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The reason why Jin Yi was so conflicted was entirely because of his inferiority.

Yes, that's right, inferiority.

In fact, the reason why Jin Yi acted in such a way was greatly related to his background.

Jin Yi looked like a rascal who only knew how to spend money recklessly, but in his memories, he had a happy and blissful family. When he was young, Jin Yi was not fat, he looked very delicate and cute, and no matter where he went, he always looked especially attractive.

However, his beautiful memories came to an end just like that.

He remembered one day when he had been training and had come back covered in mud. Suddenly he felt that something was wrong with the house, which had been so relaxed when he was a child, but now he knew that the atmosphere in the house had been very heavy.

That outstanding martial artist was said to be the father of the number one genius in the family for many years. With his sudden death, even he did not know the exact cause of death.

At that time, Jin Yi felt that his sky had fallen!

His mother was so sad that she lay in bed, and then one day, when he looked in the mirror, he startled himself. He was fat when he was little, but he was only fat when he was a baby, and all of a sudden he felt as if he were a ball being blown.

There was a doctor in the mansion, but a few doctors shook their heads indicating that they did not know of this bizarre situation. Later on, there was an even more powerful doctor who was probably poisoned.

Since Guan Jian was poisoned, he was unable to cultivate anymore.

He still remembered his father touching his head, looking at him with a face full of pride and gratification: "My child, you are more talented than me, and in the future you will definitely be even more amazing than father."

Jin Yi nodded seriously: "Father, I will definitely work hard to cultivate. When I grow up, I will protect you and mother."

His father laughed heartily. "Haha, alright. I'll wait for you to grow up and become stronger to protect me."

When people are unlucky, you feel like the whole world is bullying you, and all sorts of painful things happen.

Even more realistic was that the young Jin Yi did not even have time to feel pain from his plight. An even more tragic thing had happened, her mother was about to remarry, and the married woman was actually still the uncle who had treated her very well, the uncle who seemed to be so kind and kind to her, the uncle who had cried and consoled her ever since her father died.

Even though the Jin Yi at that time was still young, but in this continent, because of the relationship between they due to cultivation, the child was relatively early, not to mention the sudden changes. With regards to the Jin Yi who was already on guard, he was stupefied, and ran over to question his uncle and mother.

However, his good uncle and his good mother had firmly told him that this was their decision and they would not change it no matter what.

Jin Yi did not understand much. He only felt that he was deceived, his father had just died, why did his mother marry immediately?

This was betrayal!

With his young age, he probably felt that the entire world had collapsed, which was probably because he hated it too much. His memories of this part were extremely clear, but regarding what happened afterwards, perhaps it was because it was too painful, and he, who was already young, was simply unable to bear it. He could only vaguely remember that at that time, he was constantly seeking death.

He wanted to jump into the river to drown, strangle himself to death, and so on. Everything that he could think of to die, he really wanted to try.

However, he did not die, and he was injured.

His mother watched him collapse into tears without saying a word. His uncle took everything in his house that could cause death or injury, locked him in his room, and sent people to guard him every day. Even if he wanted to kill himself, he had to eat three meals a day.

Jin Yi was muddleheaded, as if he had contracted a serious disease, which lasted for a year.

Perhaps the illness had consumed all of his strength, and he had never thought of suicide. However, the poison in his body had begun to act up, causing him to feel pain in his heart and lungs every day.

The manor began to find all sorts of doctors and pharmacists to help him cure the poison. The doctors had no other choice, but the medicine masters were extremely arrogant, and the number of people they could invite could be counted on one hand. Although their abilities weren't small, they could do nothing about the poison in his body.

"The poison in little young master's body is very strange, I've never heard of this poison before, so I can only think of a way to suppress it. It's just that little young master can't cultivate from now on, otherwise all of his meridians will be destroyed and he will die."

"Is there really no other way? Easy... Little Yi's talent is so high, and he's also such a kind and good kid. He's in such pain right now, is there really no hope? "

The medicinal master shook his head, "It's not that I don't want to save him, but there's really no other way. The poison pills that I know about are not right for such a rare poison, unless it's the Hundred Poison Pill listed in the medical books."

Jin Yi laid on the bed, his eyes devoid of all consciousness and empty with tears.

Jin Yi didn't know when the medicine man left, but his uncle touched his forehead and said, "Little Yi, don't worry. I'll definitely think of a way to save you."

Jin Yi turned his head and looked at him blankly: "I want to die! I'm going to die! "

Uncle touched him and turned away.

After that, every time Jin Yi wanted to cultivate, his body would experience multiple times the pain. Since he could already produce battle qi at the age of a few, the strength in his body was like a balloon that was being torn apart.

No matter how much he had endured this inhuman torture for over ten years, he had never succeeded, not even once!

Jin Yi stood up, he suddenly rushed forward and punched, following that, beads of perspiration started to roll down his forehead. He punched again, and even the muscles on his face twitched in pain, he closed his eyes, and pursed his lips tightly. His face was pale white, but he continued to wave his fists, and tears continued to flow down his face.

Actually, it didn't make a difference whether the boss was a man or a woman.

However, when the boss was a man, he could hypnotize himself and tell himself that they couldn't be together. Even if he wanted to, the boss wouldn't want to, and this would bring the boss pain.

He really did not have the courage to argue with Jian Mo, because Jian Mo would fearlessly pursue him when his boss was a man. He could not, he could only silently rub away the jealousy in his heart, and could only think of a way to stop him. However, he did not dare to do so in such a way that his boss would hate him.

All these years, he had been constantly opposing his family. He had no hope of living, and he also hated both his uncle and his mother for betraying him, so he wanted to do everything in his power to create trouble.

They felt guilty and kept giving him money?

Alright, then I'll spend it!

He would lose all his family property and see how regretful they would be. They would regret not being able to kill him and leave him in such a miserable state in this world.

The four of them said it in a nice way to protect him, but in reality, they weren't here to monitor him. They were monitoring him and not to commit suicide, so once he died, their hypocritical faces would be exposed. When he died, they wouldn't be able to hide their guilt and their ugliness.

So other than money, what else could he compare to Jian Mo?

If one's appearance was bad, strength was bad, and power was bad as well. If it was anyone else, they would only choose their boss.

If the elder was a man, he could still dream of it. The eldest would never like it, but if the elder was a woman …

Jin Yi stopped punching and kneeled on the ground, and curled his body in pain.

At this moment, the pain all over his body could not even compare to a tenth of what was in his heart.

His father's death, his uncle's hypocrisy, his mother's weakness, and his hopeless emotional support made his heart ache so much that he felt suffocated to the point of twitching.

Why didn't he let him die back then? He had lived for so many years, and the current him did not even have the courage to die.

Jin Yi thought back to the time when he had just arrived at Jiangyun Town, and saw the crowd that had gathered at the South City Street. When he heard that someone was talking about selling medicine, he squeezed his way over, and immediately saw a handsome little brother proudly saying something, he felt that it was extremely interesting.

At the same time, he hated Chu Bao's group of people. In any case, he had been a disgusting person for so many years, and the people in his family had secretly called him a prodigal son, calling him a beast. If he lived, it would be a waste of food.

He had never cared about it. He had only continued to make it worse, to make them curse even more. The angrier you got, the more he did it, the more he would anger you to death!

At that moment, he seemed to have found a resonance as he agreed to Yan Xiao's request to join him.

However, in the beginning, they both knew very well that the two of them were just using each other for mutual benefit. It was just that they were getting along very well.

However, their change was just a sentence.

He only remembered that at that time, Yan Xiao had said to Jian Mo: "Don't worry, this is my brother. If you have something to say, just say it."

No one knew how much this sentence had affected him.

He had no family, no friends, and even though he wanted these four people to protect him, he did not want these four people who were assigned to listen to his orders to approach his heart.

Yan Xiao and Jian Huan were different, even though they had not known each other for long, even though they had been quarreling and arguing, they were people who had been able to walk into his empty inner world for the past ten years, and Yan Xiao was someone who had entered his heart.

They were different, people who could not be abandoned no matter what …