C46

I don't want to wait for you

I didn't know when my consciousness left my body, but I felt someone hug me from the waist up. I smelled a familiar smell and murmured Xiao Jin Dong's name.

I don't know when it started, but I suddenly forgot about Shen Jianning's existence.

Perhaps Shen Jianning, who had always appeared in my life, was too far away from the person I remembered. I often had the illusion that Shen Jianning, whom I loved for a long time, actually didn't exist.

It's just that every time I think that way, I get rejected by myself. I didn't want to, erase Shen Jianning from my memory, as if it will erase a very important matter.

I was helpless, huddled in the dark, and I could hear voices, men's voices, women's voices.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw the frost and the brand-new pocket watch in her hand. I hated it, and I was terrified. I instinctively shrank back, but my body was close to a warm embrace.

I raised my head and met Xiao Jin Dong's cold eyes. I couldn't see joy or hate, like a ghost under the flames of hell's eighteenth floor. It didn't have a specific shape, but it could destroy everything.

"You're awake?" Xiao Jin Dong seemed to be very tired. When he saw me looking at him, his shoulders moved a little, but he raised his head to look at me, "How is it?"

I don't understand. She shook her head. Bad?

"Still not good enough?" Xiao Jin Dong's voice was full of helplessness. He stopped talking and looked at me with hesitation and heartache. I could not bear to be exposed, as if from the very beginning it had been me who had been in the wrong, and all those who had imprisoned me, harmed me, and deceived me had come with unparalleled sincerity and heartache.

"Don't act like a savior, I'm upset! Is there anything else? Can I leave now? " I stood up, but was stopped by Xiao Jin Dong.

I ruthlessly flung him off and coldly asked, "What, is there anything else Director Xiao didn't get? That pocket watch, and the hypnotism of frosting. Don't you know everything you want to know? Are you disappointed that my consciousness isn't being held back again? Then let me tell you, in the future, the number of times you will be disappointed will increase! "

I don't know why, but now that I'm facing Xiao Jin Dong, every cell in my body is screaming with anger, not even wanting to think about what exactly I'm angry about.

"Song Yi, can you be a bit more obedient?!" Xiao Jin Dong frowned, seemingly in a difficult situation.

I found it extremely funny. In fact, I did the same thing, laughing maniacally and sarcastically, "Why should I listen to you, Mister Xiao? You are just a customer who used money to buy my body. In any case, every time your beast nature flared up, you wouldn't care if I wanted to or not! "

Xiao Jin Dong's face immediately darkened. He then coughed and left.

Xiao Jin Dong stared at me and his expression gradually darkened. There was a hint of playfulness and lust in his eyes. I suddenly realized that I was in danger. I turned around and wanted to run away, but he pressed me down on the bed.

I was both embarrassed and angry as I grinded my teeth and cursed, "Xiao Jin Dong, can you not be so f * cking rash?"

Xiao Jin Dong also smiled. His heart felt as if it was being scratched by a cat, and felt extremely uncomfortable.

"Didn't you say that I was the one who took the money to buy your body? "Then only if I get in heat anywhere will it mean that you are useful!" Xiao Jin Dong's thin lips kissed my neck, and the force of his bite made my entire body tremble.

"Xiao Jin Dong, you can't be so unfair!" I felt like I was resisting, but I didn't have any strength left. Xiao Jin Dong was more familiar with my body than I was.

"Song Yi, there has never been fairness in this world. You were raised in the Xiao family so after all these years have passed, are you still not able to see through it? " Xiao Jin Dong's big hands had already started to untie his pants.

My tears fell uncontrollably. I wrapped my arms around Xiao Jin Dong's neck and opened my legs.

"One last time, Xiao Jin Dong. This is the last time, alright?" Please, I beg you, let me go! If you push me any further, I will die! " Xiao Jin Dong pressed on top of me, his eyes burning with coldness.

"I know that you might not like the Huo Shui Fairy, but you won't give up on the Huo Family. Xiao Jin Dong, I don't want to be such a terrible person. "I don't want to be a third party in someone else's marriage. I don't want to!"

I clung to him with all my might.

Xiao Jin Dong didn't move. He opened my hands one by one. The big hand roughly wiped away my tears, my vision once again clear, but what I saw was Xiao Jin Dong's gentle face.

"Song Yi, just wait for me here, okay?"

In my mind, there was also a voice that said the same words to Xiao Jin Dong. He said, "Song Yi, wait for me!"

I didn't know what the point of waiting was, and I couldn't see the man's face. However, I seem to have waited for many years just because of that sentence.

"This is bad!" I bit my lip. The pain and the smell of blood kept me awake and calm.

Xiao Jin Dong continued to look at me, his gaze turning from gentle to cold. The next moment, he grabbed me by the legs and tore me through. The pain made me scream, but he stuffed my mouth shut with his shirt.

If I was a madman, then Xiao Jin Dong was a demon. There was no logic or reasoning behind it. He could do whatever he wanted and even harm himself.

I didn't know how long I had been tortured by Xiao Jin Dong, but I could hear him gasping at the side, forgetting about the struggle and everything else.

The first time he whipped me bloody, the first time he threw me naked out of the villa like a dead dog.

Seeing me like this, Dai Shuang pulled his jacket over his body and threw it to me. The first thing he asked was, "How is Xiao Jin Dong?"

I thought it was funny. He was the one who did the violence, I was the one who was hurt, and I was the one who was blamed.

I did not answer, nor did I have any clothes to be frosted over. I struggled to my feet and staggered forward. I'm free, Xiao Jin Dong said. Song Yi, get lost!

All the love words in the world were no less than this. As I walked a few meters away, I suddenly laughed out loud into the sky, the wound at the corner of my mouth opened again, and I felt a sweet, fishy smell on my lips, delicious for the first time.

There were lights up ahead, coming fast, and I was standing in the middle of the road, not dodging or dodging.

If I die, I won't have any regrets. No, I'm sorry. I did not find to me gentle and tolerant, love me like life of Shen Jianning, I did not let the dead Su Jia into that smile like the beauties of Song Chen. I didn't force Shen Jianning to abandon me. I did it to make Xiao Jin Dong, who killed Song Chen, pay the price. How could I die?

I grinned and spread my scarred arms. If he had ten dollars, if he could take me away, would I go with him?

The answer turned out to be no. I gave a bitter laugh at myself and moved my feet the moment the car drove over.