CH 51.2

Chu Han hugged Mu Xiaoke and got into the car parked at the school gate. Mu Xiaoke couldn’t hold it anymore, and tears fell down. Why did Rong Yanzhe want to stimulate him again and again, why did he remind him of his past life? What should Chu Han do? Is he going to implicate others again? No!

Chu Han kept looking at Mu Xiaoke, but for some reason, Mu Xiaoke suddenly jumped up and hugged him tightly, as if afraid that he would disappear.

“I’m here, don’t be afraid.”

Mu Xiaoke shook his head vigorously, you don’t understand at all, how can you understand?!

“Xiao Ke?” Chu Han finally realized that something was wrong. He pulled Mu Xiaoke down forcefully and forced Mu Xiaoke to talk to him. “What is going on, why are you crying, why are you afraid of him? Tell me, tell me what you are afraid of.”

Mu Xiaoke looked at Chu Han, how could he say such a terrible thing, how could he let Chu Han know such a shameful thing?

Mu Xiaoke didn’t know what to do, but he must not let Rong Yanzhe hurt Chu Han, even… even if he lost his life, he must protect Chu Han!

Chu Han didn’t expect that Mu Xiaoke was really unwilling to tell him those secrets, but the way Mu Xiaoke looked at him told him that Mu Xiaoke was protecting him, and Mu Xiaoke wanted to bear the pain alone.

The determination in Mu Xiaoke’s eyes shocked Chu Han, “What do you want to do, Mu Xiaoke, what are you going to do? Tell me!”

Mu Xiaoke shook his head slowly, “Brother Chu Han, I will not let Rong Yanzhe hurt you, I will never let him hurt you.”

After Mu Xiaoke told Chu Han these words, he got out of the car regardless of Chu Han’s obstruction.

Chu Han wanted to chase, but it was too late.

Rong Yanzhe returned home in a daze, turned a deaf ear to his parents’ questioning, went back to his room, and locked himself up.

Mu Xiaoke’s words seemed to be a deadly steel knife pierced into his heart. Rong Yanzhe had lived for more than 20 years and had never felt such fear. He knew that he really lost this person he had never had before.

Rong Yanzhe lay down on the bed and drifted off to sleep.

Those bizarre dreams came to him again.

In this dense forest that can’t be seen at a glance, the land is muddy and mosquitoes are flying around. Rong Yanzhe’s face was full of fatigue, and his shirt was already soaked, but he was still searching desperately, what was he looking for?

Find Mu Xiaoke.

“Mr. Rong! We found him!”

Rong Yanzhe’s eyes which had lost their light suddenly became brighter, and he ran to follow.

But, that’s not what he wants to see, what he wants to see is an alive and kicking lover who will beat him and bite him, not the deformed corpse in front of him.

The last hope in Rong Yanzhe’s heart was ruthlessly crushed, he knelt down on the ground, and stretched out his hand to gently caress the cold deformed face.

“Brother Yanzhe!”

Mu Kai shouted, trying to stop Rong Yanzhe’s movements.

But Rong Yanzhe didn’t seem to hear it, and stubbornly stroked the face, neck, and arms of the corpse, as if to confirm that this was really his lover.

“Brother Yanzhe, it’s because of Xiaoke’s own willfulness that he becomes like this. It’s his own fault, and it has nothing to do with you.”

Mu Kai tried to appease Rong Yanzhe, but Rong Yanzhe suddenly turned around and slapped him. “Drive him down the mountain.”

Rong Yanzhe carried Mu Xiaoke’s body all the way down the mountain, and when he reached the foot of the mountain, Rong Yanzhe softly coaxed the person who could no longer hear the voice, “Xiao Ke, look, don’t you just want to come out? Where do you want to go? I will take you there. I will never lock you up again, don’t be angry with me, don’t ignore me, okay?”

The youngest son of the Mu family died, and the mourning hall was set in the Rong family.

The son of the Rong family seemed to be seriously ill, and he was so thin that only his bones remained in just a few days. All the people who came to the funeral came to watch the jokes. They had never heard how much Rong Yanzhe liked Mu Xiaoke before, and no one had ever seen Rong Yanzhe take Mu Xiaoke out to meet people.

Now that a person is dead, he puts on an affectionate look. They didn’t know if he is really sad or guilty.

After the funeral, Rong Yanzhe took Mu Xiaoke’s ashes to the seaside and scattered all of Mu Xiaoke’s ashes into the sea.

No one will lock you up anymore.

Afterward, Rong Yanzhe lived alone in the small building surrounded by woods where Mu Xiaoke was locked up. Rong Yanzhe seemed to be punishing himself, he locked himself in that room, holding Mu Xiaoke’s clothes day and night.

After an unknown amount of time, Rong Yanzhe saw another self.

Rong Yanzhe woke up from the dream. When he saw the familiar yet unfamiliar decoration in the room, Rong Yanzhe was so shocked that his heartbeat even stopped.

The first thing Rong Yanzhe reacted to was that Xiao Ke couldn’t speak anymore. In a world different from his existence, Mu Xiaoke became mute again in high school! He didn’t even think about going straight to the school to find Mu Xiaoke.

Mu Xiaoke, who works part-time in the library, did not expect to see Rong Yanzhe again. He stood between the bookshelves, watching Rong Yanzhe who was running around in a panic, and the book in his hand fell into the cart next to him.

Seeing Mu Xiaoke alive, Rong Yanzhe was so excited that he rushed over to hug him, “You’re still alive, you’re still alive!”

When Mu Xiaoke heard that sentence, he felt like a bolt from the blue for an instant. He immediately struggled and resisted violently. He couldn’t be caught by Rong Yanzhe, absolutely not!

Rong Yanzhe let go immediately after being resisted, “I’m sorry, Xiao Ke…”

Mu Xiaoke wanted to run away, but Rong Yanzhe knelt down directly, “Xiao Ke!”

Mu Xiaoke took two steps back in fright, why did he kneel down? Why did Yanzhe kneel down to him?

“Tell me, you can still talk, you can still talk. You don’t talk, it’s just because you don’t want to talk to me, right?” Rong Yanzhe seemed to be begging, his eyes were full of pain, hoping to get Mu Xiao Ke’s answer.

A ridiculous thought flashed through Mu Xiaoke’s mind, the person in front of him also came from a previous life, not Rong Yanzhe who was only 20 years old yesterday! Then he can’t speak even more, if he can speak, he will definitely be locked up like in the past, in that isolated place, and no one will know when he dies!

Mu Xiaoke was terrified, shook his head vigorously, turned around, and was about to run. He can’t be caught by the Rong family again, he doesn’t want to die!

Mu Xiaoke escaped from the library, and Rong Yanzhe chased after him. After being caught up, Mu Xiaoke trembled with fear, and gestured with his hands in a panic, “What are you doing, let me go!”

Rong Yanzhe didn’t want to let go, and couldn’t bear to see him so terrified, so he could only let him go, “I didn’t come to bully you, don’t be afraid. I really didn’t come to bully you, I just wanted to come and see you, listen to me, okay?”

Rong Yanzhe was afraid that Mu Xiaoke wouldn’t understand, so he signed in sign language.

Mu Xiaoke’s mind has gone blank, this Rong Yanzhe…can sign language, he can sign language! No, things don’t work like this! Why let him face this Rong Yanzhe?!

“Xiao Ke, please, don’t be afraid of me… I have nothing left, please…”

Mu Xiaoke didn’t dare to hear another word and ran away crazily.

“Chu Han, leave City Y, go as far as possible!”

“What did you say?”

Mu Xiaoke hid in an empty classroom. He was sobbing and his heart was bleeding. In the past two years, he had longed countless times to face Chu Han every day, but now, he could only let Chu Han leave. He had to let Chu Han leave.

God is always so stingy with him. When he understands his heart, when he thinks he can be happy in this life, when he can have someone who loves him and understands him, and when he is about to make a promise to Chu Han, he breaks all his thoughts… he should not wish for it, he can not wish for it.

Chu Han, I’m sorry, I’m sorry…