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My daughter is gone, my womb is gone... Huo Li went silent after that.

The silence was like a dark night with the lights off, like a frightened ostrich with its head buried deep in the sand. As long as he could not see, he was not afraid of anything, so when Xi Sanmo spoke to him, he did not react and only hugged her tightly, not letting her leave even half a step away.

Xi Sanming fed him, so he stopped being picky about his food. He swallowed everything that he didn't like to eat, but his eyes would always be on Xi Sanmo, not relaxing for even a second.

When he slept at night, regardless of whether he was sleepy or not, he would obediently lie down as long as Xi Sanming lay down. He would either stare at him in silence with his eyes wide open or peek at him as he slept.

When he woke up in the middle of the night, he would tiptoe to his feet and secretly kiss Xi Sanmo. He would curl up in her arms and listen to her powerful heartbeat, opening his eyes until dawn, his face haggard.

In the eyes of Gong Ruide and Huo Dashan, Huo Li's life had returned to its previous state as a walking corpse. However, Xi Sanmo knew clearly that he hadn't become a walking corpse again, he hadn't stepped back, and he hadn't fallen into a trap.

He was secretly struggling, convincing himself that he was trying to walk out of the net he had woven.

This was because when Huo Li quietly hugged her, his strength would occasionally relax and occasionally tighten. It would change according to the ups and downs in his mood.

When Huo Li stared at her, his tranquil eyes were no longer purely blank. There was also the deep light that had been hidden for a long time and a trace of pity.

She knew even when she stole a kiss in the middle of the night that her gentle actions were like carefully smoothing out a crumpled piece of paper. It was also like carefully pasting a broken picture scroll into her arms.

However, he couldn't be soft-hearted either. He had to take this step on his own and no one could help him. The only thing he could do was to accompany him and take care of him as much as he could.

It was already late winter in City G in December. Even if he walked into the sun in the middle of the day in a long leather jacket, Xi Sanmo would shiver in the cold wind. Huo Li did not like winter, so he was even less fond of walking around and would stay in his room to pester Xi Sanmo every day.

Even when Sai Sanmo entered the kitchen to cook, he would hug her from behind and lie on her back. He would follow wherever she went.

Xi Sanmo had no objections as he was already used to her being pestered by him. If Huo Li didn't pester her one day, she would definitely feel that something was missing. Therefore, carrying Huo Li along on her back, she busied herself preparing lunch in the kitchen.

Of course, we should coax him to say something so that he doesn't sink back into his own world of darkness: "There's going to be snow tonight. We'll sleep a little later tonight and watch the first snow together, but if you want to watch the first snow, you have to answer one of my questions. "Huo Li, do you remember what we ate yesterday afternoon?"

Huo Li tilted his head and leaned on her shoulder. Her side profile wasn't as beautiful as his, but he couldn't get enough of her. He nodded and didn't say anything.

Even though he didn't want to talk, he still wanted to at least say a few words. Xi Sanmo didn't tolerate his silence as he busied himself with marinating the oxen, yet he still turned his head and looked at him with a sweet smile, "Don't you want to watch the snow with me, or am I making a bad food that's not worth your memory? Or have you forgotten what we had yesterday afternoon? "

"Yesterday morning's milk horn, lotus seed congee, noon's fried scallops, almond tofu, Longjing bamboo sun, evening's cuisine. This morning I had braised wheat and rice porridge, and at noon I was going to eat chopped green onions and beef willows, stewed mushrooms with oil, chicken and peaches, and my favorite beef soup of the West Lake. "Mo'er, I remember, I remember everything." Huo Li couldn't refuse her. He looked at her smiling face with greed, but his eyes were red. Even his voice was choked and stiff.

Ever since he came back, Xi Sanmo had not seen Huo Li's eyes turn red.

She did not know, but her heart could not help but hurt severely. She hurriedly put down the bowl in her hands, washed her hands, turned around to hold his face, and asked with concern and nervousness, "What happened? Did you remember something sad or did I say too much that it made your heart feel bad? "

Huo Li touched her hand as he looked at her dumbfoundedly. The redness in his eyes didn't disappear, but instead started to spread like ripples in the air, "It's not Mo'er's fault, I want to eat every day and every year from Mo'er's to mine. If I can't eat the food made by Mo'er herself, then my heart will definitely be lost and unable to find a direction."

Why was the atmosphere so heavy because of this?

Xi Sumo felt things were not so simple, but she couldn't pinpoint Huo Li's intentions. She tiptoed to kiss him, and then smiled, "Has my Huo Li grown up? How come you're also indulging in wild thoughts? "Huo Li, I love you. As long as you want to eat my food, I'll prepare it for you every day until you don't want to eat it. I …"

Before she could finish, Huo Li shook his head sorrowfully. His distorted expression made him look like he had been wronged. He was on the verge of tears. "Don't have the last meal. Don't, don't, don't, don't …"

What do you mean?

His words were confusing to the extreme as he hurriedly tried to think of the true meaning behind his words.

The last meal was one Jesus had with the twelve apostles and his disciples before he died. Huo Li did not want the last meal, and that was not to let her die, not to separate, so that he could eat the food she cooked every day.

"Idiot Huo Li, even if I'm not dead, I won't die. You'll know when you wake up that I'm really as healthy as you. You can really eat the food I make for your entire life." Propping his forehead, the thoughtful Xi Sanmo coaxed again and again patiently.

He didn't even eat lunch. He just sat quietly at the dining table looking at Xi Sumo, his eyes had always been red, and his sexy Adam's apple was sliding back and forth in his throat. He was enduring a strong sense of sadness.

Moreover, as the time passed by, Huo Li's tensed body started to tremble, and he continued to hug her as if she was about to fly away.

What was this?

He could not find any direction at all and could only coax the baby patiently. Huo Li did not improve at all even after he used up all his ability to coax the baby.

At 6 PM, Xi Sanmo was at his wit's end so he could only admit defeat. "It's late, can we go and cook?"

"Don't, don't want the last meal, don't eat …" Huo Li raised his panic-stricken eyes and tightly held onto Xi Sanmo, making it impossible for him to move his limbs. He was like a crab that had been tied up.

Huo Li, what are you afraid of? Say it out loud, okay?

Sigh … Xi Sumo sighed and let him do as he was told.

However, just when he was at the end of the road, Huo Li suddenly let go of her and looked at her with determination, "Change your clothes and accompany me to a place I've been for a long time. I want to see you."

How could Xi Sanmo dare to delay any longer? He pulled him to the wardrobe and put on a black cotton coat and a crimson scarf. She also picked up a red plush jacket and put it on. When everything was ready, the two of them walked out of the room.

Seeing that they were still going out at such a late hour, Gong Ruide asked Xi Sanmo with his eyes from a distance. Xi Sanmo shook his head slightly, indicating that he didn't know.

Huo Li didn't take her for a walk by the sea, nor did he take her to view the endless sea. Instead, he asked the security guard for a car and personally drove Xi Sanmo out of the shoreline nursing home.

Huo Dashan was equally confused. He was afraid that something might happen, so he had Liu Tong arrange for people to follow and protect them. He and Ruide also drove a car to follow them from a distance.

It was snowing heavily and the sky was getting darker. There were barely any pedestrians on the road. There was only the sound of the cold wind blowing on the car windows. Xi Sanmo looked nervously at Huo Li, not knowing where he was going or what he wanted to do.

Huo Li didn't say a word. He drove with his left hand and his right hand held tightly onto Xi Sumo's left hand. His fingers were interlocked as he sent out a warm message.

"Huo Li, where do you want to take me? It's going to snow and the road will be hard to walk. Let's go back to eat dinner and come out another day, okay? " The place they passed by was unfamiliar and quiet. The traffic was becoming sparse and the street lights were dim. Mi San Mo could not help but be scared. He was worried that Huo Li was going to go crazy and do something stupid.

Huo Li shook his head. He couldn't hold back the tears any longer and said, "Mo'er, don't be afraid. I'll be fine. I just want to send Mo'er back. I just want to do something for him."

What do you mean?

Xi Sanmo could not understand at all!