I shook my head, not wanting to admit my cowardice. I didn't want to admit it. The first time I saw her in Xiao Jin Dong's villa, I recognized her. I didn't want to admit that Xiao Man Jun had recognized her when he raped her.

"I didn't!"

You can't compete with me, you can only destroy me. Even when you led the Gu family to find me, you did it on purpose, didn't you? "" That's right, you did it on purpose.

"No, I'm not. Song Chen, I'm not!" I was mad against the darkness of the mind, I didn't want to see Song Chen's description of me.

"No?" Then why didn't you mention my revenge, why didn't you kill everyone in the Xiao family, why didn't you make that Purgatory public! Song Yi, in the end, it's all because of your cowardice, your vanity, and your love for Xiao Jin Dong! " Song Chen's eyes were as red as blood. She screamed and reached out her long fingernails to pinch me.

I panicked and resisted, but a kitchen knife and a rusty kitchen knife appeared out of nowhere in my hand. The scene abruptly reverted to my old home. It was still broken, still dim, and there was still a man snoring like a dead pig.

"It's you, it's you!" I hated him to the core, pointing the kitchen knife at the man on the bed whose butt was sticking out and stinking, "If you didn't force me, I wouldn't be what I am now. Song Chen wouldn't die, I wouldn't have met Xiao Jin Dong. It's you, the one who deserves to die is you! "

My mind was unable to control itself as I brandished the kitchen knife in my hand and hacked downwards. However, halfway through, I was gripped tightly by a large hand.

"Song Yi, don't! She's your father!" Xiao Jin Dong suddenly appeared. His innocent face was already showing signs of heroic spirit, and his anxious eyes were no longer as cold and emotionless as they were now.

"He's not, he's just an animal, an animal!" I looked at Xiao Jin Dong's face and struggled desperately.

Xiao Jin Dong was pushed away by me. I shouted out loud and slashed with my blade with my eyes closed. I heard the sound of the blade sliding across my skin and the sound of blood dripping from my body.

I was so happy that I wanted to sing a song.

The man was dead, too good a death. I was relieved when he died. I'm free.

I threw my head back and laughed, but a sudden slap in the face woke me up. I opened my eyes and thought I was in a dream. Instinctively, I called Xiao Jin Dong.

But the person in front of me isn't Xiao Jin Dong, but my father who is holding a rusty kitchen knife.

"You little slut, you're just like that slut. You're just as bad as that slut!" He suddenly threw the kitchen knife on the ground with a 'kuang dang' sound. I was frightened and subconsciously retreated backwards. My leg hit the chair and I lost control of my body and fell to the ground.

Only then did I notice that the surrounding facilities weren't the Xiao family's. I looked at the person who was approaching us step by step. He was already dead, so how could he possibly appear? Yes, this is a dream, a dream.

I force my eyes shut, longing to see the light as soon as they open. But no, the instant I closed my eyes, my clothes were ripped off.

"Little slut, I, your father, raised you to such a large age, but you were taken advantage of by the Xiao family's people. Didn't they not give me money?" Then laozi will fill them up. Hahahaha, little slut, you've developed quite well. "Slut, slut!"

I looked at the man who was cursing as he took off his clothes in terror. I shouted angrily, "You are my father! You are incest! You are going to be punished by the heavens!"

"F * ck, your father is not your father!" If it wasn't for laozi finding out that it's infertility, laozi would have been f * cked by that bitch of a mother. Let this daddy wear those green hats for nothing, this daddy must have some interest in order to be worthy of me! "

Dirty big hands, with a strong smell of inferior tobacco, rushed at me, and I shrank back, struggling with all my might. My clothes were torn, my chest exposed, my back exposed, my legs exposed, everything exposed.

The humiliation I had never felt drove me crazy. I wanted to commit suicide, so I touched the rusty kitchen knife. Yet, for some reason, it stabbed into the chest of the man who pounced on it.

His eyes widened, and the anger, unwillingness, and greed in them gradually cooled down as drops of blood dripped down.

He was dead. He was really dead.

I killed my own father, Number 521, Road 521, in Fuhai District!

So I really am a murderer! So this was the part of the truth that Xiao Jin Dong had concealed from me, and I still kept saying that I was innocent. How ironic, how ridiculous.

I walked in the dark in my blood-stained clothes. It was as if there had never been light in my world, never.

That being the case, why should I still be alive? As Huo Rulie said, I died in the villa where I was imprisoned for five years. I died in a frosted clinic.

That way, I wouldn't have to see Song Chen's death, wouldn't have to search for the truth, wouldn't have to face my own heart, wouldn't have to live alone like this forever.

"Yiyi, be good and wake up!"

Crack * The sound of something shattering resounded in his mind. The darkness around me seemed to have been forcibly torn apart by something. A blinding light shone through the cracks, driving away all the darkness. I saw a hand, a hand very much like the one Song Chen had a long, long time ago.

She said, Yiyi, come with me. I'll take you to freedom.

I watched with hope and envy as her white dress fluttered among the butterflies. I am not jealous, I am not hateful, I am not negative to the point of terror. I believe in her. I believe she can take me to the light.

I slowly stretched out my hand. If I tightly held onto her, I would have never let go at all, not allowing those cowards to let me destroy everything. Then, time would reverse and I could save Song Chen.

"Yiyi, be good, you're awake!"

A deep and gentle voice resounded, like the gentle caress of spring wind caressing the heart. I saw Song Chen smiling at me from a distance, her hair was tied in a long white dress, her pale face looked peaceful, and she said, "Song Yi, I should have hated you, but I don't want to hate you anymore! Hating someone was too tiring, and I couldn't put you in that position to remember. "I'm leaving. This time, I'm really leaving!"

She waved at me, and I shouted hoarsely, but my voice wouldn't come out, as if it were blocked by the thick light.

When everything was gone, my body suddenly felt very light, as light as it ever had been. The heavy heavy weight on my eyelids seemed to have disappeared as well. I couldn't wait to see what was going on. The moment the light entered my eyes, Xiao Jin Dong's face gradually became clear.

"Xiao Jin Dong, is that you?" I reached out and touched the warmth, and then burst into tears of joy.