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Pure Shadow and Feng Yanheng sent Lu Qingzhou home. When Sister Xia opened the door, she was surprised to see Feng Yanheng. Feng Yanheng directly carried her into the apartment and placed her on the sofa. Sister Xia originally wanted to wake up Feng Ziyan, who had already gone to sleep, but was stopped by him.

"Go cook some hangover soup for the young lady. I'm leaving late."

Feng Yanheng put down Lu Qingzhou and left. She stayed in the car and saw from the window that the lights in Feng Ziyan's room had been turned on. The curtains were gently opened and it was only after Feng Yanheng had gotten into the car that the curtains returned to normal.

"Boss Feng, Director Feng has just woken up. Why aren't you guys chatting?"

These two brothers were also the strangest brothers that she had ever seen. Each of them walked their own path, as if none of them were related to the other. Feng Yan Heng sat in the back without saying a word. Su Ying didn't give up and said, "Director Feng just saw you bringing back Qingzhou."

Feng Yanheng remained silent, the dim interior of the car was even brighter than the lights outside. He sat quietly in the car, exuding an aura of supreme nobility. He turned his head slightly, and the corner of his mouth slightly raised in the rearview mirror, revealing a faint but deep smile.

The next day, Lu Qingzhou woke up feeling dizzy and dizzy. In the empty room that she originally thought was, there was still someone standing quietly, with the window open halfway. The breeze blew the curtains, and the afternoon sunlight directly shone into the room and onto the Feng Ziyi who was leaning against the window; his profile was like a perfect statue, and the cold expression on his face added a bit of pressure to the room.

The air was filled with the faint smell of tobacco. Feng Ziyan was holding a cigarette that was about to burn to the end, and his eyes were staring straight ahead, thinking about something. Only when the burning sparks reached his hand and he felt a burning pain, did he throw the cigarette in his hand and stamp it out with his slippers.

The exquisite wooden floor instantly left behind grayish-black marks. Lu Qingzhou slowly sat up from the bed. Both her temples felt as if they were being pricked by needles.

"You were together with Feng Yanheng yesterday?"

Feng Ziyan went straight to the point. Lu Qingzhou looked at him with an expression of idiocy, not knowing what he was saying at all.

"You probably still don't know that he's the true majority shareholder of Feng Ying. Sleeping with him is really a smooth sailing process for your Star Path. It's much more worthwhile compared to sleeping with others."

Lu Qingzhou felt like her stomach was cramping. She did not even hear Feng Ziyan's words. She jumped off the bed and rushed to the bathroom. Not long later, she heard the sound of someone retching.

It was too unbearable. Lu Qingzhou swore that she would never drink again.

She vomited several times until there was nothing left to vomit before she came out. The wind blew the curtains, and the face was gone. Lu Qingzhou's heart was filled with disappointment. She didn't have a single image of what happened yesterday. When she woke up to see Feng Ziyan, her instincts told her that he was very angry.

But why? Was he drunk because of her?

She took off her pajamas and showered in the bathroom, washing off the smell of alcohol. When he came out of the shower, his face was no longer in his room. She had eaten from last night until noon today. She had finished all of the congee Aunt Xia had made and put down her bowl. She looked at her and asked, "Sister Xia, how did I get back yesterday?"

It didn't feel like she'd sent her back.

"Madam, you were drunk yesterday. Eldest Young Master sent you back."

"Eldest Young Master?"

Feng Yanheng? How could he have met her? A faint blush appeared on Lu Qingzhou's face. He had been good to her since he was young. He wasn't like Feng Ziyan, who always treated her coldly, as an enemy. In her heart, she had long since taken him to be her own blood brother. She didn't even see Feng Yanheng when she returned home this time, so she didn't know how he was doing.

Everyone was busy with their own things, and she had heard that he was secretly married, though she had never seen him.

"Yeah, young master carried you in last night."

"The young master came back with you when he was still awake. He didn't come downstairs even after he heard the sound, and didn't show himself until the young master left. After the eldest young master left, the second young master carried you upstairs. His expression was extremely ugly.

Lu Qingzhou felt scared in his heart. No wonder Feng Ziyan's expression was ugly when she woke up. Was it because Feng Yanheng sent her back to get angry? But why? He didn't like her at all, probably because she drank and asked him to take care of her.

Thinking about it, although she and Feng Ziyan had lived under the same roof for so many days, they hadn't talked much. Now, it was Feng Ziyan's turn. She had not woken up and had left. Every night, she would not dare to sleep next to Feng Ziyan. She would pitifully hide at the corner of the bed, waking up in the morning feeling sore all over.

"Where's Zi Yan?"

She thought he had gone downstairs, but there was no sign of him in the living room.

"Second Young Master has gone to the courtyard."

Lu QingZhou looked at the sun high up in the sky. Why would he go to the yard in the middle of the afternoon? After drinking some porridge, she felt much more comfortable. She wanted to continue going upstairs to rest, but she couldn't resist the urge to look at Feng Ziyan.

Feng Ziyan stood at the edge of the fish pond, occasionally sprinkling fish food into the pond. When the fish saw that there was food, they gathered around to grab it. As Lu Qingzhou approached, the sun's rays lit up her face.

"Zi Yan."

She knew that Feng Ziyan had seen her coming, but he didn't even turn his head to look at the fish in the pond. He didn't seem to hear her.

"Yesterday, I didn't know that Big Brother sent me back. Are you angry?"

She mustered the courage to speak out her thoughts. Feng Ziyan's back was facing her, and the water in the pool reflected off his face. Feng Ziyan's skin was pale, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get a suntan.

Feng Ziyan did not even raise her eyes. Lu Qingzhou bit her lips and awkwardly stood by the side of the pool. She did not move even if Feng Ziyan did not move.

"Next time you're drunk, don't come back."

Feng Ziyan threw all the fish food in her hands into the pond and left while ignoring Lu Qingzhou's crying face.

Lu Qingzhou's heart once again sank to the bottom. She thought that he would tell her about what happened last night, but in the end he actually told her not to come back when she was drunk next time. Lu Qingzhou knew that he did not love her, but in the end, they had lived together for so many years, so why did he not even care about her?

Perhaps, loving him was an extravagant request, and she shouldn't have any presumptuous thoughts. It was just as he said. After coming here for so many years, could it be that he wouldn't be able to live without her? In a few years, Lu Qingzhou would be able to do it without a face, but it was not that she could not live without him at this moment, but she could not live without him.

He was the only spiritual pillar of her orphan's life, and she had been with him since the age of three, clinging to him for more than a decade, dreaming of him, dreaming of him, her dream, her lifelong pursuit, without him, she did not know what was the point of her being alive. He went to the elementary school he was in, followed by the junior high school he was in, and finally chose his chosen profession.

Lu Qingzhou was born for Feng Ziyan. Her fate had been decided since she was young and she could not change nor be redeemed. Or perhaps she herself did not choose another life in this one. Or rather, she didn't have the ability to choose.