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Song Yi, I only have you left.

I lay on the bed, on my side, with my hands on my stomach. I was enduring the humiliation and pain as tears streamed down my face.

When Xiao Jindong came in again, I was almost asleep. He hugged me from behind. He was as gentle as water, and as my body trembled slightly, he didn't allow me to run away. He held me in his arms and whispered in my ear, "I can't control myself!"

He didn't apologize, he just explained.

He couldn't control himself, he couldn't control the urge to vent, he couldn't control the urge to crush me.

He said, Song Yi, I don't know what's wrong, I only have you!

As if my tears had just burst, I turned around and shrunk back into Xiao Jindong's embrace. I didn't know how to comfort him, but he was just as pitiful and hateful as me.

Only, the Xiao Jindong of the past would never say it, but now that he has explained it to me, I can't even make it up to hate him.

I fell into a deep sleep. I heard someone talking in a daze, and I couldn't hear clearly.

When I woke up, it was already midnight. Xiao Jindong leaned against the side of the bed and fell asleep, there was the smell of disinfectant in the room, and the pain in my body was unbearable.

The first thing I did was to raise my head to see if the bottle was full of liquid.

"Has Dr. Joe been here?" I asked hoarsely.

Xiao Jindong looked at me and nodded, "Do you want to go to the toilet? Let me help you! "

Xiao Jindong reached out his hand, and I did not resist, but sat up using his hand, "There's still one more thing, I'll go after I'm done!"

Xiao Jindong took a pillow for me to lean on, and sat down on the side of the bed. He held my other hand and said, "You have a fever, it's very serious! As I told you, this injection has no effect on the child. "

"And you knew I was carrying a baby?" I rolled my eyes at him in annoyance, but the grievance and resentment in my heart gradually dissipated.

Xiao Jindong smiled and did not speak.

He didn't ask about the child, and I didn't try to force him to identify the child's father. I had no way of knowing if his amnesia was real or not. His obsession with me was more of an instinct.

There was no point in arguing with such a person.

The room was very quiet, so quiet that it was a little awkward. Xiao Jindong didn't say anything, but lowered his head and looked at the back of my hand.

I don't know why he likes to pinch my fingers, this new habit.

Just then, a rumbling sound came from my stomach, making the awkwardness become even more obvious. My face was red, but the light was dim.

Xiao Jindong raised his head and looked at me, a smile could be seen in his eyes, "I made the porridge, I'll go get it for you. The doctor said you can't eat anything else!"

He got up and went out. I watched his back disappear out of the light, his head tilted, his mood hard to describe.

Actually, Xiao Jindong felt very uncomfortable with Old Ma's death. At the very least, he didn't want to see it.

He was not a cold-blooded and heartless person, but … …

I smiled bitterly and shook my head. The phone on the table suddenly lit up, I thought it was Xiao Jindong's, so I didn't check it out. Immediately afterwards, he lit up a few more times, indicating that a message had been sent over.

I frowned. I took out my phone to call Xiao Jindong back, but realised that it was my phone. I opened the message. It was Shen Jianing inviting me to meet him.

He didn't say why, nor did he ask me where I'd been the past few days. He just sent me an address and time.

Xiao Jindong's footsteps sounded from outside the door, and I instinctively chose to hide it. My phone was instantly stuffed into the blanket.

Xiao Jindong very carefully fed me a bowl of porridge, and after the suspension bottle was finished, he helped me pull it out, helped me clean my body, and then climbed onto the bed to hug me, and fell asleep.

He seemed to be very tired and sleeping very heavily. However, his hands were domineering as he embraced my waist. Every time I moved, he would frown and let out a displeased snort.

I opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling, waiting for Xiao Jindong to snore again. Then I quietly took out my phone from under my blanket and sent him a few messages.

The rest of it was nonsense, except one. He said he knew what had happened to the old horse.

This is what I want to know as well. I replied with a single word. Okay.

Shen Jianing did not send any message over. I wrote down the address and deleted all the information. Only then did he put away his phone, leaned on Xiao Jindong and closed his eyes.

The next morning, I woke up first. I pulled Xiao Jindong's arm off the bed and washed up to cook.

Just as he carried the simple fried egg bread and hot milk onto the table, Xiao Jindong rushed out of the bedroom. His hair was slightly tilted upwards and his eyes were filled with fear.

I held the plate and stared at him, not understanding why he had such an expression on his face.

When he saw me, he was visibly relieved. The anxiety in his eyes was instantaneous. He stepped forward and hugged me, his chin rubbing against my neck, his voice hoarse. "You're gone, I can't sleep!"

I couldn't help but want to laugh at his current state. Being spoiled by a child was not Xiao Jindong's style.

However, his heart was softened by these words. "Alright, other than you, where else can I go? Quickly wash my hands and eat!"

He kissed me on the face before letting me go. As I ate, I kept thinking about how to persuade Xiao Jindong to let me out of the room, and his phone rang.

He frowned and listened for a while before replying, "Alright, I'll be there in a moment!"

My heart slightly stirred as I hastily asked, "What happened?"

Xiao Jindong shook his head, "It's nothing, I'm going out today. You stay at home, don't run around."

I obediently nodded my head. Xiao Jindong was very satisfied with my obedient actions, he extended his hand and rubbed my head. I helped him with his suit, and he dressed quickly and left.

Shen Jianing and I agreed to meet at ten in the morning. After Xiao Jindong had left for around half an hour, I also went downstairs. It's not that I don't believe Shen Jianing, but at this very moment, there isn't anyone that I can believe with my entire heart. I was an hour early, and instead of going in, I sat in the cab and watched the front door of the coffee shop.

There weren't many people going in and out, so I could clearly see what was going on inside through the French windows. After watching for a few minutes, I got out of the car and walked to the shop opposite the coffee shop.

When Shen Jianing came in, it was 9: 50. He got out of the car and walked directly into the coffee shop, I stood opposite to him and looked at my surroundings clearly. Before he entered, there were two business cars that had stopped in the parking lot outside the coffee shop, no one had come out.

I didn't go out. I took a dress to the fitting room to try on my clothes and waited until a quarter past ten to pay the bill before leaving. I was wearing a makeshift hat that covered most of my face when I left the house, and someone from the two business cars was already looking around with an irritated expression on their faces.

I dialed Shen Jianing's cell phone and immediately answered, "Hello, Yiyi, where are you?"