C105 A surge of sadness

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You can look down on me today, but tomorrow I will make it so that you won't even be able to see me!

Sun Maijun's heart was filled with anger, he decided to implement his lofty ambition!

Actually, fate is like this. Many times, the things you spend so much effort to obtain are simply impossible to obtain! But once you stop being stubborn, one day, you might actually be able to catch me off guard and come to your side!

This was exactly how Sun Maijun imagined it. He dreamt that one day, if Gu Yuwei could kneel in front of him, he would be able to wash away her resentment from today!

However, who could say what would happen in the future? Right?

On Monday, Gu Yuwei would take lessons in Training schools as usual.

King Zhao's job was still very busy, Gu Yuwei heard from him that this week was going to be a gathering of all the officials in the group level and above, and that King Zhao was both Deputy Secretary-General and herself, so they would probably have to spend the next few days at the conference.

King Zhao had said that his time was no longer his own, and even his own people were no longer his own.

In the past, Gu Yuwei had not felt the helplessness in King Zhao's words, but now that she thought about it, she felt the emotions behind King Zhao's words.

Power was a good thing. With power, one could obtain many, many things they wanted. In this official society of China, power is like a magic wand, like Aladdin's lamp, let your dream come true.

But once you have power, it also means that you are constrained, not what some people think you are. On the contrary, the more power he had, the more restrictions he would face. For example, the King Zhao, his time and his people were no longer free.

Ordinary people could do whatever they wanted with their love. They could be romantic and sweet, and they could have a lot of things to do … However, she and King Zhao did not have such simple happiness …

Sometimes, she really wanted to be simply with him, even walking along the streets hand in hand, holding hands and going to the Group Field to buy vegetables, to lead a small life that was like that for ordinary people. However, this simple wish of hers had become a luxury that they would probably never be able to fulfill in their entire lives …

Gu Yuwei also hoped that the King Zhao would find some time to accompany her on a vacation, to see the sea, to go to a place with only the two of them, and to truly release their hearts and souls …

Although King Zhao had once said that she would do her best to arrange this kind of time, to take her to see the sea, to take a vacation, she was afraid that this was also an illusion. This was because King Zhao did not have this kind of time, nor did she have this kind of opportunity —

Sigh, I don't want to think about it anymore!

Gu Yuwei strolled inside the campus by herself, looking at Xiao Se who was swept away by the autumn wind, another wave of sadness surged in her heart —

If only King Zhao was by his side at this time, how nice would it be — —

The leaves of a wutong tree fluttered in the wind and landed at her feet.

Seeing this leaf that hadn't completely turned yellow, Gu Yuwei couldn't help but pick it up with her fingers.

One tree, one Subhuti. One flower, one world.

In truth, wasn't one leaf the same as a world?

Leaves do not have the beauty and fragrance of flowers, but, do not have the contrast of leaves, where the beauty of flowers?

Not all trees can blossom beautiful flowers, but all trees can have a lush leaf, can bring the shade of summer. This was something that the flowers could not compare to.

It was said that women were flowers, but Gu Yuwei sometimes felt that if she was not a flower, she was just an unremarkable leaf. Her life never seemed to blossom brilliantly.

The most brilliant thing in a woman's life is love, at the age where love should be, to love vigorously, to let their own life flourish!

However, she felt that she hadn't, that she had never been a great person.

The love he had with Wang Cheng was young, simple, and beautiful, but it did not become passionate.

The love he had with the King Zhao was unforgettable. It was unusual, mixed with all kinds of emotions, but it did not seem to be passionate.

Of course, most of the people in this life were ordinary and indifferent, and they only belonged to a very small number of people.

For example, Li Jiaojiao's love for her was extremely passionate. She loved him with courage, with craziness, with something special!

Sometimes, Gu Yuwei also thought to herself, why can't I love and be brave like Li Jiaojiao? To fight for everything you want?

However, she knew that all of this was determined by one's personality.

With Gu Yuwei's personality, she was destined to be as gentle as water, calm and ordinary. With Li Jiaojiao's fiery personality, it determined that her life would be even more brilliant and wonderful than normal people!

Perhaps this was how character determined fate!

Holding this leaf in his hand, Gu Yuwei walked aimlessly around the campus.

"Yu Wei, what are you thinking about?"

Hearing that voice, Gu Yuwei turned around and saw Huang Yunru standing behind him with a brilliant smile.

"Hehe, Sister Yun Ru, I'm just walking around. Are you going out?" Gu Yuwei asked with a smile.

"Why are you so free?" Huang Yunru smiled and said, "I'll go out to eat in a while. If you have nothing else, can you come with me?"

"I'm not going, you have your own matters, it's not good for me to go," Gu Yuwei said embarrassedly.

Huang Yunru had already brought her out many times, she felt that it wasn't right for her to always be under Huang Yunru's guidance. Moreover, every time she was with Huang Yunru, she felt that she was a little out of place. It seemed that there was a huge gap between her and Huang Yunru.

"It's fine, I'm not just here to listen in class, I also need to attend some activities and interact with some friends. Furthermore, I'm not on official business, I'm eating with my family, you are my good friend, it's fine to go together with them, and since you're fine, the things that they should be doing are all out, Yu Wei, let's go together, there's no need for you to be courteous to me —" Huang Yunru said.

"Hehe, thank you Sister Yun Ru, you are a family member of mine, it would be even more inappropriate for me to go," Gu Yuwei laughed, she did not want to disturb him.

He said that he would meet me for a meal. Since no one else was around, let's go together, "Huang Yunru said with a smile.

"Cousin, the meeting …" Gu Yuwei looked at Huang Yunru in puzzlement. Today, this was a meeting of all the Group Hall levels and above.

"Let's go, the carriage will be here soon —" Huang Yunru held Gu Yuwei's hand and walked out.

Gu Yuwei could no longer refuse, and followed Huang Yunru to the school gate.

Not long after, he saw a black Audi driving over.

After getting on the car, Huang Yunru said: "To the Victoria Restaurant on the side of Beijiang River —"

"Ok," the driver answered, and the car was soon in the middle of the surging traffic.

"Yu Wei, has your life always been this simple?" Huang Yunru looked at Gu Yuwei and asked.

Gu Yuwei didn't know what she was going to say. Simple? What do you mean?

"Heh heh, you really are just like a student who returned to his original self and focused on his studies. The boys in my class all said that you were a Goddess," Huang Yunru laughed and said.

"Goddess?" Gu Yuwei still didn't know what she wanted to say.

"You look like a student. You don't look like a government official!" Huang Yunru laughed and said, "Do you know why they said you are a goddess?"

Gu Yuwei looked at her, puzzled.

"They're saying it, they even dare to joke around with other people, and you're the only one. They don't dare to joke around lightly, saying that you're as noble as a goddess," Huang Yunru said with a smile.

"I — I didn't —" Gu Yuwei said in confusion. "I just have this kind of personality and I don't like to join in on the fun. I've been like this since I was young, I didn't intentionally stop joking around with them —"

Gu Yuwei knew that Huang Yunru was changing directions to remind her, telling her to be more consistent with the students in her class, and to be more involved with everyone's daily activities.

Actually, it wasn't that Gu Yuwei didn't want to join them, but it was just that she sometimes felt that it was a little awkward talking with them.

She knew that she was naturally shy and had not experienced many scenes. All of the male students were good at talking, and the jokes they usually made were quite lousy. She really couldn't get involved in any of them.

When class was over, everyone would gather together to chat. There were many boys in the class, but not many girls, and the boys liked to drag them in. However, Gu Yuwei could only listen and never pick up their conversation.

She knew that talking about these things was actually nothing. Everyone relaxed after studying, telling jokes to relieve their boredom, looking for happiness, and so on. However, she just didn't know how to talk about these things.

Unlike Huang Yunru, who could say anything and dared to say anything, Gu Yuwei felt that she was far inferior to her.

They were both from Female cadres, why was the difference between them so huge?

Hehe, Yu Wei, you still maintain your shyness in this kind of environment, it's really rare! Huang Yunru said with a smile, "The men in the group are men and the women, but they don't look like women anymore —"

After Gu Yuwei heard this, he was even more confused. Why does she not look like a woman anymore?

It was as if Huang Yun could become one with them, but she was still a woman! And it was a very feminine woman!

"Sister Yun Ru, why do I not understand your words?" Gu Yuwei laughed.

"Hehe, in the future you will understand." Huang Yunru said, "If a woman from the group is still a real woman, then she won't be able to stay in the group —"

A real woman? Could it be that Huang Yunru was not a real woman? And there are so many Female cadres s, including upper echelons that have their own female leaders, are they not real women? Gu Yuwei really did not know the meaning behind Huang Yun's words today. She was a little confused by how unfathomably profound he was.

When they reached the peak of the traffic jam, they drove very slowly. After driving for about an hour, they finally arrived at the Victoria Hotel.

The scenery here was really good! Although the scenery on both sides of the Beijiang River was not as beautiful as the Victoria Harbor of Hong Kong, it could still be considered to be one of the most beautiful places in the entire Jiangyou Group.