Chapter 2112

She thought she could do it.

But when that day was approaching, Zhang Ya was flustered. She found that she was not as strong as she imagined.

The world is not what she thinks, it is not.

She thought she could control her emotions, just like the days she had lived through with her teeth clenched for so many years.

But in fact, she couldn't.

She was flustered, even disordered, and she became a little reluctant to think of herself.

So when Ilan you asked her, Zhang Ya asked Ilan you.

It's like a person on the verge of drowning standing on the shore and asking for help from the nearest person.

What if I really can't make it? ]Zhang Ya looks at Ilan you, the voice is so tired.

“……” Ilanyou looks at Zhang Ya, sips the corner of his mouth, and holds Zhang Ya's hand firmly: "if you can't make it, don't make it."

“……” Zhang Ya looks at ilanyou and waits for her next words.

"Run away." Yilanyou looks up at Zhang Ya and says, "go to a place where no one knows you. Elope."

“……” Zhang Ya listens to yilanyou's words first, then laughs loudly: "you ah, love to talk and laugh."

"I'm not kidding you." Yilanyou looked at Zhang Ya and said, "I can help you. If you want to leave, if you want to elope, you can do it. The rest is for me." "..." Zhang Ya's smile gradually fades away. She looks at ilanyou, her eyes are bright as if she saw hope, and then she stumbles down from heaven. She smiles wearily and holds ilanyou's hand and says, "thank you

you, I see."

“……” Ilanyou said nothing more.

Zhang Ya didn't refuse or promise. She didn't refuse because she wanted to leave more thoughts for herself, one that could support her to go on. She didn't promise because she knew how far away it was.

Her first thought was the Lord, the poor old man, her father.

She could not use her happiness to trample on the dignity of the poor old man, and could not use his pity and treasure to turn into a poisoned blade to stab him in the chest.

Zhang Ya can't do it.

And

Zhang Ya also can't let Wan Xinghao bear the reputation of incest.

He is the God of killing, a man who should exist in the eyes of all people.

It's not a rat and ant who can't even see the sun.

Pain, she's enough to endure alone.

That untouchable sunshine, that bleak Inferno, only her wandering alone is enough.

In the afternoon, Ilan you accompanies Zhang Ya to choose a dress. Ilan you was brought here by Wan Xingke before. Now she brings Zhang Ya again.

"Have I been a little fat lately?" Zhang Ya looks at herself in the mirror and complains, "I blame you for cooking so delicious."

"Just for a while." "I'm going to practice with elder martial brother Qian from tomorrow, and I may not have much time to cook for you later," said ilanyou

"Leading chef conference of state Z?" Zhang Ya asked.

"Yes." Yilanyou replied with a voice: "this dress is OK. The color of your skin is very white and the style is OK, but the whole is too plain."

"Yes?" Zhang Ya turned around and smiled and said, "I'm not the main actor of the party. I don't need to compete with others. It's better to dress properly."

“……” Ilan you sighed and shook his head helplessly.

There is no doubt that Zhang Ya is a genius, but he has a hidden inferiority complex.

That inferiority was a gift from her miserable childhood, which was engraved in her bones and could not be washed or picked.

Usually, she seems to be full of self-confidence at any time. She knows everything clearly. But at the critical moment, her sense of inferiority will sneak out.

"If you like it, order it." Yilanyou touched his chin and said, "but I have to choose the accessories."

"Yes." Zhang Ya nodded and said, "listen to you."

Ilan you chose a string of Pearl short chains to wear on Zhang Ya's neck.

"Is this pearl too big?" Zhang Ya asked with a touch of his hand.

"No one will care if the pearl is bigger." Yilanyou said with a bad smile.

"Whose breast is small!" Zhang Ya blushed and protested immediately, "I'm ccup, OK?"

"Yes, yes." Yilanyou said with a smile: "it's not small, it's low-key, OK!"

"You..." Zhang Ya is speechless. This Ilan you is really

"Let me see..." Yilanyou looks up and down and thinks there is something missing.

Beautiful is beautiful, but I just think I didn't have the feeling of catching people's eyes immediately There's still something missing.

"Youyou, what's the matter?" Zhang Ya looked at yilanyou and frowned, and asked, "am I so miserable?"

"It's not tragic..." Elanyou thought for a moment and said, "well Wait for me, I'll see. "

Yilanyou said that he left Zhang Ya in front of the mirror. He went to the accessories area on the first floor and couldn't see the right accessories. Yilanyou was worried. Turning around, he saw a man and a woman talking and laughing outside the door.

"Zhuangya?" Ilanyou frowns slightly. Who is the man beside her?

Yilanyou did not see clearly at a glance, and yilanyou followed her as soon as her eyes sank.

As soon as Ilan left the door, he saw another acquaintance passing by not far from him.

"This man..." Elan you frowns. She remembers clearly that this is the ah Hong beside Cheng xuning

Ah Hong is following Zhuang ya?

With this idea in mind, Ilan you immediately followed up carefully, not far from here. Ilan you listened to the voices of ah Hong and Zhuang ya to make sure whether he was found.

After following two streets, Yi Lanyou noticed that ah Hong found something wrong, and immediately turned into an alley.

Ah Hong looked back and found nothing wrong. When she looked back, she saw that Zhuang Ya and the man had disappeared.

There was a sense of frustration in her heart. Ah Hong [tut] passed the crosswalk and went to the other side. It seemed that she was going back.

After ah Hong goes far away, Elan Youcai comes out of the alley. Ah Hong is a professional killer. She is not stupid to challenge the insight of a professional killer.

But the tracking was not useless. She saw the man's face before she dodged.

With doubts in mind, Ilan you went back to the dress shop and went straight upstairs. "What did you do?" Zhang Ya looks at Ilan you and comes back without taking anything. "There is no suitable one?" he asks curiously