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When Xiao Jin came in the winter, I was sitting at the table eating noodles. Fourth Bro was lying on the sofa, snoring loudly.

I was embarrassed, as if I had been caught in a bed, but the most embarrassing thing was that I was still wearing my pajamas.

"He's drunk, I don't know why he's here!" Xiao Jin Dong frowned and looked at me. I didn't know what to do, so I grabbed my clothes and said, "I'll wake him up and let him go!"

"No need!" Xiao Jin Dong opened his mouth and looked at the location of the sofa. Finally, he went straight to the bedroom. He leaned against the bed and I followed him in. I locked the door behind me and started to unbutton my clothes with my head down.

"Come here!" Xiao Jin Dong waved at me. I was stunned for a moment before I walked up to him and asked, "You don't want it?"

Xiao Jin Dong's face was full of helplessness. He didn't pull me, but just looked at me. Song Yi, you clearly know that my real purpose is not to do this! "

I lowered my head to correct him, "Mr Xiao, I am Song Ke Ren, not Song Yi!"

Xiao Jin Dong let out a long sigh of relief and didn't look at me again. He got up and walked to the window and stood. The location of this apartment was very good and his vision was very wide. Previously, when I could not sleep, I would often look at it this way. Only when I saw the latter half of the night did I remember that I was still alive. Only then did I remember that the living people had to sleep.

"Xiao is satisfied that I am in charge of the Zhenjiang Group because he has three hundred million of Zhenjiang's assets vacant. When the old man reincarnated, he had already done his research, but the directors didn't know about it. I felt that this was a chance, a chance to make Zhenjiang my own. I took advantage of it, but I didn't expect to lose. Xiao was satisfied and wanted you dead. I know. I've been following you about Sicily, and I know Xiao Manjun took you there. Captain Lin and Gu Qing, who saved you before, are on good terms. He wants a promotion and a raise. Although they didn't care about the western suburbs, they didn't really care. However, no one was willing to gnaw on this tough bone. "But if you eat it, the benefits are also not small."

"Why is Mister Xiao telling me this? I don't understand!" I interrupted him, clenching my hands, unwilling to take a step closer.

Xiao Jin Dong ignored me. His voice was still unhurried, as if he was talking to himself, but also talking to me.

"Song Yi can no longer live in this world because the Xiao family doesn't allow the existence of Song Yi or Xiao Jin Dong. They are all jokes for the Xiao family, jokes for outsiders. When the old tutor was still alive, he'd wanted to kill me many times, wanted to kill Song Yi, but he was still old in the end. It's a pity that he died without paying the appropriate price for his sins. There was a time when I thought, When people die, when the lamp goes out, all grievances will disappear. I think that Xiao Jin Dong can also abandon his past and become a righteous person, and not an unspeakable existence in the Xiao family. I thought, if I walked into the light, I would definitely smile and show mercy to everyone! Unfortunately, it's not possible! "

As Xiao Jin Dong said this, he turned his head to look at me. "If there is someone who has grasped your weakness, then you will never be free. I hate this feeling. I hate how others will stab you after you have forgiven them. Xiao was satisfied with Song Yi's death, so I will let him die. I can make sure that a corpse is buried in the cemetery at 108 Xinli Street, but I want you to remember that you are called Song Yi and are not a Song Ke! At least, not in front of me! "

I stared blankly at Xiao Jin Dong, wanting to mock his contradiction. He is the one who forced me to be Song Ke, and he is the one who has forced me to be Song Yi.

However, my sarcasm couldn't form an expression on my face, because my heart was locked by Xiao Jin Dong, and could only fluctuate with him. Xiao Jin Dong's tiredness never appears in front of others. I once thought that he was like a superman.

I thought whether the one who was drunk was Fourth Bro or this Xiao Jin Dong in front of me. He gently hugged me and pressed his chin against my neck, trembling slightly.

He said, "Song Yi, I miss you very much. I really miss you very much!"

I had no power to refute him, to obey my duty as a mistress, to reach out and unbutton his buttons, his belt, my hand held down by him, pressed against the belt that was undone.

I looked up at him, still asking, "You don't want it?"

Xiao Jin Dong shook his head, "What's your name?"

"Song Ke Ren!"

Xiao Jin Dong broke free from my hand and took out his belt time and time again. He asked, "What's your name?"

"Song Ke Ren!"

He pushed me down on the bed, his belt around my hands. he asked. "What's your name?"

"Song Ke Ren!"

He roughly tore open my pajamas. I tilted my head to the side and looked at him. My hair was drenched with sweat from the struggle. "What's your name?"

"Ugh!" "I don't want to hear it!" he said.

Before he could finish, he came through me from behind, brusque and quick, like a madman. I was like duckweed in the water. I couldn't even moan. I felt pain, I felt sadness, I felt the bitterness that came from the bottom of my heart.

I wanted to cry. I wanted to hug this man and cry. But my hands were tied, and there was nothing I could do. Like me in reality, there was nothing I could do.

I knew about Xiao Jin Dong's loneliness. I knew that he had been trapped in a cage of darkness. I wanted to reach out my hand to him. I wanted to pull him out and tell him that I would be there no matter what.

But I can't. I can't let him be tied down by emotions on the way, I can't be the burden of Xiao Jin Dong, I can't be the Song Yi that can take away Xiao Jin Dong's life and drive him crazy.

I would rather choose, he crazily vented. I would rather choose, to die with scars all over. I would rather choose, to forever become that Song Ke person with no past and no future.

I love Xiao Jin Dong, but I love her more.

Ever since I woke up, I've been watching myself sink deeper and deeper into the whirlpool.

When I woke up, Xiao Jin Dong was standing by the bed smoking. It was still dark outside and the room was filled with the smell of hormones. I struggled to think of something and Xiao Jin Dong opened his mouth, "That notebook of yours was hidden for a long time, right?"

I was stunned. Only then did I see Chun Rui's script lying quietly under the dim bedside lamp.

Xiao Jin Dong extinguished the smoke and turned around to leave. The light in the living room flickered and his figure turned into a small black dot. It was as if he had just woken up from a dream and disappeared. I broke out in a cold sweat. At this moment, I had an instinctive reaction. I raised my hand to wipe my forehead. The heat was burning hot.

When I woke up, it was noon of the second day. I covered up all the wounds and sat opposite him in the living room with the script in my hand. When he woke up and saw me, he was extremely embarrassed, so I handed the book over and said, "Go find Wang Xuan, tell her, we're going to shoot Chun Rui!"