C186 Impassable red line

Zywane: "Chen Yao is still a friend, a peer, a business partner, no matter how beautiful she is, no matter how outstanding she is, it has nothing to do with me. In my heart, there is always a red line, an insurmountable red line, in my heart, I have never had any distracting thoughts about surpassing that line, nor did I dare to think about surpassing it. She can become a very good friend, a very good partner, but that is all.

And you, you are the most beloved person in my heart, the person I most want to love and care the most, the person that is filled with boundless love and warmth in my heart, the person that I dream of sharing my life with, even though I have never met my sister, even though I have always wanted to see her and hear her voice, I am not in a hurry now, because I know in my heart that my sister is the most beautiful woman in the world, and my sister's voice is the gentlest voice in the world, and my sister is the love of my life.

San Ren was silent for a while again, before she said: "Silly Bear, thank you. After thinking about it again and again for this period of time, today, I want to tell you everything …"

Zywane's heart started beating rapidly, "Sis, go ahead."

San Ren: "Actually, after knowing you for so long, I have been observing you from all over, and have been understanding you from all over the place, until now, I finally started to slowly understand your heart, and finally began to gradually understand your entire person.

"My sister is someone who has experienced everything. The love and hate of the past, the injuries and pain of the past, they left too deep and deep a mark on my sister's heart. Countless cold nights, I was unable to sleep, and the things that I remember always came out to remind me, to warn me, to remind me.

"I yearn for sunshine, I yearn for warmth, I yearn for a companion I know well, I long to meet, I long to meet, I long to meet, I long to meet, I long to meet, I long to meet, I long to meet, I long to meet, I long to meet, I long to meet.

"How I wish I could defeat the demons in my heart, how I wish I could break free from the shackles of memories, how I wish I could take a medicine that would let me forget the past, make me forget all the pain and pain of the past. "Thank you, silly bear. You are the one who has been giving me confidence, strength, sunshine, and finally the courage to part ways and meet the dawn of hope. This light comes from your motivation and your light …"

This was the first time that Big Sister San Ren had truly revealed her heart to him and revealed her feelings. In this quiet midnight, at this moment of transition between the old and the new, Zywane was deeply moved. His sister's heart was fully opened to him, her sister's love was like a blooming flower, slowly showing him, what could be happier than this? What better New Year's gift than this?

Zywane said, "Sis, I'm so glad to hear you say that. I feel that my heart is so close to yours."

San Ren: "Hehehehe, silly bear, big sister didn't give you a New Year present either, I'm really sorry."

Zywane: "Don't say that, sis. Didn't I also not give you a New Year present? I can understand that objective conditions don't allow it. Besides, isn't what you said to me today my best New Year's gift? Not exchanging for a thousand gold! "

San Ren: "You are also my best New Year gift, because I finally saw a complete and perfect Zywane, a man who used true love on me from the soul to the exterior. Idiot bear, I once thought that I would never be able to be happy again, never be happy, never be able to be happy again, but ever since I met you, you have unconsciously changed my mind, changed my perspective, you are the driving force behind my happiness, you are the source of my happiness, being together with you, is the happiest time of my life.

"Although I have never opened my heart to you, I have unknowingly opened it to you amidst the conflict between depression and waiting, silence and the constant fighting of desire. Looking back, I have to admit that you have changed me … Actually, the words in my heart have been wanting to tell you for a long time. It's only because of my contradictions and my confusion and fear towards the future that I have waited until today. "

Zywane: "Sis, I feel dizzy again after hearing that. Am I really that useful? Now that we are only together over the Internet, you will feel so happy. If we are together in reality, you will feel happier. Sigh … Sister, when will we really meet? I wonder when I will be able to meet my real sister? "

San Ren: "Silly Bear, I think it's about … "Spring..."

Zywane said, "Sis, it's already spring. Today is the Spring Festival."

San Ren replied, "That's right, little fool. The cold winter has passed, the night has passed, and dawn is about to come. Spring has already arrived."

Zywane: "But... Sis, how long will I have to wait in this long spring?"

San Ren: "Brother, remember your sister's words, don't be anxious, and don't be confused. Perhaps, very soon, on some special day, you will meet the legendary Big Sister San Ren."

Zywane was extremely excited, "Sis, you didn't scam me, did you? Don't scold me, is it true?"

San Ren: "If nothing unexpected happens, if nothing goes wrong, then this day will come really quickly because this block of ice in Big Sister's heart is about to be completely melted by this little fool. The day that it will completely melt will also be the day we meet again."

Zywane: "I wish I could add 120 degrees to your temperature right now."

San Ren: "Chef Zhang, did you think it was steamed bread? With such a high temperature, 120 degrees, it vaporized my sister. I don't know where it went. "Hah hah!"

Zywane said, "I'm too excited. I can't wait any longer!"

San Ren: "Remember my words, everything is natural and cannot be forced. Success is also fate, defeat is also fate, and failure is the only way. We have already passed through autumn winter, our seeds have already matured, and are about to break through the soil and sprout.

Zywane's heart gradually calmed down. "Sister, I will listen to you, but — I am still very excited!"

San Ren, "Hee hee... Don't be discouraged, don't feel disheartened, and don't feel sad for yourself in the moment of disappointment. You are a man, you must learn to be calm, you must learn to grasp the overall situation, you must not only be a mature man physically, you must also become a mature man psychologically. "

Zywane: "I will remember what my sister taught me. I will never forget it. I will look forward to the day when we meet!"

San Ren: "You are a man, a sky, a pillar, a mountain. No matter how strong a woman is, they all desire to nestle in the arms of their beloved man to rest, they all desire the firm arms of a man to protect them, they all look forward to the indestructible will of a man to inspire them. No matter how strong a woman is, they all hope to have a warm home, hope to have a perfect home, hope to have a happy life as a couple.

Zhang Wei sent a nodding emoji and felt the responsibility on his shoulders strengthen. "Sister, don't worry. I will not let you down. I will melt the last remnants of ice in your heart as soon as possible and let your heart's water flow happily. I will definitely let us meet as soon as possible."

San Ren sent a gentle gaze over: "Ever since I went through the failure of my marriage, my heart has always been hiding in the darkness. I don't dare to face the direct sunlight, but, silly bear, I believe that you will become the sunshine when I disperse the demons, and you will become the sun in my heart forever …"

Zywane's blood was boiling and his heart was beating like a few rabbits, "Sister, life is so beautiful, the future is so bright, I am your sun, don't flinch, don't retreat, raise your head and walk forward, come on … God bless you! "

San Ren, "Haha … "Foolish bear, I find that we believe in different things. You believe in Christianity, I believe in Buddhism, and when you pray, you 'Haruya thanks God' and I 'Amitabha', that won't cause any conflicts, right?"

Zywane: "Haha..." I am a fool, I have no religion, I have no religion, I belong to a lost generation, I used to believe in communism when I was a child, but when I grew up, I understood that it was a utopia, my faith was shattered, now I have no faith, if there is one, it is money, money! "

San Ren: "Poor stupid bear, in the end, you have turned into a confused generation. This person, no matter what he believes, he must have a spiritual trust, and this money, should not be a belief, but can be one of the things to live and pursue. It seems that I have to enlighten you, help you establish a spiritual faith, a trust."

Zywane: "Yo! Elder sister, could it be that you want me to believe in your Amitabha? I'm not interested! If I don't believe in money, then I can just believe in you … "

San Ren: "Hehe! Are you kidding me? I was just about to believe in you, but instead, you want to believe in me. Sigh … a man without ambition, what can't he believe in? You believe in a woman … "Speechless!"

Zhang Wei sent a confused emoji, "Then what kind of faith is sister going to help me build?"

San Ren: "There's going to be a lot of time in the future. We'll see what kind of material you have then!"

Zywane giggled. "Hur Hur."

San Ren sent over a finger: "Look at your silly look! Stupid bear! Oh yeah, from what you said before, why did Chen Yao keep on calling you pet name? "

Zywane: "Heh heh..." This person usually has a very refined temperament, calm and unhurried, but in private, he is also very funny, likes to make fun of humor, and is very lively. The more I don't let her call me, the more I will call her.

San Ren: "Ah, this nickname, actually anyone with a close relationship can call me that, it's not something only the parents and elders can call me. I have a few close girlfriends, they all like to call me with this nickname, hehe."