C67 Does not transfer according to the will of man

He Ying still thought that Zhang Wei was unhappy about that matter and gently said, "Don't worry, take care of your health. You are still young, and everything will recover soon, don't think that I simply like you that much. In fact, to be honest, I only liked you in the beginning, but now, even if that thing didn't happen, I still liked you."

Zywane looked up at He Ying, listening very seriously.

He Ying continued: "I don't know when this change started to occur to me, and I had thought about not letting myself have this thought, but, this is not something that can be transferred using the will of a human, I can't do it myself, I'm unable to erase this thought of yours from your mind and heart."

Zywane continued to look at He Ying in shock, not knowing what to say.

He Ying: "I know that our relationship is abnormal, to outsiders, I am a young woman who doesn't want to be alone. To old Gao, I am a bad woman who doesn't follow women.

"Don't say that," Zywane said to He Ying.

"No, I will say, I know that our relationship is rejected and rejected by social morality, but human feelings are so complicated and difficult to control that I cannot help but think of you and not like you. I am conflicted, and I do not want to give up my current superior material life, but I do not want to give up the good little man. No matter how you treat me, I won't be angry at you, I won't hate you, and in front of anyone, I'll always be arrogant, reserved, and unyielding, but towards you, I don't want to maintain anything, I'm willing to be the lowest kind of woman in front of you, as long as you don't ignore me, don't hurt my heart, and don't be icy cold to me. "

Zhang Wei was moved, it turned out that He Ying still had so many thoughts in her head, it turned out that He Ying had been very tolerant and kind to him.

Zhang Wei sat down and held He Ying's hands: "He Ying, I am deeply moved by your words just now. In fact, ever since I entered the company, you have been very good to me and have been very protective of me.

He Ying looked at Zywane with her big eyes.

Zywane continued, "However, I think you should also understand that there is an insurmountable gap between us. You have a family, children, a husband, a rich material life, and I, a bachelor, a worker, a pauper, is destined to be impossible between us. It is precisely because of this that I dare not accept your kindness from the bottom of my heart, do not want to accept your love, and do not want to admit my feelings for you. "

Zywane had always been conflicted between He Ying and himself. He had always used his instincts and reason to resist and explain himself, but he still felt that there were some things he had not figured out. Following He Ying's guidance, Zywane's heart was opened and the words in his heart were revealed. Zywane also became clear.

He Ying held onto Zywane's hand tightly, leaned on Zywane's chest and said softly: "I finally understand, between two people, there is no such thing as' that can also communicate, 'that can also be said to have joy, and that can also fuse together. I will try my best to convince myself that you are a good friend, a pure good friend, a good friend who is limited to drinking tea and talking about the heart. I will sincerely wish you find a woman you love, a woman you like, and I will return to my family and be a good woman. But, before the expiration date, I want you to treat me as your woman and your lover, even if your body is temporarily exhausted, we can stop doing that and don't have physical relationships. I just want you to show me a little bit of your sincerity. "

Zywane was moved by He Ying's heartfelt words, but he couldn't help but feel uneasy by his disguise just now. Holding He Ying in his arms, he seriously said, "Very good, He Ying, today I finally understand your feelings, I promise you, in the last month I will treat you well, I hope that we won't be lovers, and can still be friends. A lover is destined to be short, but friends can last a long time."

He Ying laid obediently in Zywane's arms and nodded.

At this time, Zywane's state of mind relaxed, and with the addition of He Ying's warm and supple body fragrance, his body could not help but have a response.

Zywane wanted to avoid the relationship between the two as much as possible. Since they could communicate and communicate well without doing that, he decided not to do it.

Actually, Zywane really wanted to do that. It had been a long time since he had done that. Zywane had always been interested in doing that.

However, every time he finished doing that thing with He Ying, it brought about a sense of loss, guilt, and uneasiness. It caused Zywane's spirit to be under great pressure, and after a short period of excitement, he fell into an abyss of pain.

Why is there loss, guilt, uneasiness? Zywane had tried to figure it out, but he could not find the answer.

Zywane reminded himself not to lose his way.

Zywane placed He Ying on the bed and kissed He Ying on the lips. He patted her face and said gently, "Be good and rest for a while.

This was the first time Zywane was so gentle and proactive towards He Ying.

He Ying was flattered and nodded obediently, smiling in satisfaction as she laid on the bed watching TV.

Zhang Wei breathed a sigh of relief, then went to the bathroom and washed his face with cold water.

Then, Zywane came out, turned off the lights, and sat in front of the computer table and turned on the computer.

The computer table s were at the side of the bed, so they couldn't be seen from the bed.

Zywane looked at the time. It was 12 o'clock, he did not know if Sister San Ren was there or not.

Login QQ, San Ren was online.

Zywane was very happy. It was already so late and his sister was still here. Was she working overtime? It was hard work.

Zywane said, "Sis, good evening. You're still here even though it's so late."

San Ren did not speak.

Zywane: "Sis, why aren't you saying anything? Why aren't you resting? "

San Ren still did not speak.

Zhang Wei said anxiously, "Say something, what are you doing?" Not here? Are you there? "

Zywane wondered if San Ren was not beside the computer this time, so he decided to wait.

After about 10 minutes, San Ren still did not make any sound, and just hung there.

Zywane felt that San Ren seemed to be deliberately staying silent, and also felt that San Ren had not come back since she left.

Zywane spoke for San Ren again: "Where did you go? Why aren't you talking? Are you there? "

Finally, San Ren sent over a single word: "Present."

Zhang Wei heaved a sigh of relief. "Sister, I've been waiting for you."

San Ren said coldly: "Yes, I have been here the entire time."

Zywane asked curiously, "You've been here all along?" "Then why are you ignoring me?"

San Ren did not reply Zhang Wei, but asked back: "What are you busy with?"

Zhang Wei: "I'm not busy, right, today I will go to Dragon-hair tourism and finish the second round of examinations and be hired by there. The day after tomorrow I will officially go to work, oh, no, it's already past 12, I should be going to work tomorrow, hehe."

San Ren said casually, "Oh, is that so? Congratulations. "

Zywane felt as if San Ren's mood was very low tonight. "Sister, are you feeling unwell?

San Ren: "Sigh, it's nothing. Where are you?"

"I — —" Zywane felt guilty for a moment, as if San Ren saw through her thoughts. "I — — I'm in the dorm."

San Ren: "You're at the dorm?"

Being questioned by San Ren, Zywane became a little flustered in his heart, "Yes, it's in the dorm."

San Ren: "What are you panicking for?"

Zywane was shocked. His sister could see his panic and quickly said, "I-I'm not panicking."

San Ren was silent for a moment, then said: "Have you eaten dinner?"

Zywane felt that something was off. It was already so late. His sister asked him about dinner and hurriedly replied, "Yes, I did. I ate a long time ago."

San Ren: "How do you eat it?"

Zhang Wei was touched. His sister was worried that no one would take care of her and was afraid that she wouldn't be able to eat well. He replied, "We cooked noodles in our dorm together. I ate until I was full. Hur Hur."

Zhang Wei thought that he must not let San Ren know about him and He Ying coming out. Otherwise, she would look down on him.

San Ren suddenly stopped talking.

Zywane: "Sis, why aren't you saying anything?"

San Ren still did not speak.

Zywane continued, "Sis, are you there? Why is there no sound again? "

After a long while, San Ren sighed: "I'm tired, I need to rest, good night, 88."

Then, without waiting for Zywane's reply, he logged off and left.

Zywane was startled, what happened to San Ren tonight? He seemed to have a lot of opinions and emotions about her, but he didn't do anything to her.

This was the first time San Ren was so cold to him, and Zywane felt very uncomfortable inside as she was blocked off. Just what exactly was going on with Big Sister San Ren.

Initially, Zhang Wei had a lot of things on his mind. He wanted to chat with San Ren and find a way to solve the problem.

Just where did he make San Ren angry? Zywane carefully reviewed the past few days. No, he did not have anything to make her unhappy.

Zywane turned off his laptop and lay down on his bed. He put his hands behind his head and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

He Ying was watching TV when she saw Zywane become gloomy and lean over: "What's wrong? "Lad, why aren't you going online?"

"It's boring, I'm not going." Zywane replied with a muffled voice.

He Ying laughed, "What? She didn't meet anyone she liked online? Or did you not catch one when you were fishing online? "

Zhang Wei waved his hands at He Ying, "Go, go. What is this?

He Ying slipped down and laid beside Zywane. She placed her face on top of Zywane's chest and said, "Hee hee, what nonsense, we are all people from the past. The moment I saw your gaze, I knew that your relationship was not going well.

Zhang Wei was stunned. Love! A virtual cyberspace can make you happy, make you sad, and even make you worry. Could it be that these feelings can also be transmitted and accumulated in virtual space? He had unknowingly entered a romantic relationship?

Then, for Sister San Ren to be so unhappy today, and have such a deep prejudice against him, could it be that she was also feeling sorry for him?

In that case, her feelings for Big Sister San Ren had already slowly changed, and had deepened from friendship to …

Then, what kind of feelings did San Ren have for herself? Is it also …

Zywane's mind was in turmoil, his thoughts in turmoil as his emotions were unable to calm down.