Two black-faced bodyguards were standing in front of the rest house. I sat on the deck chair in the garden and looked out at the empty street.

All of a sudden, he felt that this wasn't a rest house at all, but a prison.

If it was before, I would have thought that this was Xiao Jin Dong's prison, but now, I feel that this is heaven.

However, one cannot live forever in heaven. One must live in the human world, no matter how filthy and dark it is.

On the third day of my free exercise, the entrance was filled with reporters. The two Black Faced Gods were very calm. They closed the door and stood inside, not fearing the flashing light at all.

I stood upstairs and watched. Zheng Shaoqing was preparing a new birth control medicine for me. I felt strange. I was in good health, so why did I have to drink so much medicine?

It's been almost a month since I last saw Xiao Jin Dong. After drinking that bitter bowl of medicine, I asked Zheng Shaoqing, "When can I see Xiao Jin Dong?!"

"Mr Xiao will pick you up tonight!" Zheng Shaoqing said calmly, "I didn't expect that the reporters would be able to find them here. Looks like I have to shift locations again. It's such a pity, I have just concocted a prescription! "

"Why is it a pity?"

"Since this place is known by others, Mister Xiao doesn't think that it's appropriate for me to stay close to you." Zheng Shaoqing's words were reserved, but Xiao Jin Dong didn't trust her.

I wanted to help Xiao Jin Dong explain, but was interrupted by Zheng Shao Qing. "You don't have to look at me with that sympathetic look. I have never doubted Mr Xiao's decision. If he is unsuitable for me, then I am unsuitable. This has nothing to do with trust!"

I was helpless and could only change the topic. Looking at the medicine bowl in her hands, I asked, "Why do I have to drink the medicine all the time?"

"Calm down!"

"Even if I have a baby, I don't need to drink the medicine all the time. My body is in good condition, and there are no signs of an abortion!" I doubt it.

Zheng Shaoqing stopped what she was doing and looked at me before grinning. "Are you in good health? "How do you know?"

I was stunned. I didn't understand what Zheng Shaoqing meant.

"You've been sick for a long time!" She said, and I suddenly understood. "You mean, those drugs had an effect on the fetus?"

"Just in case!" After Zheng Shaoqing finished explaining, he turned around and walked away. I stood there blankly with my hands unconsciously resting on my stomach.

I've taken psychotropic drugs for a long time, and they're already deep in my bones. Actually, I'm a madman, a madman. How could I be a mother?

My nose felt sore. Ever since I knew I was pregnant, I had been in an illusion of gain and loss. I don't know what the other pregnant women are like, but I'm not normal.

The reporters outside clamored for a long time before they finally left.

I don't know how many more photos were taken in the dark, but Xiao Jin Dong came on time and appeared in my room as night fell.

He had lost a lot of weight, but he was in good spirits. When I pushed the door open and came in, there was a smile on my face. I walked over and gave me a light hug and said, "Yiyi, I missed you so much!"

I hugged her back, but I didn't know what to say.

"Let's go, I'll take you to the western suburbs!"

I nodded and didn't resist. After getting into the car, I asked, "Do I have to continue hiding like this?"

"Xiao Jin Dong's big hands wrapped around my waist, protecting me." "Yiyi, this is not hiding, this is protecting!"

I smiled wryly and didn't want to retort.

"Where is Xue Jean?" Xiao Jin Dong suddenly raised his hand to my mouth and made a silencing gesture. "Good girl, you don't want those!"

I became the most delicate of glass dolls, and there was no other way to go but by his will. I know, I shouldn't have questioned Xiao Jin Dong's decision. I should have trusted him wholeheartedly just like Zheng Shao Qing, even if he did hurt her.

"Xiao Jin Dong, can you let me finish filming the rest of the scene? After that, I'll settle down and not go out again, okay? "

Xiao Jin Dong held onto my arm and exerted a bit of force. I felt pain and looked at him imploringly. Xiao Jin Dong didn't seem to like my gaze at first, but then he said unhappily, "Song Yi, I thought you've been through a lot. You've become smarter, but why are you still so stupid!"

"But …"

"But what?" Xiao Jin Dong suddenly let go of me, and his entire body was very angry. "Just because Xue Yue saved you, you disobeyed me? I've already invested an additional ten million for you, what else do you want? "

"But …"

"There is no place for you there. You have already died in a foreign drama. You are not the heroine, no, the role you play is that of the female lead. It is a pity that the screenwriter wrote you to death, making the other person the target of your soul. "Don't worry, that movie won't die because of your absence. I invested 10 million yuan, so I'll always earn it back, won't I?" Xiao Jin laughed evilly, I stopped and looked at him blankly.

Xiao Jin Dong couldn't help but reach out to pinch my face, "Yiyi, why are you still so naive and stupid? What did you think I was doing at the banquet before we returned to our country? Did you think that Xue Yu really gave up everything for you? I gave him an even wider opportunity, and Fan Chen and Feng Lili are the biggest selling point of this movie! "Song Yi, you are nothing. You are just the opening scene of a movie!"

I was stunned. It was hard to accept such an outcome.

"What, can't bear to part with your status as a superstar?" Xiao Jin Dong sneered.

I looked at him, realistically realizing for the first time that our path was so far away that we would never meet again. I thought I was doing my best, but in the eyes of these people, it was a game of mutual benefit.

I always thought that Xue Jean didn't like Xiao Jin Dong. Xue Jean was the same kind of person as Director Gu, obsessed with making movies and dreams. Even though he was very commercial, he was still the same kind of person as me.

I was wrong. He and Xiao Jin Dong were the same type of person.

"I got it!" I looked down at my fingers, wanting to cry. Xiao Jin Dong once again pulled me into his embrace. I didn't say anything else and obediently leaned against him, stroking my stomach.

The residences in the western suburbs had been arranged. There were two silent nannies, both experienced people. Chen Shuang was waiting for me at the door. He smiled when he saw me enter.

Ever since I got pregnant, I've found that every time I see frosting she's smiling, as if she's happier than anyone else about the baby in my belly.

"Even if they know about this place, they wouldn't dare to barge in recklessly. Don't worry, I'll come visit you often!" "I chose the two nannies outside personally. Just tell them what you want to eat and what you want to do. Oh right, I've brought the prescription from Doctor Zheng. You can eat it first, I'll adjust it later! "

I took her hand and asked, "Is this child really healthy?"