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What is this? The twitching sensation in my hand made me clench onto that pulsing thing and pull it down. This pain made me suck in a breath of cold air.

There was nothing on my face. It was my face that was jumping, but I didn't feel anything at all. What was good was that, I was so anxious that I wanted to smash into a wall. "What's wrong, what's wrong with you?" When Qin Xuemei saw my panicked expression, she became anxious as well, "Give me a mirror for me to use." "I don't have a mirror." Why can't a girl like you even bring a mirror? " In front of us, there was a male classmate holding a small mirror to fix his makeup. I snatched it over and said, "Let me borrow it."

Looking at myself in the mirror, I felt even more uneasy. At this moment, my left cheek was no longer violently throbbing, and would only twitch after a long time. However, the left face was clearly different from the right. It can't be poison, right? I'm still so young, I don't want to die yet …

"Hey, give me back my mirror, hmph. Damn pervert." The man in front snatched the mirror back angrily and gave me a big supercilious look.

"I'm not jumping anymore …" Qin Xuemei carefully looked over, and I nodded my head blankly. Whether I would jump or not, I didn't even feel a little bit of pain. Just a moment ago, I pinched my own face, and it hurt a little.

"I say, how long have you been looking at yourself in the mirror? What happened? Have you grown a little goosebumps?" I've been looking at myself in the mirror ever since I got home, not because of anything else, but because I wanted to see my face, and after a long time, I still couldn't get any results, the frequency of twitching became lower and lower. Initially, I had been smoking for over ten minutes, but now, it's been an hour and I don't even want to smoke anymore.

It's nothing. I don't feel anything on my face right now." I muttered. Senior sister walked over to look at my face and said, "I can't, it seems pretty normal …" "You said that you don't feel anything?" "Hmm? I don't feel anything." Let me see. " After saying that, Senior Sister forcefully pinched my face a few times. "You don't feel anything?" "I don't feel anything." "Then what about it?" Then she gave it another hard twist, and I watched her lift my face up a bit, but I didn't feel anything.

"You don't feel anything even like that?" After saying that, senior sister shook her hand. I hurriedly grabbed her hand and said, "Even if you tear off my face, I still won't feel it. Just don't harm me anymore, alright?" "Then you are indeed quite serious." The Senior Martial Sister said with a coy smile.

After a few days of this, the left side of my face did stop twitching, but it was completely numb, and I didn't feel anything at all, not to mention pinching me, I didn't even feel a blow, and the left side of my face was a little dark, which made it even more obvious when compared to the right side of my face. It made me lower my head when I went out of the door, and I was really worried that I would have to go on for a long time.

"How about, Senior Sister, help me ask for a leave of absence." I said, "I can't. Master said that you can't keep up with your studies, so please take a leave. If that's the case, you can't stay in school anymore." "Senior sister, looking at how I am now, I don't even dare to raise my head when I'm outside. If it affects my studies, why don't you just let me stay at home …" "No, definitely not." No matter what I said, she wouldn't agree. As she spoke, my saliva flowed down from my left mouth and I frantically grabbed a piece of paper. Senior sister laughed at me and said, "Look at you, it's better for you to speak less."

"All you know how to do is make sarcastic remarks. I'm already like this, it's fine if you don't know how to help, but even if I asked you to help me get a leave of absence, you wouldn't help." I was a little angry. My senior sister said, "Alright, alright, alright. I won't laugh at you. I know that your illness isn't easy to bear. How about this, you should wear a mask." "What's the use of that? There's no cure."

"Yes..." Master isn't home, this is tricky... "Ai, Junior Brother, if you trust me, how about I treat you?" "Senior sister suddenly said excitedly. I didn't really trust her." You treat me. When did you cure this disease? " Just trust me. Even if I can't cure it, you won't be able to. Come. "

The two of us went to Senior Sister's room. She rummaged through a small box and opened it. Inside were all kinds of needles, causing my scalp to go numb. "Senior Sister, you're not going to stab me with this needle, are you? You don't know acupuncture? Just forget it."

I turned around and was about to leave when my senior sister pulled me back. "Ai, junior brother, how could you not trust me? I'm your senior sister, so how could I harm you? Come, lie here."

"Don't worry. Although I don't use it normally, I've learned it since I was young. Our master has taught me where to find all the acupuncture points in the human body." As I said that, I took out a long and thick needle and hastily said, "Stop. What are you trying to do with such a big fellow?" "You don't understand. It's faster to heal with heavy attacks. Endure it a little. Oh right, you don't know if it hurts, so it's even better."

"Stop, Senior Sister, I'm done. I'm doing quite well like this." Just as I was about to stand up, Senior Sister stopped me and said, "Alright, alright, alright. I'll change to a smaller one. I'll scare you with this."

After getting pricked by her, I looked at myself in the mirror like a hedgehog. I really couldn't say how I was feeling. "My face isn't numb here. What are you going to stab me for? Hurry up and pull it out." You don't understand. This is to prevent your illness from spreading and to prepare ahead of time. " Looking at Senior Sister's serious expression, I could only reluctantly nod my head.

After being tossed around by Senior Sister for a few days, the needles on my face were pulled out, poked, pricked, and repeated a few times. I suspected that now that I had a mouthful of water in my mouth, I could go and water the flower, and when Senior Sister once again requested that I be treated, I firmly rejected her, "I know that you have good intentions, and I also know that you can't harm me. However, my face really can't take it anymore. You stinking brat, you dare to say such things about your senior sister? " Senior sister made as if to throw the needle in her hand over, so I quickly raised my chair in front of me.

"You're wrong, sir. If I tell you, you won't feel any pain?" A loud and clear voice came from outside the door, it was very familiar, "It's Brother Liang, I'm coming." I can hear that the voice outside the door is Brother Liang, whom I haven't seen for a long time. How did he have the time to come out of the temple?

Opening the door, I saw that it was Brother Liang outside. I gave him a big hug, "Long time no see Brother Liang, where have you been?" Brother Liang clasped his hands together and chanted, "Amitabha, don't be impatient. I was just about to lead you to a Ramadan, I don't know if it's convenient." Just then, a little head popped out from behind Brother Liang. It was Yin Kong.

After bringing the two into the room, Brother Liang and I hadn't seen each other for a long time, so we had a lot to say. Brother Liang couldn't continue acting like this either, "Hao Zi, hurry up and do something, but I'm really hungry." Senior Sister had already gone to cook while we were talking, and very quickly, two dishes were served up. Brother Liang politely thanked Senior Sister, but just as he was about to raise his chopsticks, he put them down.

"What's wrong, Brother Liang? You don't eat meat, I forgot. No, you eat meat." I said, "Sigh, Amitabha, I'm suddenly not hungry anymore." I looked at him in confusion. Yin Kong said, "Senior Brother has improved."

"Sigh, Hao Zi, I feel bad looking at that piece of pork in the kitchen." What's wrong, Brother Liang? You said that it was a waste to do this, don't you think it's better to just fry it? "

"That's not it, Hao Zi, you don't know how much pain it will feel when this lady cuts it down … … Amitabha, good. " With that, Brother Liang closed his eyes, revealing a look of pity. It was unknown whether it was true or false.

Hearing his words, we couldn't bear to eat anymore. The scene was a bit awkward, "Erm …" Brother Liang, aren't you joking? It's already dead, why would it hurt so much? I said, trying to ease the awkwardness.

"Hao Zi, bring me a bowl of rice and soak in some water." Looking at how uncomfortable he was eating the porridge, I sincerely admired him from the bottom of my heart. He was becoming more and more like a monk. Under his influence, I also made a bowl of rice and ate the pickled vegetables.

"Senior Brother, Master said that as long as it's Three Pure Meat, it doesn't matter." Yin Kong said that the Three Purities Meat was named by the Buddha, and anyone who had their animals butchered would be infected by the karma between them, so they did not see or suspect that they were being butchered because of, which meant that the meat of this animal can be eaten, because the karma does not touch one's body, and this kind of meat is the Three Purities Meat. Brother Liang told me before that he himself also likes to eat meat, what is going on today.

"Yes, for you and me, it is indeed the Three Purified Meat, but I can not bear it. I have not eaten meat for a long time, and now, looking at the meat, I feel a sense of disgust. No matter how delicious this meat is, I can't swallow it even if I put it in my mouth."

"Aiya, that's such a pity. Brother Liang, fortunately I am not from Buddhism. Otherwise, it would be a great regret in my life that I would not be able to enjoy the delicacies of this world." I sighed, "Amitabha, the delicacies you are smelling are just caused by the bugs inside your body, they are constantly encouraging you to eat the meat, do you know how much of the meat you are eating is eaten by the bugs? The delicacies you are feeling are just an illusion created by the bugs' urge, if this goes on, you will more and more like to eat the meat, and you will have more evil deeds. It can be said that you are in a vicious circle, good and good, this is truly a tragedy for the world …"

"Alright, I won't eat anymore either, alright? Don't you see that I'm also soaking in water? I'll just eat rice." After he finished his words, he said, I can't take it anymore, and there are still bugs in my body. At most, I'll just take some insect medicine, but senior sister just won't be able to say anything. Yin Kong said with a cold face: "Senior brother, this big sister is unhappy."

"I'm not unhappy. You guys take your time and eat. I'm not hungry." The Brother Liang did not have any reaction, and continued to speak: "Amitabha, the spendthrift wants to end his evil deeds, and has come here for eternity. Our bones have already been crushed into a mountain, and every family that belongs to him in our lives has been turned into beasts, and the food that you and I eat today is the flesh and blood of our loved ones, and we look like pigs and lambs, how would you know which is your father and which is your own mother. We do not remember the kindness he had done with you, but today we are going to eat his meat and sleep together.

At first, it was just beads, but later it turned into two lines. Then, he did not speak anymore and started chanting with his hands clasped together, while his tears flowed down his face. I did not know if it was better to keep crying with him, or to continue eating.