v2 Chapter 350： rain falls

"Yuluo, have you been waiting for a long time? Mom will take you to eat something delicious, don't you like salted egg yolk rice balls? Mom will take you to eat."

Mother opened the door, came out disheveled, and forced herself to pull herself up calmly.

Xiao Yuluo didn't speak. She passed the half-closed door and saw the greasy middle-aged man holding up his pants.

She didn't understand what happened just now, but looking at the rolls of banknotes in her mother's hand, she knew that her mother should have made some money.

"Mom, shall we go home?" Xiao Yuluo looked at the roll of banknotes, full of disgust for some reason.

"Yuluo." When her mother heard that, her expression panicked, helpless, and guilty. She raised her hand to help Xiaoyuluo brush away a strand of hair that fell on her cheek, with hot tears in her eyes, forcing her choking: "We are here. No home."

"Did Dad want us?" Xiao Yuluo remembered that he should have a father just like other children.

That father may be strict, but every time he comes home from get off work and sees himself, he will show a gentle smile.

Occasionally, he would bring two of his favorite salted egg yolk rice balls, and he would secretly hide one and let his mother put it in his father's bento box the next day.

But, since when did you never see him again?

It seems... from that time, a woman broke into the house.

She took a group of people and broke into her home, and she couldn't help but use the most filthy words to insult her mother.

Those people beat and kicked their mother, and they were in her mother's arms and were well protected by her mother.

I was in my mother's arms, and I saw a boy who was a little older than me standing behind the woman through the arms.

He was wearing a delicate little dress, his hair was combed like an adult, and a big red bow was pinned to the neckline of his white shirt.

He must be doing better than himself. Does he also like to eat salted egg yolk rice balls?

What happened after that, Xiao Yuluo can't remember, but she deeply got that little dress and bow tie into her mind.

Since that day, he and his mother have been homeless and wandering the streets.

When I was very hungry, my mother would sneak into the convenience store on the street and bring out some snacks.

But I don't know why, sometimes the clerk would chase out the door and yell at the mother who dragged him away.

Sometimes, my mother came out with bruises on the corners of her mouth, and said sorry to herself very gently.

Often at this time, I guess I am going to be hungry again today.

But the mother must be hungrier than herself, but she always smiles and tells herself not to worry.

Later, I don't know when to start, I don't have to go hungry anymore.

Even every few days, I can still eat my favorite salted egg yolk rice balls.

Although my mother often went into and out of different people's homes, leaving herself outside.

Sometimes, I can see my mother's face in the window.

She would bite her lip, gesturing to turn her head away, not to look.

In fact, my mother didn't know that after she left home, she no longer liked salted egg yolk rice balls.

Not because it doesn't taste good.

but because.

There is no love there.

love from a father.

In my memory, it rained a lot that night.

The mother held herself and walked in the heavy rain. The cold rain fell on her body, making people shiver from the cold.

The mother held herself with one hand and clenched the banknotes tightly with the other hand, not wanting them to get wet by the rain.

Passing by a soup pool, her mother took her in, took out two banknotes distressedly, and gave them to the fierce-looking Obasan.

It's so warm in the pool.

The warm water vapor condenses into water droplets on the white tiles and slowly slides down.

Sitting on a small stool by myself, my mother called a basin of hot water and wiped my body with a towel bit by bit.

very carefully.

Also very gentle.

My mother said something she didn't understand to me at the time, and she's still in a hurry to this day.

The body is like a bodhi tree, and the mind is like a mirror.

Always wipe frequently, do not cause dust.

There must be a deep meaning in this sentence.

When the mother said this, her voice was trembling and her eyes were wet.

Is it because the water vapor in the soup pool is too large, blindfolded?

probably.

When I was young, I didn't know anything.

At that age, you should know nothing!

It was also that night, that Tangchi, where my mother met the noble person in her life.

It was a woman with heavy makeup, even if she entered a room full of steam, her face was full of powder.

The powder was so heavy that her face and neck were divided into two different colors.

When I walked up and down, I heard other aunts in the soup pool say that men like women like this.

But the mother is not like this, but also very popular with men.

Although those men, I and my mother have only met once.

But from the look in the eyes of those people looking at their mother, they were very satisfied with her mother.

It's like going to the vegetable market to buy a chicken, and this chicken is evenly fat and thin, and it's good quality and cheap.

That woman's name is Erika Kogawa, and according to her own words, she is a film and television actress.

Specializing in some roles that men like to watch.

She also said that her mother looks and has a good figure and is very suitable for this line of work.

It can be seen that the mother wanted to refuse at that time.

But after hesitating for a while, he just said to think about it again.

Erika Kogawa left a card saying that her mother had figured it out, and she could be found through this card.

For the next few days, Xiao Yuluo developed a high fever and was in a daze.

When I woke up, I realized that I had a place to live with my mother.

The mother said that she has found a job and can make a lot of money, and she will never be hungry again.

Even salted egg yolk rice **** can be eaten every day, every day.

Xiao Yuluo didn't tell her mother that she didn't like salted egg yolk rice **** for a long time, and now she likes to eat the kind of snacks sold in convenience stores.

Because there is love in those little treats.

That is love from a mother.

Since then, things have gotten better and better at home, and the house has gotten bigger and bigger.

Xiao Yuluo can also walk into the campus, study and study like other children.

It's just that there is one less tender mother in that world.

There is an additional film and television actor whose stage name is "Zhezi Ozawa".

Specializing in roles that men like to watch.

very popular.

Days go by, and the little rain grows up day by day.

Mother seems to be trying to make up for something, she will give herself anything she wants.

But the only thing I can't give is the love I had when I was a child.

Until that day, Yuluo, who was going to school, received a call from her mother who fell seriously ill at work and was sent to the hospital.

By the time she arrived, her mother was already hanging by a thread.

Because of the long-term high-intensity work and the frail body of hunger, I was diagnosed with stomach cancer that day.

Late has begun to spread.

Yuluo remembered that day, the afterglow of the setting sun came in through the window and fell on the mother's pillow.

Kneeling in front of the bed, her mother held her hand, and once showed that familiar smile and said to herself.

It's over, let's go home.

She will leave all the savings to her daughter. The money is enough for her daughter to finish college. If she uses it for medical treatment, it will undoubtedly bring down this difficult family again.

That day, Yuluo realized that his mother's love for him had never changed.

The only thing that has changed is her own heart.

and love for mothers.

Before her mother died, the last words she said to Yuluo were.

"Rainfall, turn your head and don't look."

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