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"Rui Rui doesn't need it..."

"Stop lying to yourself, okay? Even if Rui Rui really didn't need it, what about the other child? Can you be sure that she doesn't need her mother? "

My eyes widened, and for a moment my thoughts went back to five years ago.

Actually, Rui Rui always had a twin sister, but in order to completely pull her out of the shadows of the past, I had Huo Ting hand her over to Bo Lengqing.

I still remember that it was his and Lin Ran's wedding that day, but the wedding that he longed for didn't go as smoothly as he thought.

"Second Young Master Bo, congratulations. Today, you will get your wish granted and marry the Miss Lin. I wish you a hundred years of good harmony!" Xiao Wei held onto a glass of red wine. With red eyes, he looked at him and Lin Ran who was wearing her bride's dress: "It's just that she pitied Big Sis Su Cha. She's carrying your child, and she's about to die alone in the hospital!"

"Miss Huo, if you are here to ruin the scene, you are not welcome here!"

"Smash it?!" Bo Lengqing, I just want to come over and remind you that every time you have a wedding anniversary with Lin Ran, you and Big Sister Su Cha's child will have to pass the anniversary for her! "

"What nonsense are you spouting?! "She's perfectly fine …"

"Good?!" You're the only one who'll feel better about a cancer patient! Sister Su Cha was hiding everything from you, she doesn't want you to know anything, she's afraid that you'll feel hurt and guilty, but I'm different! Bo Lengqing, for you to be so cold-hearted, there is really no one left! "

"How is that possible? She clearly …"

"I also hope that this is impossible, and that all of this is fake! I wanted to let this rot away in my stomach, but why?! Why are you and that woman so happy and yet she has to endure all the pain?! Lin Ran, you stole everything that belongs to her! How can you be happy?! "

"What do you mean?!" Bo Lengqing's expression suddenly became ugly.

Xiao Wei laughed coldly: "What do I mean?! Ask the woman beside you! "

"Leng Qing, don't believe her! Have you forgotten? This is not the first time she had done this for Su Cha! It had to be Su Cha, it had to be her! She knew that the two of us are getting married today and she didn't want to make things easy for us, so she intentionally told us such a lie and told Xiao Wei to come over to provoke us … "

"Bo Lengqing, she's in the operation room right now. She told my cousin that no matter what happens, he must protect the child and the only bloodline between you and her! Bo Lengqing, she loved you so much, and used her life to love you, but you have never believed in her! "

Xiao Wei looked coldly at Bo Lengqing and Lin Ran: "You said that you love the woman beside you, but in the three years you were together with her, the one you took the trouble to tie her to by your side was actually Su Cha! The woman beside you is just an impostor! "

"Leng Qing, don't listen to her. It's not like this …" Lin Ran immediately pulled Bo Lengqing's hand and explained.

"If it wasn't to set up the wedding venue for Big Sister Su Cha and to protect her, how could you have lost your memories? How could you let this woman have the opportunity to do so?! "But you don't remember anything, you promised to give her all the wedding ceremony for someone else!"

"Impossible …" It's absolutely impossible. I don't believe it, I don't believe it! "

Bo Lengqing's voice trembled as he held his head. A few shattered memories gushed into his brain like a stream.

"You saved her twice, and she almost lost her soul to you twice as well. She doesn't owe you anything anymore, so Bo Lengqing, you better not ever think about anything related to the past again, or else you'll only regret all the cruelty you showed her!"

After making a ruckus at his wedding venue, Xiao Wei immediately drove back to the hospital, where I had already been lying in bed for a long time.

When I gave birth to Rui Rui, the shouts that I heard outside were not my imagination, but truly from him.

When I was in the operating room, after three painful operations in succession, I used all my strength to tell Huo Ting that if I could continue to live, I would disappear from this world. At least in his world, I wanted to be a dead man.

In order to allow my plan to proceed smoothly, I could only endure the pain of having Huo Ting carry a child to him, causing him to mistake me for dying on the operation table for having a difficult baby …

I don't know how much he remembered about me and his past, but I knew that even that little bit of guilt was enough for him to be patient with this child.

Later, as my body recovered, Huo Ting invented a new identity, "Tina," so that I could continue to live in Paris, France, under this false identity.

I had also thought about how my children would always grab me and ask about my father as they grew up, but I hadn't thought that the day would come so quickly.

I didn't expect that the child would be so wise so early, to actually be able to find some clues from my conversation with Xiao Wei on the phone.

If this is the case for Rui Rui, then in my hometown across the Atlantic Ocean, would she be like my Rui Rui, who misses her mother day and night?

The thought of the child made my heart clench again.

"Su Cha, children have the right to know the truth. Moreover, all these years, he has not been doing well."

Was Bo Lengqing not doing well? How could that be?

"How can he not be happy when he has got what he wants and married the woman he loves the most? Or is it that me and his child have brought so much hindrance to his life? "

"Su Cha, don't think like that..." Huo Ting grabbed my shoulder. "Rui Rui's twin sister must be the same as him, a likeable little girl."

I didn't say anything. For five years, every time I woke up in the middle of the night, tears would always fall from my eyes, and in my mind, there would be a little girl who looked like my precious son, crying and calling out for my mother.

This is all my fault. My son and daughter are like me, unable to receive complete fatherly love and motherly love due to the loss of a single thought …

In comparison, Rui Rui was actually much luckier than his twin sister.

Although he didn't have his father by his side since he was young, Huo Ting did his best to take care of us. At one point, he even thought that Huo Ting was his real father.

What about my daughter?

When I think about Lin Ran, that Lin Ran who is different on the surface and treats others differently, I will be worried if he would vent his anger on my daughter because of me …

"Huo Ting, tell me, will she hate me when she grows up? She hates me for not wanting her, hated me for giving up on her in order to escape …"

Huo Ting gently carried me in his arms and patted my back, "Su Cha, don't think too much into it. The children will definitely know your difficulties."

I quietly cried for a long time. Although I didn't say it, a thought that shouldn't have appeared in my mind — returning back home.

For my daughter's sake, I want to go back home and see how she's doing. I'm worried about her.

But I didn't say this thought out loud. I knew how much effort Huo Ting had to put in to make "Su Cha" disappear from Bo Lengqing's sight in order to get me to France. I shouldn't have had those thoughts …

I had to force myself to swallow.

Who knew that Rui Rui's actions the next day would cause me to change my mind?

That afternoon, Rui Rui came back from kindergarten and brought back a test paper, saying that he wanted his parents to sign on it. I looked down to see, who would have thought that the usually smart and studious Rui Rui would actually have a big zero in his world.

I took the child's hand and asked him, "Is this exam difficult? Didn't the teacher say that during class? Why is this happening? "

Who knew that Rui Rui would open his eyes wide and look at me: "If a student in my class gets a zero, the teacher will ask him to call dad over to school. Mummy, I got a one too, so when will dad come to school with me?"

Looking at his innocent and cute son, I didn't know how to reply to him for a moment.

"Mommy, I really want to see daddy, even if he doesn't like me."