360 The thoughts to be conveyed, the thoughts not to be conveyed, part 29 - from Aldrius' notes

Day 2 of the Green Sprouting Moon

I had a dream last night. What has come to my dreams is an alphilis with long black hair. More than ever before, she had grown up to be a beautiful woman. The brilliance was increasingly polished, and I could not bear to see her. If you look at yourself, aren't you ugly and dark? I try to keep away from her because of her ugliness, but she tells me this tenderly as she turns around before me.

"Thank you."

Alphilis embraced me, wondering and my heart soothed. I may have never felt so calm in my life. What the hell is a thing that fills my heart? Go on, Alphilis tells.

"Your fate will change thanks to you"

"What? What's that..."

"Your fate may not change. But..."

The words of Alpha Reese were heard only halfway through, and I fell asleep in complete contentment before thinking about it.

If you wake up, Alphilis sleeps peacefully in front of you. She's not very strong in the morning originally, so I'm always up earlier. I nodded and cautioned her about how it would be if my pre-wedding daughter exposed her sleeping face to a man, but she never listened. Only stubborn places like this. Who the hell do I look like?

And I couldn't think of the satisfaction of last night, and on the contrary, I was captured by loneliness. I only remember feeling fulfilled. But I don't feel it. What an irony, I mocked myself. Then I would have cursed my destiny if I had thought it was something without happiness.

Then I woke up awhile later. Alphilis didn't seem to remember anything about last night or anything. I felt a little anxious and dissatisfied with her ease, but at ease somewhere in my heart, it was a feeling of revulsion.

Day 9 of the Green Sprouting Moon

Obviously, I'm not feeling well. I didn't feel like eating breakfast, but then I threw up a lot of blood. Alphilis rushes over, but I took control of her. It would be troublesome if it were infectious. I told her to go to Gwendorf, and in the meantime I wrote to her. It is a suicide note.

I wrote to some other people again. so that the walking path of the Alphilis ahead is shining. I was very anxious to see how far my powers could protect her. If you go out into the outside world, you'll be waiting for a lot of danger. Sometimes you will be forced by the need to use a spell mark. What will she do then? And around her? Who can support her? Anxiety is endless.

I imagine the parents sending out their daughters must be feeling this way, and the grin spilled all the time. Looks like Alphilis will be back while we do that. I can write this note once or twice. After that, I think I'll send it to Truffon. He seems the most harmless. You'll also be able to make the right decision on that. Besides, that's what I told you about one end of my theory, and if you're a true dragon, you might be able to adjust your curse. At least I can lend you my wisdom. Well, in front of the Alphilis, you have to be like a master to the end. It's hard to raise a child.

Day 13 of the Green Sprouting Moon

Alphilis and I saw the moon. There are two moons in this world, blue and white, neither of which I liked. The filled white moon wandered like this world and hated it, and the blue moon I could always see was unchanged and I couldn't bear to see it like my sexuality. But not today. The moon that Alphilis and I would see was so beautiful. I probably no longer hate the world or myself more than I thought. Because such a wonderful daughter smiles at me.

It would also be the last time I would write this notebook. It's hard to take a brush anymore. Or if you keep it on the floor, you might not wake up as it is. But that's fine. It's too much of a life for me. Getting everything was no match for me, but this girl is enough for me. She would leave this land without me, and she would be free to feather. I can't help but enjoy thinking about it. What life will Alphilis lead? I wish she was happy at least. Yes, let's do a study of magic that will make people happy next time they are born. Doing so isn't bad either, I'm sure... '

The notes were interrupted here. Probably exhausted here. Truffon closed his notebook here and sealed the book with his own hands. There are many things in this notebook that Alphilis doesn't have to know. Truffon decided that he would not need to know everything. Besides, Aldrius should have told Alphilis enough already. Because

"Alphilis is growing up to be a good daughter, isn't he? He seemed to have a lot of friends."

Truffon remembers how the Alphilis was taking his people. Truffon thought he was surrounded by good air.

If there's anything to worry about, just one thing. At that time, a bird-like man jumped into his room.

"Master, master!

"Ooh, Peasuke. Have you been looking into that?

"Call me 'Petefloat' properly"

"You have a long name. Piisuke is enough."

"Ugh, I can't believe this is your husband much. Hardly."

It was the fairies, as was Uti, who began to dizzle in front of Truffon. He has been a fairy that can be used for truffles for a long time, but he is a fairy who regularly goes out to him from among the sara fairies. It is inherently very honorable to be a fairy serving a true dragon, but Truffon was disliked after a long time. Because he has little contact with nature and lives in man. Living in humans was not at all thought to be our training for fairies. By the way, is there a lottery to decide who to put on the service to Truffon or not?

Well, it's such a peat float, so I always follow his orders, no, but it just makes a difference that I'm serving a true dragon and benefiting from it, and I'm a pretty good fairy. I'm not aware of him at all. Truffon asks him about it. He has something that has bothered him since Alphilis came to him.

"So, what do you say? Who's out of town? There are signs of magic coming from here. I don't think the average guy would notice because I'm cleverly hiding it, but I'm not deceiving. I've never heard of such magic before. Aren't you the owner of more magic than the Great Demon King?

"Your husband was right, there were definitely strong signs bearers outside. I was going to be distracted when I stopped by, so I just looked away, too. There are demon kings beside them again. It looked like a pigeon. Later there is one Warcraft. That's all I saw."

"Hmm, is that the surveillance Oran put on the Alphilis? But I didn't expect this much surveillance from one daughter. Is that how important Alphilis is?"

After a moment of thought, Truffon slaps his knee flat.

"All right, let's see him!

"Yeah? Is your husband okay to meet such a strong guy?

"Leave it to me, I have confidence in my running legs!

"Hey, what a pitiful word..."

Petefloat followed Truffon, disappointed but out of spite.

Continued