431 Boys, Part 2 - The Weight of Life

"Behold, we have begun to fight each other. You know exactly why Alfie pulled the soldiers."

"The extreme of confusion is such a thing. It wouldn't do us any good to stick one of these guys in there."

"You know very well, Alfie. Sure, it's a good sight to see, but who learned how to fight a war?

"Master. I've had more than a certain amount of manoeuvres about military law, but I didn't think I was going to use that knowledge in this way. I don't like it."

Alphilis didn't put her face on a person's burning smell, but she looked difficult. After a while, Alphilis tells Lisa.

"We don't need to seal the entrance and exit of the trail anymore, it's not all about annihilation. Let me pull Venn, Lisa."

"That's good, but where's Alfi going?

"Just to give you the next instruction. The free hand will collect the remaining supplies. That's our share, so I don't think it's much longer."

That's all Alphilis told him, he left the spot. When he left the scene and came to a position no one could see, Alphilis went down the horse. The motion cursed more than usual, and she laid her hands on the rock skin, pressing her mouth with her hand, and began to throw up on the spot.

"Uh-huh."

When Alphilis vomits something he ate on the spot in the morning, he starts to get even more emotional. The nausea did not know to stay.

One thing approaching her from behind, that defenseless.

"Are you all right?

"Ugh... the line."

Alphilis looked back at the Lord of his voice with a pale face. There was a line there that looked serious and worried about Alphilis.

"I knew this was happening"

"After all, what... are you making fun of me?

"You're not."

Rhine offered a water bottle on his hips as he rubbed Alphilis' back.

"Rinse your mouth. Don't drink, okay? I'll throw up again."

"Yeah... thanks"

To the unexpected favorable behavior of the line, Alphilis honestly appreciated it only at this time, honestly, because it made it a lot easier just to rinse his mouth with water. Alphilis takes a breath and turns back to the line.

"You got it very well. He said I was here."

"I was wearing it. You look so bluish."

"Were you watching?

"Well. Did you forget the request you made with me before? You were throwing up all night when you first slaughtered people. Who the hell did you think you were?"

"Ah..."

Speaking of which, Alphilis recalled that that had happened before. I received it a long time ago, a request to crusade the bandits. I had few opponents of my own because I received more than one, but I was confident that Alphilis would try to beat them without killing them to the extent of a bandit.

But the first actual battle was not that easy. My heart's heart shrinks and my lungs don't allow me to breathe easily. He was anxious to breathe faster and couldn't keep calm, Alphilis reflexively truncated the man who popped up.

I couldn't afford to worry about them. I couldn't even afford to check the fitness of the person I killed. I happen to be a bandit, but even if I were one of the mercenaries, I doubt Alphilis would have truncated it with too much momentum.

And I can't forget the last look on the man I slashed. I can't forget the feel of my hand piercing that opponent's chest. I can't forget the man's last words.

"Damn, you little... you tried to kill me..."

Alphilis then had a nightmare for a while. But I stopped seeing the nightmare and was relieved.

"(That. How did I, you know, break that event up...?

Alphilis could remember the details at that time. But I remember that time the line accompanied me for a while. Same thing this time.

Alphilis looked at the line again.

"You think I'm a pathetic person to throw up about this?

"No, I think he's an extremely human being. If you kill a person, you deserve to be disgusted. That's what humans are for."

"You too?

"Oh, it was threw up three days and three nights. I was told around me that he was pathetic, but only my superiors complimented me." You'll be a good knight. "In the end, the knight couldn't do it at all."

Rhine laughed somewhat self-derisively. I think Alphilis has come to see these faces of his lately. Instead, maybe this is who he is.

"It doesn't make sense to let people fight when you fight. I haven't slashed anyone today. But many people died on my orders. I can't believe it's so heavy on my heart."

"Neither did I. At first, I hated the superiors who hit me hard, but when I became superior, I knew why. Oh, those people didn't want us to die. When I became a superior officer, I thought the training I had received wasn't enough. To the tougher, to the tougher. So I ended up going to the best knight in the country..."

"What's going on?

The face of the line was blue. You reminded me of something I didn't like, and the line shook my body a little bit.

"... you're the best at everything."

"Hey, what happened?

"Don't ask! I don't even want to remember!

"Ah, here! Wait!

Alphilis chases after Rhine as he grabs his ear and escapes. So they went back to their companions, kidding.

Continued