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"Mom …"

Just as Su Xiao's consciousness was about to fade away, a weak voice could be heard.

"Little Jie?" Su Xiaoxiao listened to the familiar voice in a daze, and felt upset in her heart.

"Mom, wake up."

Su Xiao Jie's helpless voice echoed in Su Xiao's mind, causing her heart to ache.

"Little Jie …"

Even if it wasn't for himself, for the child, he had to wake up.

I can't leave her alone.

Su Xiaoxiao fell into a trance, and her consciousness was pulled back into reality.

She slowly opened her eyes.

The air was filled with pungent disinfectant, and the entire ward was filled with the sound of quiet breathing.

The unshaven and disheveled Qin Guan was lying asleep on the bed because he was too tired.

Su Xiaoxiao moved her finger slightly and emitted a slight sound.

"Qin Wang …"

Qin Guan, who had just been napping, woke up when he heard the noise. He looked at Su Xiaoxiao who had just woken up and felt a burst of excitement.

"Small. "You're awake." Qin Guan excitedly held Su Xiao's hand as he looked at her.

Looking at the vicissitudes of life on Qin Guan's face, Su Xiaoxiao could not bear to see this scene.

She seemed to have thought of something and looked anxiously at Qin Guan.

"What about Song Yi?"

When Qin Guan heard this, the expression on his face froze. Afraid of hurting Su Xiaoxiao, he carefully replied, "He's fine, it's just that …."

"But what?" Su Xiaoxiao looked at Qin Guan's expression and her heart sank.

"He lost too much blood in his leg. He couldn't keep his right leg."

Qin Guan looked at Su Xiaoxiao with a worried expression.

No one wanted to see such a thing happen, but it had already happened. The only thing he could do was accompany Su Xiaoxiao.

Su Xiaoxiao was stunned as if she did not expect this result.

A hint of jealousy appeared in her heart, if it wasn't for her, Song Yi, this wouldn't have happened.

"Where are my children …" Su Xiaoxiao vaguely remembered the child she saw when she was unconscious.

"Child …" Qin Guan paused, wanting to say something.

The current Su Xiaoxiao really could not take any more blows.

"Where are my children?" Su Xiaoxiao repeated herself as she stared straight at him.

"Tell me, Qin Guan."

Qin Guan looked at the agitated Su Xiaoxiao. He could not bear to lie to her.

"I'm sorry, little one."

"Child, we can still have another …"

Su Xiaoxiao suddenly collapsed and her eyes quickly turned red.

With a hoarse voice, he said, "Why did you do that?"

"Qin Guan, tell me, what did I do wrong?"

"Why are you treating me like this?"

Qin Guan didn't say a word as he looked at Su Xiaoxiao. He firmly held her hand.

He really did not know what to say to comfort Su Xiaoxiao. He knew that no matter what he said now, it would all be in vain.

Only time could cure everything.

As Su Xiaoxiao sobbed, she gradually calmed down.

He looked at Qin Guan with empty eyes. His heart was like dying embers as he said, "Qin Guan, let's separate."

"What did you say?"

Qin Guan suddenly raised his head as if he couldn't believe what he heard.

"I say, let's separate."

Su Xiaoxiao's face did not reveal a single emotion, as if she was talking about something unrelated to her.

"Xiao-Xiao, why?" Qin Guan screamed in pain.

He did not expect that the first thing Su Xiaoxiao did when she woke up was to separate from him.

He knew that he had done too many things wrong, and that he wasn't by Su Xiaoxiao's side when she needed him the most.

If only he could reverse the flow of time, how he wished that the bullet would hit him. He was the one accompanying Su Xiaoxiao.

"Little Jun, listen to me." Qin Guan's voice was filled with panic, "Song Yi is doing very well right now, and I've sent Lin Ya to jail."

"We can have more children, can't we?"

"Xiaoxiao, you still have me."

Qin Guan said incoherently. He definitely could not lose Su Xiaoxiao.

He did not care about anyone but Su Xiaoxiao.

Su Xiaoxiao, who was on the bed, listened to his words like a puppet. Her heart did not have a single trace of emotion.

"I'm asking you, why didn't you tell me that I was Su Hong?"

Su Xiaoxiao suddenly spoke out as she looked at Qin Guan with desolate eyes.

Qin Hou was stunned for a moment before reacting.

"So you've recovered your memories …"

Qin Guan couldn't tell what he was feeling. He only felt that there was a huge gap between him and Su Xiaoxiao.

No wonder he felt that Su Xiaoxiao was a little strange. She had already recovered all her memories.

"Yes, Qin Guan." A strange smile appeared on Su Xiaoxiao's pale face. I've recovered my memories. "

"But … Qin Guan, why did you lie to me?"

Su Xiaoxiao closed her eyes, her heart was filled with desolation.

Why? Why is it you?

I used to think that the closest person to me was hiding the truth from me.

It was laughable that he had fought with her for so long.

"I …" Qin Guan opened his mouth, but still said it. I don't want you to think about what happened before. "

Su Xiaoxiao looked at Qin Guan in silence. The unfamiliarity in her eyes deeply stung his heart.

"Let's do it this way. "The Qin passed."

Qin Guan looked at Su Xiaoxiao hesitantly. He wanted to ask her to stay, but he did not know what reason to do so.

"Qin, I don't want to see you again in this life."

Su Xiaoxiao closed her eyes and said in a ruthless manner.

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be going through all this."

Qin Guan looked like he had lost his soul. That's right, if it wasn't for him, Su Xiaoxiao would have been living a blissful life.

However, he really did like Su Xiaoxiao.

Qin Guan didn't dare to imagine what he would do if he lost Su Xiaoxiao.

Qin Guan's eyes were bloodshot, as if he had aged in an instant.

"Xiaoxiao, have you decided yet?"

Su Xiaoxiao shifted her gaze, forcing herself not to look at Qin Guan.

"The biggest mistake I've ever done in my life was meeting you. "The Qin passed."

Su Xiaoxiao's gentle words were like a knife that stabbed into Qin Guan's heart. He stood there blankly.

"I see."

After an unknown amount of time had passed, Qin Lie returned to his senses and let out a bitter laugh.

"I know I've done too much wrong to you. I wasn't with you when you needed me the most."

"I'll leave."

Qin Guan stopped for a second and forced himself to say this.

He did not know what it would be like for him to lose Su Xiaoxiao.

He only knew that when he said those words …

His originally bright world had turned completely dark.

"You can go. "The Qin passed." Su Xiaoxiao's eyes did not contain the slightest emotion as she looked out of the window. From then on, we never had anything to do with each other. "

Qin Guan stood still for a while, staring at Su Xiaoxiao on the bed. It was as if he wanted to imprint her into his mind.

"Xiaoxiao, I won't be by your side in the future. You must take good care of yourself."

After saying this, Qin Guan hardened his heart and forced himself to walk out of the ward.

Just as he walked out of the door, boundless tears flowed down his face.

Qin Guan felt empty inside. He knew that from this moment onwards, he would lose Su Xiaoxiao.