Chapter 184 - Unloved

It's odd. Tracey had already been swimming with Keira, Sandro, MJ, and Connor at the sea, and they also moved to the pool for better lights and drinks. She was also tired and Ian was always not around. She might have guessed that he chose to be with his first love after all. Now, at the moment, Ian came to the cabin and she was about to sleep. Instead of sleeping beside her, he dressed up, patted her head, and left without saying anything. 

She slumped back to bed and scrolled on her phone. She smiled at the stolen photos of Ian and she will keep them by herself. She won't even share a single muscle picture of him. Although she always saw it every day, Tracey still wanted to devour him. Somehow, her body heated up by just thinking of Ian and she's indeed a slut for that. 

She lay on her back, closed her eyes, and controlled her breathing to stop herself from rushing into the room where Ian's first love was staying and taking Ian from her. But she never thought that Ian wasn't there. A knock on the door made her stop. She quickly slipped off from the bed and checked on the glass window and opened the door. The woman that she was thinking about was in front of her. Tracey was momentarily mesmerized by her beauty. 

Although the woman was wearing a silk dress and a cardigan, she's still a beauty. 

"May I come in?" Violet asked. She nodded, stepped aside, and opened the door widely. Then, she closed the door as soon as Violet entered. 

"Uhm, what are you doing here?" Tracey asked. 

"Our boss's specific order was to protect you. I never thought that the asshole would take advantage of a vulnerable girl." Violet looked around the room. 

"Ian is not with you?" Tracey asked impulsively. Violet chuckled. 

"You see, I was once engaged. Ian was my first love but he's not the last man that I will love. Sure that we had an encounter like years ago when my relationship with my man wasn't strong enough. But I am over him." 

"But~~he still loves you," Tracey mumbled. 

"I know." Violet scoffed. "But I'll never love him again, like the same love that I had given to him when we were young. What I want you to know is to never settle for less. Ian is a good man, but he's insensitive and clueless most of the time." 

"Does he apologize?" 

"Sure he did. Mostly, he didn't even realize how insensitive he was." Violet shrugged. "I think Ian wasn't fond of you as a man loves a woman." 

"Yes, I know." Tracey looked down at her feet. She felt embarrassed… she felt ashamed that she's letting a man use her body. But somehow, she enjoyed that man's company and she wished it to be more. 

"Well, you have to enjoy a few things in life though. I mean, your life is online." Violet patted her arm. "Good night," 

Violet reached the door while Tracey had lots of questions for her. She bit her tongue but then she reached Violet's arm to stop her. 

"Uh," 

"Okay, ask me anything." Violet faced her. 

"What does he like? Like to eat or~~" 

"Hey, you don't have to try hard." Violet moved closer to her and whispered. "He liked drinks that have so much sugar. Also, his favorite food is oysters." 

"Okay, that's an odd drink." 

Violet winked and patted her. 

"Good luck." She said and left. 

Tracey locked the door and went to the bed. She searched on her phone where to buy oysters. But when there's nothing in the area, she texts Keira. Her friend didn't answer. They were probably asleep or making something. She went out of her cabin and noticed a guy on the terrace who was busy admiring the stars while lying on the reclined chair. 

"Uh, you are?" Tracey asked as the man waved. 

"Hi, I'm Leon. Since that ass isn't here, I am here to guard you. You can keep the door unlocked if ever that ass comes back." 

"He's with the girl who visited me a while ago?" Tracey asked out of curiosity. 

"Nah, he went to check his sister-in-law," Leon answered. 

"Hmm," She nodded. She was about to go back but then, this guy might have helped her with something. "Uh, is there a possibility to find a fresh oyster? Alive?" 

"Yeah," Leon grinned. "I know a store nearby." 

"Can you please help me pick it up?" 

"Sure," Leon said. 

She quickly went to her room and took out three thousand bills. Then, she gave it to him. 

"Buy some of it. Keep the change." 

Leon gladly accepts the money.

"Good night," Leon said and Tracey nodded. "I'll deliver it fresh early this morning." 

"Thank you." She smiled beautifully and went back inside. She didn't lock the door as she kept her phone closed to her and fell asleep. 

Maybe it was already in the middle of the night when she felt a strong familiar arm wrapped around her. 

"Hey," He grumbled. His hands were everywhere on her body and she felt his manhood. "Baby, you aren't sore, right?" 

"No." She smiled and received his kiss. 

"I'm tired but I'm horny. Let's make this quick." 

Tracey won't even say now. She wanted his body wrapped around her and she didn't care if she was sore. She just wanted him inside her. Damn, her vagina was even crying out for it. 

Early in the morning, Tracey met up with Leon and helped with preparing breakfast. She put a stainless steel cover over the oyster to keep it cold and fresh. Then, she set it up on the terrace with Leon who helped. She also had the coffee and sugar set on the table. Then, she checked if she had the sliced lemons. She went to their bedroom and shook him. 

"Hey," 

"Hmm?" 

"Breakfast is ready." 

"Okay," He sat up and rubbed his eyes. He scooped her face and kissed her lips. Then, he went to the bathroom. 

Tracey somehow can't wait for him to see her surprised. She waited for him and they went to the terrace together. Then, he sat down as usual and she poured coffee into his mug and put three scoops of sugar. He yawned and stretched his arms while she's stirring his mug. She put it in front of him and he eyed the food in front of them. 

"What's that?" he asked. She opened it and smiled at him. He quickly jumped on his seat and screamed. 

Tracey was too surprised at his hilarious expression. 

"It's an oyster," Tracey told him. 

"Oh god! It's moving." He said and peeked at it. Then, Violet came and took out the lemon and squeezed it on the fresh oysters who started wiggling from their shells. 

"Don't you like pussies, Ian?" Violet sneered. 

"The fuck! It's moving. They aren't pussies but leaches! They don't even look like vagina's~~well, they looked like that but it's gross, Violet!" Then, he glared at Tracey. "What the hell are you thinking, Tracey? I didn't ask for oysters." He scolded. 

Ian got slapped hard by Violet on the cheek. 

"Don't you dare talk to her like that? I told her that you like oysters. That's why she prepared it to surprise you at least. This is why I can't settle with a man like you. I think no one would." 

Ian was surprised. Tracey's hands were shaking but she's trying hard to conceal her emotions. 

"It's my prank. I lied to hear about your favorite." Violet scolded Ian. "Do you know why I did that?" 

Ian frowned at Violet. 

"To check if you are still clueless and an insensitive jerk. And I was right. So now, even you are the co-captain. You should give up on protecting this girl. You don't even know how to care for her." 

Ian was speechless as Tracey stood. 

"I'm sorry," Tracey said in a very low voice and closed the tray of oysters. "Maybe the guys wanted it." She took the tray and quickly left. She was almost running back to the main house with tears rolling down her cheek. She almost bumped into Johanna who was staring at her. 

"Is that oyster?" Johanna asked instead of asking why she's crying. 

"Y-yes." Tracey sniffled. 

"I am craving oysters. Can I have one?" 

Tracey gave the tray to her. 

"You can have it all." 

"Thanks. Eat your breakfast, we are leaving early." 

Tracey was puzzled. 

"You are riding with me and with Connor, this time." 

"Wh~why?" She wiped her tears. 

"Because Uncle is dismissed from his assignment." 

Tracey nodded and followed Johanna to the terrace of the main house. 

"Hey," Keira quickly hugged her and wiped her cheeks. 

"I'm fine~~," Tracey said. 

"Sandro and I made your favorite sandwich." 

Tracey should be comforted but she just messed up the day. She thought that Ian would be happy and would eventually fall in love with her. But it was all a fantasy. She smiled and ate breakfast although her heart was aching. She didn't care about how many calories she was taking as she kept eating. She should be also happy that there were people who wanted to protect her.