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After Qian Luo's lesson, she knew very well what it meant to know the face and not the heart. Whether Nangong Yi's mother was truly as magnanimous as Aunt Yun had said, and whether Nangong Mo's mother was willing to hide in the dark, no one could say for sure, other than themselves …

Since she couldn't be bothered to deal with these rotten grains, Chu Ning stood up and stretched, "Aunt Yun, I want to eat chestnut cake now."

Aunt Yun nodded. "I'm going out to buy ingredients in a while. I'll bring them back if Miss Chu likes."

Chu Ning thought about it for a moment, then nodded. "How about I go with you and help you pick up some things?"

Aunt Yun quickly shook her head. "There's no need. I can handle it myself." Miss Chu should still rest more. Working at night was not good for her health. You really should get Young Master Mo to change your job. "

Chu Ning smiled when she heard this, then turned and went upstairs.

After making sure that Aunt Yun had left, Chu Ning snuck into Nangong Mo's bedroom.

His bedroom had no other pendant than the necessities. Closing the door, she immediately jumped over to the bedside table and began rummaging through its contents.

There was nothing in the cabinet she could find other than magazines and books, and some household chores.

However, in the entire room, other than the bedside table, there was only the wardrobe that could be seen at a glance. She could not help but feel puzzled.

Last night when he saw that Nangong Mo's nose was bleeding, and he had also said that he would not live long, then, he must be sick, but why did he not take any medicine when he was sick? What kind of illness was it? Usually, other than his pale face, there was nothing abnormal about him.

After searching in the bedroom for a long time and finding nothing, she could only give up and leave resentfully.

She did not expect Nangong Mo to be bewitching. With his red hair, he stood in the midst of a group of people dressed in strange attire, yelling and shouting. The dices were making sounds when he threw them.

At the start of the new round, he was about to shout again when he suddenly frowned and said he was sorry. He then hurriedly ran to the bathroom with his hands covering his mouth.

Chu Ning swore that she had only gone because she was curious and did not have any intentions of being soft-hearted.

But just as she reached the bathroom door, she saw more blood trickling down between his fingers. As soon as he reached the sink, he let go and vomited.

She was completely dumbfounded.

When Nangong Mo saw her in the mirror, she was not surprised. She leisurely cleaned up, wiped her hands clean, and turned around to look at her with her arms crossed, "What do you feel? Do you feel relieved? Even if you don't kill me yourself, I will go to hell."

He was smiling, a little, pale in the white light of the bathroom light.

Even if she didn't find the medicine he was taking, she would have guessed what kind of illness he had. Breathe out? When she first went to find Xi Men Yi for help, she was filled with determination and anger.

However, seeing him carry Blackie who had died yesterday, she could no longer do anything. Seeing how ill he was, how no one noticed him and ignored him, she suddenly felt that there was no meaning in firing another shot at him.

Seeing her standing there, Nangong Mo did not say a word.

His smile widened, but a look of annoyance appeared in his eyes. He felt in his trouser pocket, found the case, took out his cigarette, lit it, and took a long drag.

"If you kill me now, I won't fight back. I'll only give you one chance. After all, I did that. But what I want to tell you is, I don't regret it, I don't repent it. Your guess from the beginning was half correct. You said that I was trying to test Nangong Yi's reaction, that's right, and also because I was jealous of you, jealousy that came from the bones. What right do you have to have such a good life if you're also an illegitimate child? Love your loving mother, willing to give up your life for your father... Why should I? "

He suddenly took two steps forward and put his hand under her chin. "You are so happy, so happy. With such a similar background, why would there be a different fate? My existence, cannot keep mother, cannot keep father's love, and even, cannot keep brother who promised me! Am I not cute enough, or am I born with sin, and deserve no redemption? "Even Dahei abandoned me …"

He blew smoke rings at her, his handsome face lost in the smoke.

Chu Ning suddenly felt cold, cold from the bones.

Nangong Mo's deepest distortion was actually due to her desire for kinship.

Yes, when a child, abandoned, young soul how can there be no trauma? When he met Nangong Yi, did he really rely on him? However, Nangong Yi suddenly left. Day after day of waiting, without any news, the day of their reunion was far away. As time went by, the deeper the attachment, the easier it would be to turn it into a deep hatred.

Resentment was abandoned, and the promise made through resentment was easily betrayed!

She suddenly started to hate herself, hate herself. She could actually understand his twisted personality! However, understanding did not mean forgiveness.

"I won't kill you." She opened her mouth and looked straight at Nangong Mo before speaking in a cruel tone, "If you die, it will be too easy and straightforward a release for you. Living is the only way to torture you. Your request will not make you pay the price for everything that you have done! "

She threw away the tray in her hand and took off her work clothes. This job no longer had any meaning!

When she took her luggage and left Nangong Mo's villa, it was already midnight. Nangong Mo stood at the door and looked at her with a complicated gaze.

She didn't know why everyone was used to looking at her with such a complicated gaze, but she knew that this place wasn't her own place after all.

Everyone, no matter how brilliant he looked, no matter how unforgivable their actions were, from the very beginning, they were all children who knew nothing, growing towards the light.

There was no life that did not yearn for light. It was just that in the chaotic world, under the ruthless tempering, it became distorted. They might not deserve to be forgiven, but they were still pitiful.

And she, too, was pitiful. If she did not leave, one day, she would become like them!

"Why? Can you give up the opportunity to kill me so easily?" Nangong Mo looked at her back and finally asked, "If I were you, even if I knew that the other party was about to die, I would still use my spear."

"When you killed Blackie, did you do it out of malice, or did you want to make it suffer less? Maybe people think you're ruthless, but I know you just don't want him to go on suffering. I don't have any friendship with you for Blackie, so I'm so stingy that I'm not willing to give you a bullet. "

Hehe …

Nangong Mo suddenly laughed, "Ah Ning, if, I said if I was lucky enough to survive, I would definitely fight over you with Nangong Yi and Situ Yeyu."

After all these years, there was finally a person who could read his heart and understand his ruthlessness. Unfortunately, she had come too late, perhaps not too late.

He didn't know if he would regret letting Chu Ning go just like that, but if he still had the chance to think things over, then he would never let this woman go.

As she passed by the kiosk, Chu Ning hesitated, but in the end, she still walked in.

The phone rang and rang, but no one answered. Only when the cold, mechanical voice of a woman rang did she shake her head with a wry smile. Perhaps, her fate with Nangong Yi was just that little.