began to trace the soft fullness of her lips.

Titania responded with equal gentleness. This time Zu Wan trapped her using his strong body, his hands holding her waist while pinning her on the wall. They continued kissing as if they hadn't seen each other for a decade.

Zu Wan finally opened up for her, allowing Titania to love him and acknowledging her feelings for him.

After the long passionate kiss, they broke apart, gasping for air.

"Zu Wan… I love you…" Titania murmured but it was loud enough for Zu Wan to hear.

His heart pounded so hard against the wall of his chest the moment he heard that. He couldn't say 'I love you too' right now but he would try to work this out with her.

For now, he wanted to go with the flow, discover his true feelings for her and take it slow. He also wanted to focus on spending more time with Zhen-Zhen and the twins. Aside from that, Zu Wan was also thinking of training Tristan to control his power. He had to summon FaMo back!

With those thoughts in mind, Zu Wan just embraced Titania tightly and kissed her forehead. "Thank you… Titania. I will do my best to get to know you more."

Titania had a glowing smile on her face as she nodded her head. "Let's take our time…" She tiptoed and kissed him on his right cheek.

Knock! Knock!

The two were interrupted when they heard the knock outside the room. Ella was already waiting for them.