Chapter 93 - Messed Up

Su Wan  wanted to buy the infused  oils from her own makeup  shop but when she went inside  her own  shop , she realized just how  poorly the makeup shop was doing  , except  some few poor quality  rogue and face powder nothing else was being sold in her shop . The face powder was so chalky that even  the maid of those rich misses  and masters won't  buy it . It would  be better to just rub some white paint than rub the face powder  from her shop ! And when Su Wan  asked about  infused oils , the manager  of her makeup Shop , manager Long smiled ruefully " we did have  some of those but young miss Su Lan ended up liking them and took the entire  stock with her " 

Su Lan actually took the entire good quality rogue and white powder  with her, she was worried that Su Wan  might not let her snatch things from her shop after getting married , The changed  Su Wan  scared  her and she didn't  dare to face in fact she was dreading  facing Su Wan  thus , she together with her mother took the products they wanted right on the day of Su Wan's marriage  , they didn't  want to waste another  day and end up encountering  Su Wan  while they  were  emptying her shop illegally  , so they decided to act at once as they knew no matter  how much Su Wan  didn't  want their family to rip her off, she couldn't  do anything  on the day she was getting married could  she ? 

" what young miss ? she is not related  to me at all ! much less  now that her family sold me off - we renounced  each other  the day they took those ten taels from my husbands  and sent me on a dilapidated  sedan chair ! what young miss , don't  call her that anymore  and if she comes asking for free things  anymore , kick  her out at once , no need to be polite anymore  " Su Wan  couldn't  help but bristle , rubbing her forehead , did she offend  some God of leeches or something  ? why was it that at every birth her family members were full of blood sucking leeches ? In her last life it was her step sister  and step mother , and this life was the same , what  was she supposed  to do ? She couldn't  kill them but that does not mean she can't  beat them either , a sneer  flashed in her eyes  - you think you are smart ? Don't  want to face me ? Dread looking at my face ? Fine , I don't  want to look at your ugly face either  but that doesn't  mean that you will be able to continue  ripping  me off ! 

After advising  the  lady in charge of her shop , Su Wan  walked  out with a long expression  . Lin Yan  and Lin Yu  looked  at each other in surprise 'what  happened  ? wasn't  she going  to buy something  for her , why was she unhappy ?'

Lin Yan  didn't  dare to speak clearly afraid to say the wrong thing  and making Su Wan mad again. The pouch on his waist was  already sunken if he offended her again, there was no longer any extra taels left in his pouch to coax her ! 

Thus ,he looked  at Lin Yu  who got along fairly well with Su Wan  , he knew that even if Lin Yu made Su Wan  mad , at most she will just pinch his cheeks and be done with it. Who told God to give his youngest  brother the face of an innocent angel ? Just looking  at that innocent face made impossible  for one to get mad at him .

Lin Yu  understood  at once why his second brother  was pushing  him in the  frontline  of the upcoming storm and felt unjust  , what was this ? Weren't  you the most sharp  tongued in us brothers  why are you getting scared of your own wife  ? 

Lin Yan acted as if he couldn't  see the blazing glare of his brother and busied himself with his pouch  , walking a little too slowly so as to not catch up with Su Wan  but not too slow to lose sight of her back , he might be afraid to offend her but that  didn't  mean he would let her get hurt .

Why wasn't  he coaxing  her ? Of course  he wanted to coax her but he wasn't  sure  about what to say to Su Wan  , he already knew that each  time they conversed with each other , five out of ten  times they end up quarrelling  , if it was some other time he would not have Lin Yu in front but tomorrow  night was his turn and he didn't  want to spend  his night cajoling Su Wan  . 

Though he understood  her a little better than his brothers , he also knew that Su Wan  liked getting coaxed that's  why she usually  got upset  with things that she wouldn't  and he liked coaxing her as well  but that was when  there was nothing to lose , right  now his entire youth was on line ! If he spends his wedding  night coaxing his wife and doing nothing else , then that would be too shameful  ( Lin Yu  : yeah  my wedding night was totally not on line , thanks ) 

Lin Yu  glared at his brother one last time then he walked  a little faster and started walking  beside  Su Wan  " Wan Wan wh..what's  wr..wrong ?" 

Su Wan  pouted unhappily  " Everything  is wrong  Yu , the Su family are such leeches they just won't  let go . I thought  that  its fine  if they  took the  money and things  from the makeup  shop  , I thought  we can always earn more from others because I have no interest  in makeup and its fine if it does badly and one day they  will stop because there will be nothing  left if I don't  pay attention to that shop but now that I needed something  for myself and took a better  look of the shop and the servants  , I realised that's  its wrong ! I just  took  a look inside the shop and saw the unhappy and hollow  faces of the servants who are responding  for that one shop  - and only now I realised that I was too selfish , even if I have no interest  in makeup , I should have  been attentive to the servants  at least . Now , the life of the servants of the restaurant  is getting  better and the same will happen to the embroidery  shop  servants  but what about  the makeup shop  ? Just because I  couldn't  be bothered  with  make up , will I leave  servants  who belong to me , suffer because of my selfishness  ?" 

Su Wan  felt so wrong  and guilty , she completely  forgot that this era was different if a worker was unhappy with their  boss they can always resign in her world but that wasn't  the case  with this era , even if the servants were unhappy they  have to greet their masters with a smile and keep serving them no matter what . The last time she came to the town she just took a quick glance of the make up  shop and did nothing just told the lady in charge not to bother with the Su family because she was the boss now - how happy and hopeful  the servants  would have  been when they heard their  master was changed but what did she do ? Because  she had no ideas regarding the make up line , she just threw  this one shop at the back  of her head and never thought  of the servants  that were  working here ! 

Su Wan  couldn't  help but mentally kick herself  for such a big momentarily  loss of memory  , her slight  negligence  had caused so much  sufferings  to the servants  of that shop , even if she had no idea as their boss she should  have at least wrecked her mind ! 

This was her responsibility  , as the master  her responsibility  was just not to count  the money but also to make her workers lives happy and contentious  ! 

If her servants were suffering  under her , then what difference was there between her and the Su family  ?

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