Chapter 445 Not Even A Half

There was no lust in my actions. All of it I used just to make myself hard so I could actually do what I was supposed to do.

My soul was filled to the brim with worry and fear so there was no space left for any lust in there.

And yet, against all the odds, I continued to grind my hips to and fro, hoping that the sensation I had to abstain from for a while would be enough to make my flesh fulfill its evolutionary purpose.

'How is she doing?' I thought, allowing myself a glimpse into Mia's state once I rekindled enough excitement from the pleasure I felt all over my body.

For the time being, Mia's situation stabilized a little. The energy produced from clashing the tiny bits of our yin and yang-oriented mana was just sufficient enough to offset the damage caused by the unnatural stretching of her limits.

Relieved by the tiniest, a little bit, I allowed myself some more room for excitement.

'I'm holding the girl of my dreams in my arms while she is desperately wishing for me to take her hard,' I thought, trying to create even more sparks in hopes that one of them would bring about an explosion of my lust. 'She's pressing herself against me, surrendering herself whole to my wishes.'

Word after word, sentence after sentence, I continued to put my situation into words.

It was nothing more but an attempt as desperate as it was random to use the habits I had before coming over to this world.

The habits that were entirely mental and that I grew in my mind by reading.

Back in my home world, I would bury myself in various mangas and novels of adult-only rating, trying to quell my loneliness, boredom, and hate for the world I ended up living.

Normally, the novels would get me excited, due to how I could observe the characters I grew up to love taking the step I wasn't fated to take myself in my original world. The various graphic stories I indulged myself in would get me lustful, due to the combination of the story and the actual visualization of the act.

Yet, while back in my original world I would either end up riding the robustness of my imagination to finish the job or simply turn to crude porn, right now, I had everything… right on top of my lap.

I had a relatively long and pretty eventful story of my relationship with Mia. Then, I had all the visuals I could ever wish for in the form of the most beautiful and alluring body I ever saw in both of my lives.

And this time, rather than relying on porn or my own imagination to fuel the swinging motion of my right hand…

I was actually using both of my hands to grasp at Mia's waist while rocking her entire body up and down!

'This is…' my mind blanked out a little when the spark finally hit the right spot.

As if in reaction to me suddenly tensing up and jerking my hips up, Mia's insides tensed up, giving my dick a squeeze impossible to endure.

'Damn!' I screamed out in my mind while leaning my head to the back.

Unable to stop myself any longer, I pushed my upper body forward, knocking Mia off my lap and pushing her down on the floor. Then, like some sort of an animal in heat, I mounted her from the back, pushing my hips forth and pulling her waist towards me, only to then pull myself back while pushing her body away.

"This…"

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"Is…"

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"INSANE!" I released a moan of intense pleasure after speaking out to the rhythm of our bodies striking against each other.

Mia's lower mouth sucked hard on me, sticking closely to every nook and cranny, every bulge and dent on my dick, wrapping tightly against it whenever I tried to pull out and sucking me deeper and deeper whenever I would push ahead.

My mind continued to falter, unused to the degree of pleasure I felt from taking Mia in such a harsh, nearly brutal manner.

Or maybe it was my temporary abstinence that made me feel it so much?

It took me an actual while before I finally regained my senses by fighting off the overwhelming lust bottled up both in my mind and in my abdomen. And in this elusive moment of clarity, I closed my eyes and focused on Mia's inner state.

Before, her mana was so weak that although she managed to stabilize her physical state, her entire cultivation was on the verge of imploding.

The potential that she had was simply too big for the amount of mana she held. And with no force to keep her stretched-out limits in place, it was only a matter of time before her body would revert back to how it used to be.

Yet, now that I looked…

The change was small. But it was there without even a shred of doubt.

What used to be a single drop, a mere puddle in place of a massive ocean, now turned into a moderately sized lake.

The amount of mana currently flowing through Mia's cultivation didn't even reach a single percent of what she could hold. I was full of doubt if it crossed the barrier of a single promile!

And yet, now that I was wildly smashing my crotch against Mia's soft ass, her tiny amount of mana somehow sufficed to keep not only her body but also her cultivation stable.

"Thank you…" Mia muttered in a soft voice. She brushed the floor with her forehead as she leaned her face to the side, opening her eyes and instantly looking back at my face.

"Mia…" I only managed to utter the girl's name before my throat squeezed, refusing to allow any air to travel through it.

The look of gratitude, endless trust, and pleasure mixing in her eyes was just too much for me to handle.

"Argh…" I groaned, freeing one of Mia's boobs to clutch at my heart. "How can you…" I muttered while I kept swinging my hips to and fro, "be so damn cute?!" I screeched in a weird voice right when lightning traveled down my spine.

The fingers of my left hand dug deep into Mia's soft stomach. All my muscles tensed up, pushing my hips as far as it was humanly possible. And my dick reached  Mia's deepest parts, knocking right against the gates of her womb.

Mia's eyes rolled back when her face melted in a mix of pleasure, shock, happiness, and satisfaction. Her pussy coiled down on my dick, coating it with even more warmth and pressure than before while her insides threatened to suck my spine out of the hole in my dick.

Unable to control my body any longer, I fell down on Mia's arching back, resting my chin in the corner between her neck and her shoulder while all my cum exploded inside her.

'WAIT, NO!' I only managed to come to my senses once it was too late. In the moment of desperation, I reached with my senses inside the girl…

Only to see that between the rate at which her body absorbed the energy from within my sperm, the rate at which her cultivation continued to fill, and all the other processes that went down during proper dual cultivation…

At best, our act could only fill half of Mia's new potential!

"Thank you…" Mia spoke again, even though there wasn't even a single hint of sanity on her face, replaced with nothing but pure ecstasy. "Thank you for trusting me," she whispered, before fully surrendering to the pleasure while the convulsions of her insides ensured not a single drop of cum would remain in my balls.