Chapter 330

"What's the use of forbearance? He doesn't look up to us. Why should we stick our hot face to others' cold buttocks?" Xu Zixi felt humiliated. She was proud of herself. She never pursued others actively, not to mention the things that she had to beg for after being rejected. It was a nightmare for her. The sense of frustration that Gu Sinian tasted here made her angry.

"You don't know. That's what men are like. They always think that they are great, but not everyone can give them such affirmation, so they need to find the feeling of being recognized and worshipped in women. Especially young master Owen, who was born out of wedlock before, must have been looked down upon by many people. He also hopes to be recognized by others in his heart. So at this time, if you want to make him fall in love with you, you must show a bit of weakness in front of him. You can't have a lady's temper. Otherwise, people will pay much attention to him. "

Mrs. Xu can be said to have learned a lot about this, because she used this way to hook up with her present husband, successfully squeezed out the original mate, became a noble lady, and lived a luxurious life because he mastered the knack of how to please a man. She hoped that her daughter could also marry into a rich family step by step She was born in disgrace.

"But I don't think he means anything to me at all. I've been courting him before, and he doesn't react at all. If I still rush to go, it's too cheap. "To tell you the truth, Xu Zixi still has a strong sense of self-respect. She has been spoiled from childhood to adulthood. She has never suffered such an injustice.

"Oh, you silly boy, you are so angry now. I don't know what you will get if you lower your head and succeed. Think about it, Mrs. Windsor. What kind of life did she lead? Aristocrats like the Allen family. Once you married, you would be in the upper class. It's quite different from us now. Don't you want to live like that

Mrs. Xu is good at persuasion. Indeed, Xu Zixi has a strong sense of vanity. Although her family is much better than ordinary families and has money, it can't compare with those aristocrats. After all, she is still not a member of the upper class. She also wants to enter that circle and accept the respect of others.

"But if I do, what if that young master Owen still doesn't like me?"

"Always have to try to know, otherwise you really willing?"

Yes, Xu Zixi is not willing.

After Gu Sinian left, he directly called his assistant and asked him to go to the previous driver to verify the situation of that night. Xu Zixi was a little too deliberate. At that time, When interrogating them, Gu Sinian didn't ask too much. Xu Luoyao seemed to have taken all the things on his own, so Gu Sinian didn't care Yes, there is another person related to this matter.

Now it seems that things are not so simple.

Gu Sinian opened the letter left by Xu Luoyao. The paper was wrinkled and the handwriting was messy. I think Xu Luoyao didn't know how desperate she was when she wrote these words.

After Xu Luoyao came back from Allen's house, she was scolded by her father pointing at her nose.

"I don't know my shame. I'm so proud that I've been exposed on the spot. Aren't you proud of that? We've been disgraced by you. "

"If you look at you, cry, you will know. Lin Shaoyang did it on his own. I told you not to care about his life and death. You just didn't listen to him. He did such a thing to save him. Is it ok now? Ah? There's nothing left. It's going to hurt us. The Allen family. That young master is clearly angry. He will certainly kill Lin Shaoyang. You can collect his corpse. I don't know if it will affect our family

"You're a whore now, you know? If you live like this, you'd better die. How can I have a daughter who is so unrivalled? Don't you hurry to kill the evil seed in your stomach

"Luoyao, you have gone too far this time. It's a shame for you to talk about how you look now. If this thing spreads out, what should you do? Oh, why are you so stupid. I don't think the child can be left. "

"I'm so angry that you can get out of the Xu family. I don't have such a shameless daughter and shameless old shoes. How can you do such a dirty thing? Ah? Who taught you that? "

All the insults made Xu Luoyao feel desperate. Did she do something wrong? Yes, everyone said that she did something wrong, so she began to doubt that she was really wrong, but what should I do? She also felt afraid, regretful and desperate, but she just wanted to save Lin Shaoyang.

Now, Lin Shaoyang did not save back, but she put herself into it.

Xu Luoyao has never suffered such a big blow. She suddenly feels that she is really shameless and continues to live in this world. Only death is her destination. She becomes more and more desperate and writes down this letter with tears in her eyes. Then, she does not hesitate to open her wrist.She doesn't know what to do in the future. She has no future. As for the child in her belly, if she doesn't recognize him, she will only be regarded as a kind of evil, an illegitimate child. It's better to die with her. If they die, they will be clean and clean. They won't lose the face of Xu's family and make them feel angry and humiliated.

"Dad, you always say I'm disgraced. But you don't know, I've tried to be the best. I've been thinking that if you hadn't betrayed my mother and killed her, I should have had a beautiful family, and I might not have become the daughter who makes you lose face. But I don't feel sorry for you. I miss my mother very much. I want to find her. Auntie and sister have always been good to me, but I still want my own mother. My sister helped me a lot. Although I didn't save Shaoyang in the end, I still want to say thank you to my sister. "

"Shaoyang, I'm sorry, I really tried my best, but I did so much, it seems that I didn't help you, I'm sorry, I'm useless, I don't have the face to see you, I can't be your bride. Next life, next life, I must marry you. "