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It was a sunny day on June 6th. The sun was shining brightly and the weather was beautiful. Farmers was digging nervously. In the afternoon, Zi Peng set foot on the mountain road that led to the sixth team.

When Zi Peng arrived at Licha's house, she was shoveling corn in front of the door. When he met her, he couldn't control his emotions and they held each other tightly. It was the first time he and she had embraced since May 27.

Over the past few days, the misunderstanding Zi Peng had suffered from had eased a little. Moreover, his sincere self-narration and confession had won her trust and changed her opinion of him. She had changed her icy attitude to him on May 27th. Seeing all this, he was happy and touched by it as well. Now she was kind to him, which excited him. Before he left, he gave her the letter he had written and happily went home.

When Zi Peng left, Lixia sent him off with a soulful look until he could no longer be seen. She turned and entered the room, eagerly unfolding his letter.

He read it carefully. The letter read as follows:

To the little sister that I miss every single moment of my life:

Love long, love long, miss the little sister white head;

Three meals a day, only tears at night.

Misunderstandings can make people suspicious and vexation make people more uncomfortable;

Only understanding dispelled resentment, and he deeply loved little sister for their spring and autumn.

Dear little sister, I have read your letter over and over again, it makes my heart undulate; It makes me tear up; It makes me feel like I have been beaten by frost; It makes me feel like I have fallen into a deep ditch …

My good little sister, you have truly misunderstood, this is a huge misunderstanding. I am here to sincerely explain to you, may be able to relieve your heart of the trouble. Before you explain, take a look at the following lines:

In May, the weather was warm and the sun hung high in the sky.

little sister, you dated the seventeenth day at City, but even after waiting for an entire morning, you still failed.

You are anxious to anger you listless, you look forward to me you miss me I have no trace;

I'm not here by one o'clock in the afternoon, so you'll have to take a big guest home.

Along the way, your True Soul seems to have left your body, along the way, you look like a fool;

Along the way, you are as cold as ice and frost, and you cry and wail …

You think of me often and think of me, you love me deeply and deeply;

You are so attached to me, you love me like a wife...

Why didn't I come on a date this time? Why did you wait for me to fail?

This is all because the work is inseparable, so the previous misunderstand that this is the truth.

Because on the seventeenth, you left for Huairen, leaving me empty-handed in City;

Going to Huairen to capture him was a national policy, yet I made you suffer so much that it hurt my heart.

I originally wanted to not go to Huairen's side for that day, but how could I not complete a difficult mission?

People think of you at home and return to the mountain city at five o'clock on the evening of the 19th.

When I come back, you keep me busy, so I don't have time to come to your house.

I'll wait until twenty-seven is out of time, then I'll come to your house and meet you.

Who would have thought that you would ignore me, who would hold your hand and you would not respond;

Who would have thought that you already had a grudge in your heart? Who would have thought that you would be so wronged that you couldn't even cry …

It's all my fault that I didn't go on a date on the 17th. It's all my fault that I didn't keep my promise.

It's all my fault that I didn't take a stroll with you. It's all my fault that I ignored you and made you angry.

I regret that I failed your wish, I regret that I hurt your heart;

I regret that I shouldn't have hurt you, I regret that I shouldn't have left you waiting.

Hate to become a large group of cadres, hate not freely explain to whom?

Why did he go out on such a hateful day? He hated Cao Zhenbo for being unreasonable …

My little sister's eyes are filled with tears, my heart aches for you to wipe your face;

You pushed my arm away, and I felt a stab of pain in my heart.

I can only take my leave. My little sister will hand me a letter;

When I finished reading your letter on the way here, the Letters of Absence made my eyes sparkle.

For three years, you and I have talked about everything. For three years, you and I have been deep in love.

You and I have been like one person for the past three years, and we have been incredibly happy for the past three years.

The Letters of Absence felt like it was a blow to my head, the Letters of Absence felt like it was better to die than to suffer.

I will find a way to dispel the misunderstanding, and then the sorrow will turn into the rainbow...

Dear little sister, Ever since we visited you on May 5th, we have decided to meet for a wonderful time on the 17th. On this day, I was flipping through my calendar all day long, counting with my fingers. What a happy moment to come, it is a great comfort to me, the greatest yearning.

However, on the morning of May 16, the village chief held an emergency meeting in the village. The contents of the meeting were: The municipal government sent a forestry inspection team to our village on the 16th. Each village must check the afforestation of the barren hills. Thus, on the 17th, he also came to our village with the secretary and the village chief to inspect the afforestation plot, area and so on. At the same time, the village family planning Director Cao suddenly came to the village to look for me, saying that a woman from Peach Blossom Team Three who was unplanned had already run away. I had to go to Huairen with a long-distance bus that afternoon (16th). At that moment, I realized that our date was tomorrow. Therefore, I said, we can't go today, and it's not certain if we'll have a car in the afternoon. We'll go in two days. Director Cao said, 'the faster the better'. I saw Liang Shouquan in the afternoon of the 16th. I told him to send you a message saying that I will go to Huairen's place so that you won't be empty-handed the next day. If I were to not go to Huairen on the 17th, the village head would have to let me participate in the inspection of the reforestation of the barren mountains. I had to turn my joy into melancholy and longing...

I went to Huairen for three days and came back at five o'clock on the evening of May 19. When I came back, I had always wanted to see you and explain to you what had happened that day. There were too many things in the village to escape. Until the 27th of May, I came to you with a heart full of passion, with a belly full of longing, with a heart full of joy. I didn't expect that in these few days, you would misunderstand me so much that you would break off from the love that we painstakingly nurtured. This

How can you not make me feel cold? How can this not disappoint me? How can this not make my heart ache?

My dear little sister, at this moment, I think of our date of 23 February, on that cold day:

A sweet date, in the coldest days;

The cold of spring was even more stimulating than winter.

We came to the cinema side by side, holding hands so tightly that it was warm.

The two heads pressed together, the two hearts felt endless happiness …

Coming out of the cinema, he walked up the long Hun Jiang Levee.

As we walked, we talked about the pain that followed.

One and a half months is a long time for us;

However, the feeling of yearning became more intense and full of poetry.

Today, we meet in the cold spring for a common purpose;

My excited heart, I do not know how happy and sweet.

I tell you my thoughts, you tell me the joy of meeting;

We will always cherish the flower of love, we will always taste the fruit of love...

My dearest little sister, right now, I will briefly report the situation of my work back to you from Huairen. Perhaps you can understand me: Participated in the second four expanded meetings of District Committee on 20 and 21 May; went to the District Court on 22 May for an afternoon meeting in the village; went to the Rural Government on 23 days for a meeting; received the City Forestry Bureau on 24 days for a check on the afforestation of the barren hills; 25 days for the Old Shennai Village of the Food Management Office for the verification of the field team's feed card; 26 days for rain. On the 27th, I came to your house in the middle of a busy day. I didn't expect you to misunderstand me so deeply, and to me to be heartless, shake my hand for the last time.

I miss you, little sister. Honestly speaking, I miss you too much since the 17th. I want to see you all the time, and if only once, I feel good; I feel happy; I feel happy.

Ever since Huairen returned, I've been hoping for you to come down. Unexpectedly, I bitterly look forward to, painstakingly lovesick, you just won't come down. Since you're not coming, I can only go and see you. I didn't expect that little sister and I would do this first.

Dear little sister, how could I forget to be bashful at those beautiful times? At this moment, I thought back to the fifteenth day of the first month:

The annual celebration of the Lantern Festival, the red light hung high and bustling;

Smoke firecrackers gave off an auspicious air, and the fifteenth moon was round and tall.

little sister poured tea for me and boiled dumplings for me.

little sister poured wine for me and smiled at me.

Deep friendship like the sea, sincere love as thick as glue;

Join together with bitter heart to rely on, wind and rain love fire.

The full moon also round today, tomorrow hand with joy brow tip;

But please love each other for a hundred years forever, accompanied by torrential music from day to night.

My good little sister, you said in your letter that my friends want to 'get back together' with me, that is absolutely impossible. Because, she did have a relationship with me before, but that doesn't mean anything, it's just a good impression. There was no abnormal relationship between her and me. If you had found out that I was having an affair with her at that time, would we still be able to get together? Even if they got together, could she just let it go? It's because nothing happened and nothing happened that I dare to boast to you. In my heart, you are more important than anything else. It could be compared to making food, or it could be compared to making water, or it could be compared to making air. Without you, I will starve; I will die of thirst; I will suffocate.

My dear little sister, I am very disgusted with 'Liu' for doing this. Not only has she destroyed your reputation, she has also destroyed our relationship.

Think about it. Can I make up with her again? little sister, I am very nostalgic about the past, which not only reminds me of the time we dated March 11:

Snow after the beginning of the clear, the temperature rise;

In this early spring day, I am in love with you.

Love is so sincere, red as the burning fire;

The feeling was so deep, even more so than glue or paint.

We sat side by side in the cinema, so restless;

His two hands were clasped tightly together, and a warm feeling welled up in his heart.

"AHH!" What a beautiful moment, the two hearts were jumping nonstop;

"AHH!" What a sweet reunion, like a beautiful rainbow.

We walked on the river bank, we sat on the beach;

The fiery kiss was so infinitely sincere.

With that intoxicating tenderness, it was as if he had entered a ecstatic dream.

Let love and kinship shine a dazzling brilliance, let love and relationship forever take root in your and my heart.

little sister, I understand your feelings very well. Sometimes, a misunderstanding could cause someone to die. Your misunderstanding this time is too deep, I will definitely help you wash away your wrongdoings, as long as you don't feel wronged, I will be happy. However, if you want me to stop loving you, stop thinking about you, that is impossible, because our love is deeper than the sea, only you can understand me, you are the person I love the most in my life. So, I really can't do without you.

My good little sister, my current mood is to keep on missing you. Please see the poem I wrote for you:

Faced with the mountain, life is like a river;

A light boat drifted with the flow, drifting as it pleased from east to west and north to north.

Only the little sister knew my heart, and both sides looked at each other.

Do you know that my heart will go with you? Love is like fire on the road.

My dear little sister, the two people who framed you in your letter, I have settled all of them for you. The two of them will never spread your rumors again. You can trust in your brother's ability.

On the night that I returned from your place, May 27, I talked to Ding Xiaofeng. She said later that she didn't care about our business anymore, and on the 5th of June, I went to find Liu Fangxue again. After doing some work, she knew she was wrong. If she sees you in the future, she'll have to apologize to you in person.

Alright, little sister, let's not talk about this for now. When we meet in the future, I will tell you in detail. There was too much talk today. Let's talk about it when we meet again. June 8th, 9 AM. If you have time, wait for me at the Erdaojiang's usual place.

I wish the little sister a good mood!

Your brother

10: 50 p.m. on 5 June 1991

When Lixia finished reading Zi Peng's letter, waves of emotions surged in her heart. It did not occur to her that he still loved her with all his heart, that she had hurt him so much, that he had come to see her often, that she had broken his heart, and that he had gone to the two women to settle things. Thus, her tears rolled down like beads with a broken string.

She thought: When he came to see me on the 27th of last month, I shouldn't have been so cold to him; I shouldn't have been so cold to him; I shouldn't have said those heartless things to him. However, I was also unable to control my emotions at the time. At that time, my heart was no less than being stabbed, and I had also sprinkled a handful of salt on the wound. My pain, my situation, my grievances, if I did not vent them on him, who could I vent them on? I was also pressured by an invisible pressure to the point that I couldn't take it anymore, which was why I was able to vent to him. At that time, my mood was simply terrible, all day long tears, do not think of tea rice. He hated him for not going on a date; he hated him for not listening to my troubles; he hated him for not clearing me of my wrongdoings. Now that he thought about it, he felt a little regretful. I shouldn't have been sentimental; I shouldn't have taken advantage of the situation; I shouldn't have said anything to him about breaking off relations. But what was the use of thinking about it now? In his letters, not only did he not criticize me, he did not scold me,

He didn't blame me, didn't resent me, and even comforted me with kind words; he even wrote poems for me to make me happy; and even settled the matter between Liu Fangxue and Ding Xiaofeng. So now that I think about it, I feel I'm being rude; I feel I'm being small; I feel I'm being too tough. He is worthy of being my good brother; worthy of being my bosom friend; worthy of being my sweetheart. As long as he was there, I would be sunny; as long as he was there, I would have confidence in my life; as long as he was there, I would be able to withstand all the rumours and pressures. He said in his letter that he had taken care of both women. That's right! It was only when he came forward that matters could be resolved. It was only when he came forward that matters could be minimized. It was only when he came forward that matters could be solved. These two women, one of them his wife, he would listen to; the other a woman who had once been in his good graces and still thought of him. Of course she would listen to what he said. "As long as these two women don't cause trouble in the future, as long as these two women don't cause trouble in the future, and as long as these two women don't cause trouble in the future …"

Spreading rumors everywhere will make my life easier. As for my husband, I despise him. If he makes me anxious, I will divorce him decisively. Therefore, my husband will not do anything to me or my brother until he has solid evidence to prove it …

Then she thought: His letter was too touching. He recounted his failure on May 17th in a long poem. It was written very accurately, very realistically, very well written. It was very touching, and did not contain any element of fiction. The poems he wrote in his letter were simply too wonderful. After I saw it, I was moved to tears. I haven't seen enough of these poems, and I don't love them enough. To use the idiom of love is not excessive at all. Also, he promised me to meet him at the Erdaojiang at 9 a.m. on June 8th. I have to go at this beautiful time. When I see him, I'll apologize to him and apologize to him. This way, he would be able to gain his understanding, and he would be able to retract his wrong decision to 'shake hands one last time' in front of him …