Chapter 377

During the meal, neither she nor he spoke much. He has always been a quiet and introverted person, and she seems a little stuffy because of the day after tomorrow. Fortunately, in the middle, there are always cute joking and amusing, but the atmosphere is not too embarrassed.

Just half way through the meal, darling was suddenly attracted by a pastry chef in the middle of the restaurant, who was making a pastry platter. He went to see it curiously. So at the table, he and she were the only ones left.

Xia Tong's heart is a bit flustered, low head even dare not look at him.

Or was he the first to break the cen silence: "why did you suddenly think of going to school to pick up a good girl today?" His sense has always been sharp and terrible. From the moment he saw her at the school gate, he felt her unusual.

Xia Tong drank a mouthful of juice, deliberately relaxed said: "because to go."

Go? He took chopsticks hand tight, looked up at her, voice difficult to almost burst out of the throat: "where to go."

Xia Tong leans on his head and says very depressed: "ah I have to go back where I come from. I'm going back to America. "

"Why go back?" As soon as he asked, he noticed his impoliteness.

Fortunately, she didn't care: "you know, I was sick for a whole year. This time, I'm going back for the last three months of treatment. " She laughed, trying to get rid of that inexplicable upset mood: "but it doesn't matter, I'll be back in three months."

Can we not go? He looked at her and wanted to ask. But I couldn't ask.

Before, even if she didn't remember him, she forgot everything between her and him. He can barely comfort himself, at least she is still around him, at least he can see her from time to time, know everything about her

But now, she's leaving.

Heart, like a hole, countless cold wind pouring in from all directions, chilly.

Everything fell to the bottom in an instant.

"In which hospital?" He looked down and drank a sip of tea carelessly: "maybe I'll have a business trip to the United States in the next few months. By the way, I'll see you."

Which hospital? Xia Tong instinctively wants to hide. The hospital she used to be in mainly treated drug addicts and mental patients. She didn't want him to know that she was once unbearable.

"Not sure yet." "Don't worry, I'll contact you as soon as I settle down there," she said with a smile

His eyes, a little deep. For a while: "good."

When I came out of the restaurant, it was already in full bloom. Bright neon lights, this slightly cold night, according to the blurred and charming.

Qin Muzi takes the sleeping baby into the back of the car and closes the door. Xia Tong waved to him: "then I'll go first."

Qin Muzi nodded, and then he was silent. He called her: "wait a minute."

Xia Tong asked curiously: "is there anything else?"

He paused: "I heard you lost your memory?"

Xia Tong felt his head embarrassed: "well, it's really a good thing not to go out, bad things spread thousands of miles."

"You really don't remember anything before?" Thinking of Professor Lu's words, he fixed her eyes tightly. Galloping in the market for so many years, he is confident that he is sharp enough to see through a person easily. Is he lying?

"Well." Xia Tong solemnly said: "I really don't remember at all." She also seemed very upset: "in fact, I sometimes wonder what kind of person I am. But I guess it's not so good... " Good man, how can you take drugs?

"No, you're fine." He blurted out. Aware of her puzzled glance, he explained: "human nature is easy to reveal from every word and action, and it's hard to change once it's set. You make me feel good now, which means that I used to feel just as good

"Mr. chocolate, you're a good talker."

"I didn't lie to you." He's serious.

Xia Tong laughed and showed her white teeth. He looked down at his watch and said, "ah, it's so late. It's time for me to go." She waved to him: "see you in three months."

"Goodbye."

All day long, he was a little upset. According to Nie Sheng's investigation, Gu Haoran bought a plane ticket to the United States as early as a week ago, and the time was set at 10 a.m.

He didn't understand where the sense of suffocation was coming from.

Obviously, she's just going to get sick. Clearly, she will be back in three months. Clearly, it's just a short parting.

He had been waiting for five long years. Now it's only three months, and he has nothing to worry about.

But why, just feel very uneasy.

Always feel that something will happen, he rubbed his forehead, trying to calm himself, wave away those depressed in the heart.

He must be too busy. He must be too busy.

It must be, right! By all means!

When I got home from work, it was very late and I had already fallen asleep. He took a bath, went back to his room and struggled in bed for two hours, but he was still sleepless.When he sat up, he felt his mind was so confused that it would explode. Open the drawer, there is a half eaten bottle of diazepam. This year, he has been under a lot of pressure, and his sleep has not been very good.

Countless nights, he is relying on these white potions, barely let himself calm down. But people's bodies are so strange. At the beginning, one tablet can make them sleep until daybreak. Later, they need two or three tablets

Greedy is like love

Early in the morning, he was woken up by a confused ringing of his cell phone. He sat up, his brain mixed with pain, and it seemed that the six sleeping pills worked. Now, he just felt that his brain was so painful that he wanted to cut it off.

In a daze, he reached for the mobile phone, pressed the answer button and put it to his ear. His voice was languid and tired: "hello?"

"Is that Mr. Qin, please?" On the other end of the phone, there was an obviously elderly male voice.

He frowned at the familiar voice, as if he had heard it somewhere.

"Yes, are you?" He was so sleepy that he couldn't even look at the caller ID.

"I'm Professor Lu."

Professor Lu? He clapped, opened his eyes suddenly, and his brain was wide awake.

"What can I do for you when you call so early?" He asked as he dressed.

"Oh As for the question Mr. Qin asked me that night, I left in a hurry, so I didn't think about it carefully. In recent days, I carefully read many cases of drug addicts taking devil and found some problems. Maybe it can explain Mr. Qin's confusion that night. "

His confusion? When he first met Professor Lu ten days ago, he asked him about Xia Tong's memory loss after taking devil. At that time, he was sure that devil would not cause amnesia, which made him very confused.

So, is he calling to explain the problem?

He stood up and opened the window, trying to let the morning wind blow away his still heavy brain: "please say."

"After looking through a lot of data, I found that many drug users who have taken devil have, to a large extent, memory loss, poor attention, and often make silly little mistakes. Moreover, the emotional response to things will be half a beat slower than that of normal people. More serious people will even become muddled and begin to gradually lose all their memories, and they can't walk out of their fictional world. "

He clenched his cell phone and listened in silence.

"When I saw this, it was really strange. Because I have studied the chemical structure of devil, and there is no material in it that can make people lose their memory or become confused, so I was confused for a time. It was not until recently that I came into contact with a psychopath by chance that I thought about it

"What is it?" Qin Mu Chi asked in a deep voice.

"I once told Mr. Qin that there will be two changes for drug users taking devil. First, the appearance becomes ugly; second, because the detoxification process is too long and painful, people will suffer from depression to some extent. Mild depression patients, as long as take a small amount of drugs, his mental state is really helpful. But -- " He paused: "in this case, once the patient is given heavy medicine, it will have the opposite effect."

The suffocation in his chest became more and more intense. He guessed something vaguely, and his eyes were gloomy.

"Many drug users who have taken devil will suffer from depression because they can't bear the pressure of detoxification. Because they are very painful, they will try to release themselves in other ways, such as self mutilation, or even suicide. But those behaviors are only shown when the drug addiction attacks. In normal times, they can only be regarded as mild depression. But their families don't feel that way, and even psychologists who don't have enough clinical experience don't feel that way. They regard self mutilation and suicide as a very terrible behavior, so they mistakenly evaluate the patients who were originally only mild depression as severe depression patients, and improperly take heavy drugs

Qin Mu Chi took a cold breath: "so you mean, my friend's amnesia is probably not because of the toxin of devil. But because she was wrongly estimated the condition, under the heavy medicine, which began to appear amnesia and other symptoms

"Yes." Professor Lu nodded: "so I advise Mr. Qin, you'd better quickly advise your friend to change the doctor, change the dressing and recuperate. Patients with mild depression may even become stupid after taking too many heavy antidepressants. "

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His hands hung down, pinched tightly, and his face was tight.