1074 of Sealed, Part 75 ~ Tetrapolishka ● ~

Oh, I know this is a dream. Because this sight should have ended a long time ago. I don't get as much exhilaration as I do at this time no matter how much I get up anymore, but if I can go back in time, I want to tell myself at this time. How could you not stop fighting when you knew there was only despair?

But I know why, and I know why. Because I am a creature who cannot help but fight. Even if you get a peaceful life with your beloved, it's just that the shell is spending time unnecessarily, and it's never filled. I want to tell my former self. He said what he asked for was something he would never get at the same time. But I would argue with myself once. Then how did you know the exaltation of the battle?

There were countless enemies at the front. As far as I can see, the wilderness is occupied by enemy shadows. Each of the enemies was a gathering of individuals who weren't even strong, but their intentions were high, and they were frightened inside. Fewer than ten of my people. I wondered if I could really beat this number by not putting my anxiety on the surface.

But their companions were smiling invincibly. Inside, there are even impudent people who hang around to compete over who defeats their enemies the most. But she realized that the bet was pointless. Because no one can be right for a leading woman.

Looking down at the enemy shadow from the high ground, the woman laughed invincibly and told him.

"(How dare all the miscellaneous fish melt their necks? But with all this, I'm anxious to see if I can make it to the evening.)"

My colleagues laugh, as they do in tune with the words. The woman could not yet join the laugh, but she felt her heart calm. Today is the first line with women, with them. I know a hundred people don't have enough power to lead the clan. But that's what I thought when I was with them, I could grab something I didn't have enough of. Especially from a woman called "The Instructor" who runs the lead, who even wants to teach you everything.

Perhaps some kind of mixed race, but beauty to the vibrancy of being too far apart. And brutality enough to make you want to turn away unintentionally and combat skills to the point of being artistic. No wonder women are still wondering what to do to get to the realm so far.

"(Well. As you all know, I'm in a bad mood when I'm hungry. I just wanted to get this over with, but you self-depraved bastards wouldn't even work hard without something to reward you with, would you?

Everyone laughs silently and in tune with the inquiry.

"(Then I will fight him who defeats the most enemies with restrictions. Right... I'll try to be present without my hands. Well, how about on these terms?

Those who were there nodded. Normally, I would say no. There's no way pride can allow that, such as standing around with your hands sealed. But as far as this woman is concerned, will no one look good or strained? I nodded honestly and stuck it towards the enemy army just ahead of me. As the blood smoke rose and the scream and battle cheered, the woman in the lead looked back at her who was late and told her.

"(What's up, new coward)"

She shook her head desperately. Women's laughter is like trying, seeing strange things. But I never mocked him.

She was cramped with answers. It was horrible. It's just that I won't be interested in this woman. Desperately she searched for words, and said:

"(... I can challenge you now. aside from anyone else)"

How unexpected was the word? The woman turned her eyes round, and laughed heartily and pleasantly for a while.

"(He's funny, you are. I thought he was so weak, but there was no madness in my account that brought him here.

Even if power is not, wisdom turns. And some calm just doesn't let the situation flow. Most of all, maybe I just can't get my head around it... but the information and maybe a guy like you will survive the most and be happy) "

"(Happiness, what?

"(Ask what happiness means, you lousy bastard. That's what I'll tell you if you can beat me. to me without adding or subtracting)"

That's what they told me, and they were fighting the battlefield over there, where they looked hopeless. It was just too one-sided to say battle, and this was her second, memorable loss to lose more than a hundred times from now on.

"Ugh... ah?

Tetrapolishka awoke slowly. I feel like I've been dreaming happily ever after. It's not time with my beloved husband, nor most importantly with my dear child, a long time ago, yet a blue-smelling primitive delight.

Perhaps, for Tetrapolishka, that is a time to be called youth. Then I tasted great frustration and despair, and I reached a small happiness.

In the end, the woman she called the instructor didn't tell me anything. But if I had told my people, they would have loved me very much. I don't even get that impression at all, but everyone just laughs bitterly when you ask them what the hell that means, and no one answered.

It was also a teething thing at the time, but now we may somehow know what they want to say and what the instructor wants to tell us. Maybe it's just my fault.

"(Oh yes... I need to tell Victoria and her husband how I feel... because I cling happily until I exposed myself to shame... and they all died, but only me... no more thoughts like that -)"

Tetrapolishka suddenly awoke when her memories traced back to when Tetrapolishka's consciousness was clouded and she lost almost everything in the clan.

Continued