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"Song, Song Ke Ren!" He stuck out his tongue and I didn't let him in. I put my hand on the door frame. There was no one in the corridor. The silence made his voice seem especially loud.

"Song Ke Ren!" He called to me again, and the alcohol stank on my face, and I frowned, not with much patience.

"What's the matter?" I asked coldly. He looked at me, his young face full of indignation and anger. "I thought you were different!"

His voice echoed in the corridor.

I lifted my hand to check my watch. It was almost 12 o'clock. If he continued to make a ruckus like this, the entire crew would probably wake up.

I reached out and pulled him into the house, closed the door, and sat down in the only chair to look at him.

Shen Haoran staggered from my pull and didn't stop as he fell to the ground. He sat down with his legs crossed and the wine in his hands had disappeared to who knows where. He didn't care and started chattering like an old man.

It was all for the matter of Xiao Man Jun's arrival during the day. I could almost guess the reason for it. Moral bondage was nothing, but for a young head, there was nothing else apart from the tragic fate of youth. At that time, everyone felt that they were attracted to a single person. That was something that would never change in a lifetime, but it happened in a flash.

I coldly looked at him and silently listened. A drunk person, no matter what you say, he wouldn't be able to hear it.

Shen Haoran talked for a long time, but I don't know why. Maybe it was because I thought of him as my calligraphy about Xiao Jin Dong, and of myself as the free bird feather that made me want to be free. So, the longer I listened, the longer I looked at him, and I actually felt that the person in front of me was the Xiao Jin Dong from that time.

Thinking of this, joy inexplicably rose in my heart. It was weird, but it was real. The reality of Xiao Jin Dong, is calm, tolerant, but I write the sun, deep feelings. If time had flowed back, I would have truly returned to the age of seventeen, the age that I grew up with Xiao Jin Dong. If the Xiao Jin Dong at that time had been like Shen Haoran, how great that would have been.

I smiled, but my lips suddenly felt hot. I was startled and snapped out of my daze. I saw that Shen Haoran's face was inches away from me, and even my eyelashes could be seen.

Suddenly aware of what we were doing, I stood up and slapped him. Shen Haoran was beaten until he rolled on the floor. His leg kicked one of the bottles of wine and shattered it into pieces. The smell of alcohol filled the room and the strong, cheap alcohol made people feel nauseous.

"If you have caused enough trouble, then go back! I will not tell this matter to Wang Xuan and Fourth Bro! " I did my best to remain calm, but Shen Haoran just mumbled twice before lying on the floor and stopped moving.

I waited for a while, but there was no response. I walked over and kicked him, but he suddenly started snoring. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. I raised my hand to wipe my mouth, unable to describe what I felt. It was especially empty, especially uncomfortable.

I didn't disturb anyone. I returned to the bed and threw the blanket on Shen Haoran's body. I put on my jacket and leaned on the bed for a while.

Originally, I wanted to have a light sleep and wait for the other party to wake up in the morning. However, this sleep was a bit drowsy, and my dreams were a mess. I even suspected that I had gone through the events of the first twenty years in my head like a movie. I seemed to have seen a lot of things that I didn't remember before, but they all disappeared in the blink of an eye.

I waved my arms and screamed like a drowning man.

"Song Yi! Song Yi!" Someone was shaking me with all their might, but I couldn't get rid of the sound. I was so anxious that I was covered in sweat, as if someone was desperately pulling me down with a hand in the darkness.

Someone whispered in my ear, "Death is the perfect release. Song Yi, you have nothing left. What else is there to be nostalgic for!"

I wanted to retort, but it was as she said. I felt like I had nothing. That desolate despair, like salty sea water, completely sealed my mouth and nose.

"Song Yi! Song Yi!" Who's calling me, who's crying, who's pulling my hand.

When I compared strength, my body felt as if it was being torn apart and was suffocating from the pain. However, the hand in the darkness gradually disappeared, along with the voice that kept talking to me.

I don't know how much time passed, but when I woke up again, I was in the hospital. With a needle on the back of his hand, a cold feeling spread through his four limbs. Only then did he finally wake up completely.

"Where am I?" I asked in a hoarse voice. At this moment, a head popped out from the corner of the room, and my bloodshot eyes were filled with worry. "But, are you awake?"

I frowned at him. "Why are you here?"

Shen Haoran pursed his lips and did not say a word, his young and tender face revealed a look of not admitting defeat.

"Where are Fourth Bro and Wang Xuan?" I asked. I'm sick, and it should be these two who should be with me the most!

"Director Xiao is on set. Sister Xuan has drank too much, and hasn't woken up yet!" Shen Haoran explained to me, but when he mentioned that I was drunk, his face reddened again, "But … I'm sorry, I …"

"What happened last night?" I pretended not to remember anything as I looked at him. He was stunned for a moment, then shook his head in disappointment. "That doctor said that after I get this bottle, we can leave. I'll go get a car. You, wait for me for a while!"

He stood up as he finished speaking. Perhaps it was because he had been sitting for too long, but he felt a little dizzy. After swaying for a while, he held onto the bed and did not fall down.

I opened my mouth, but didn't say anything in the end. I only closed my eyes after he left, but my mind was completely blank.

I was a little upset with myself for my unstable mood and with Xiao Manjun's uninvited visit.

The sound of footsteps came from the door. After a while, the footsteps stopped by my bed. I thought it was Shen Haoran and did not want to speak, so I did not open my eyes.

After a long time, a voice sounded from above my head. It was extremely familiar, making me think about everything that happened here.

"You have the ability to escape, but not the ability to live, right?"

The cold voice that belongs to Xiao Jin Dong exploded above my head. I suddenly opened my eyes, and the moment I saw him, I nearly panicked and tried to get up, but I forgot that there was a needle on the back of my hand. After being tormented by me, I immediately pulled it out.

"It hurts, it hurts!" Xiao Jin Dong raised his head and looked at me, his eyes full of mockery. "Pain?"

I shut my mouth and shook my head.