In the end, I took the book back to my room. I didn't agree directly, and I didn't refuse right away. I lay there for a long time with the book in my hand.

The next day, Director Gu suddenly came to look for me. At that moment, while I was interacting with Ling Mu, he gave me a look, and the other party nodded and left.

I was suddenly nervous. The book I had left in the hotel room was like a time bomb. It exploded at this instant, causing my face to turn red.

"Song Yi, Xue Yong called me last night!"

I was stunned, feeling uneasy. "Director Gu, I …"

He heaved a long sigh and said, "I understand. Although I didn't read that book, Xue Tong is a genius. Although I really don't think much of his methods, I have to say, he's more suited to this circle than me!"

"Director Gu, I didn't agree!" I tried to explain.

Director Gu laughed. "Because of me?"

I didn't nod or shake my head, but Director Gu reached out and patted my shoulder. "Thanks!"

I lowered my head with some difficulty. "Actually, you can blame me. You can strictly forbid me from answering. I'm very sad for you to be like this! "

"Song Yi!" Director Gu approached me with a somewhat elated expression. "Actually, I had a misunderstanding about you earlier. I always felt that you were the kind of person who was especially arrogant and uncontrollable. Maybe Mr. Shaw was there at that time, but it's different now. However, I am very happy to meet you in my new identity. It also allows me to see a new you who has great potential in addition to writing a script! I think highly of you, you can do it! "

My eyes filled with tears. I had never felt so warm inside.

In my memory, there has never been a fatherly love, and motherly love is even rarer. I have never had a good impression of anyone as old as my father. No, to be exact, I have never had a good impression of anyone other than Xiao Jin Dong.

I never believed in human nature. And never hope that one day I can be tender to this world. I look down on people with my evil, and the world is after all still full of evil.

But this person in front of you, he is high and mighty, and yet he is on the same level as you. He saw through everything and was unwilling to accept everything. However, he was also able to bend his body to accept everything.

"Okay, with your current state, you're not going to be like a character setting a screenplay. Keep up the good work!" Director Gu patted me again before standing up and leaving.

I lowered my head, not daring to raise my head to send him off. I was afraid that my tears would fall down unexpectedly. In front of so many people, I couldn't and couldn't get used to showing off my weakness.

That night, I wrote back to Wang Xuan to tell her that I would participate in the audition truthfully, but there was one thing I wouldn't bring money into the group. If the audition was successful, there must be an additional clause in the contract.

Wang Xuan was very happy with my sudden enlightenment, but was so angry at my stubbornness that she scratched her ears and cheeks.

In the end, it was still my perseverance that won. Wang Xuan angrily hung up the phone, and once again, I picked up Xue Jean's script. It was a completely different style from my script.

There are always people above others. This society has never lacked surprises.

On the day of the audition, I applied for a leave of absence. Director Gu sent me to Wang Xuan's car with a smile. I drove all the way to the set set for the audition, and for the first time I saw Shay Jean in real life. I didn't expect him to be so young.

I thought the directors were all the incarnations of an old artist, and the person in front of me was so unruly that he didn't seem like someone who could control the whole situation.

"Hello, my name is Song Ke!" I reached out my hand, and Xue Jean's eyes looked over through the lens, looking at me with scrutiny and disdain.

"A real person is prettier than what's shown in the camera, but I don't lack vases!"

I was stunned for a moment before replying with a smile, "At least it's pleasing to the eyes!"

Xue Tong smiled. When he did not smile, it was already a bit sharp, but this smile was even more fierce. It was as if the people around him were all his servants and he was the emperor of the entire empire. For some reason, it was very similar to Xiao Jin Dong.

"You're right, beauty can give you a chance to be pleasing to the eyes, but the difference between a fake and an authentic one, is the meaning of art. Little Xuan brags so much about you, I'll be waiting to see!"

After saying that, Xue Jean turned around and left. He sat in the recording studio of the movie studio. There were several cameras in there. As for me, I was completely exposed.

Feeling helpless, I asked the staff beside me, "Don't the audition have a storyline set?"

That person seemed very surprised. "Have you never auditioned for Director Xue's movie before?"

I shook my head as a complicated look appeared in his eyes. It was as though I was a rookie that was being asked to come for an audition. There must be some unknown black gossip behind it.

"Director Xue, for the audition, there has never been a set scenario. You can do whatever you want!"

After saying that, the staff left. I was the only one left in the hall, along with Xue Jean, who was not in the camera.

With my shallow experience, I was really at a loss. However, he had already forced himself to this point. Not only was he slapping himself in the face, he could no longer add conditions to his contract even if he was forced to. That would only make things worse for Director Gu.

Taking a deep breath, I grit my teeth and walk to the front of the camera. I pretended that the black hole was Shay's eyes, and I imagined that I was the owner of the play. I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again, it was not me.

I don't know whether the five years that Xiao Jin Dong imprisoned me was luck or misfortune to me. My insane past makes it easy for me to blend into one character and become a stranger to myself.

Actually, I know that it's very dangerous. It's very easy to break my taut string, very easy to break the current balance, making me completely crazy.

However, I need this kind of madness. Only by doing this can I forget who I am and change that strange character into myself.

I didn't know how long I'd been playing, but suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my wrist. I snapped back to reality and saw Xue Ren's slightly angry face.

I was stunned and subconsciously called out, "Master!"

I saw complex emotions in Xue Jean's eyes. There was shock, there was displeasure, there was panic, and there was heartache!

He suddenly released my hand, and the force behind it caused me to stagger a little, but this time I was completely awake.

"Let's go back and wait for the notice!" Xue Jean entered the recording room and slammed the door. I was stunned for a moment, then turned around and walked out. I was the first person to audition, followed by two other people, who were being warmed up by the manager. They looked at me with disdain.

I walked out with my head down and heard whispers behind me. "I didn't know that it was that investor's little lover who thought he could enter the entertainment industry with a charming face. What a daydream!"

"Director Xue said that you have to go back now that he's chosen!" I heard the voices of the staff and the indignant complaints of the crowd, which eventually became the most vicious attack on me.

I stood at the corner, leaning against the wall, and let out a long sigh of relief.