Chapter 79: gay?

Name:I Don't Want To Be Reborn Author:Oar
I don’t know if it’s because God also felt that the group of them had to endure too many thrills this night, so they gave the green light for their next trip. After fighting the mutant wolves and fleeing in a hurry because of the zombie group, They actually never encountered any terribly critical situation again.

Although I still encounter zombie groups from time to time, and occasionally encounter a few mutant animals, they are still within the scope of being able to deal with them.

Ten days later, the team was lucky to meet the team sent by the Northwest Base to B City to find Shen Ping, and to pick him up, not only did not let the team go a wrong way, but also reduced the possibility of Shen Ping and the others taking a detour. , can be said to be a happy thing.

First, they met with another team, and there were more people who could deal with zombies. Then they entered the radiation range of the northwest base. They passed through the cleaned places. The number of zombies encountered by the team was greatly reduced. Ye Xuan also He stepped back from the front line of dealing with zombies and began to think about the future of the base.

He originally wanted to ask Ling Jiaze about the personalities and hobbies of his grandfather's family while he was resting at night.

Seeing that Ling Jiaze was distracted again, Ye Xuan couldn't help shaking his hand in front of his eyes. When he recovered, he sat next to him and asked, "Why do you feel a little absent-minded all day?"

Ling Jiaze asked unconsciously, "Well, is there any?"

"I've been observing you all day. You smile at the corners of your mouth for a while, and purse your lips for a while. You look very nervous. If you don't know, you think it's you who came to the door for the first time?"

A thin layer of red flushed on Ling Jiaze's face, and he retorted: "Don't talk nonsense, why did you come to the door for the first time? Haven't you met my little uncle already?"

"How can this be the same?" Ye Xuan said solemnly: "The first meeting between Uncle Shen and I was completely by chance, and didn't we have a relationship at that time? Now the two of us are officially in love, and we will meet again in Ming Dynasty. Knowing that your grandfather's family is going to the base in the northwest base, isn't this a visit?"

Ling Jiaze's lips parted slightly, and he deliberately refuted Ye Xuan, but he didn't know how to say it. In the end, he could only say something without any momentum, "Anyway, you are always right!"

"Of course I'm justified," Ye Xuan said with a smile before he stopped joking, and said seriously, "Okay, don't bother you anymore, tell me what you've been worrying about these two days? "

Seeing that Ye Xuan still insisted on asking after changing the subject, Ling Jiaze could only hesitantly say, "It can't be called trouble... I just thought of seeing my grandfather, so I'm a little nervous."

Ye Xuan said inexplicably, "Nearly nostalgic?"

It is true that when a wanderer returns to his hometown, his mood will be a little complicated, but seriously, the northwest is not Ye Xuan's home, and he is not going to see his parents now. It is reasonable to say that such a person who has been wandering in a foreign land for many years will not appear. Feeling,

Besides, now is the end of the world, not an era of peace. It is difficult for many people to see their relatives. Even if they are so timid, they should be wiped out.

Thinking of his little secret, Ling Jiaze said a little embarrassedly, "It's not that I'm close to nostalgia, I really said that you are not allowed to laugh at me!"

It was the first time that Ling Jiaze showed such an emotion. Ye Xuan's little man was so curious that he jumped up, and he quickly said, "I promise not to laugh at you."

Ling Jiaze stammered and said, "That's right... before the end of the world, weren't there some signs of the end of the world? Then at that time my grandfather suggested that I come to the northwest instead of staying in City C alone. I felt that the end of the world might come. I have very little sex, and... I just had some interactions with you, and I am not willing to leave..."

Thinking of the past, Ye Xuan's face was also a little unsightly. He took on Ling Jiaze's words, "Then the end of the world really came, and you almost fell into C."

After falling in love, Ye Xuan dared not even think about what would happen to Ling Jiaze if he went to him on the day he awakened his powers.

Whether he will never see this person again, he doesn't even dare to think about this possibility!

Now that Ling Jiaze's old story was brought up again, his face immediately became even uglier than Ling Jiaze's.

Seeing that something was wrong, Ling Jiaze quickly reassured him: "Don't do this, I'm not doing well now? Don't think about it!"

Ye Xuan said noncommittally: "You went on to say that your grandfather suggested you come to the Northwest, but what happened after you rejected it?"

"There's no more..." After being startled by Ye Xuan, Ling Jiaze couldn't care less about the shame of being honest with his little secret, and said in a ten-fifty manner, "I didn't listen to my grandfather before, which made them worry so much. After a long time, he almost won't be able to come back, he will definitely train me after we meet."

Ye Xuan asked in disbelief: "He hasn't seen you for so long, he should be more happy than angry, right? Are you worried that he will train you after meeting you these few days?"

Ling Jiaze shook his head and said earnestly, "My grandfather has been the strictest of all the elders since I was a child. As long as I make a mistake, no matter how much I act like a spoiled child, I will definitely be punished. It's the same this time. Even if he happily forgot about it in the first few days of meeting, he wouldn't be able to escape the scolding I deserved."

And apart from the fact that he was left alone in the dangerous city C, Ling Jiaze still had one major event that he did not file with Shen Ancheng, and that was the shocking incident of his sexual orientation being male...

Being disobedient and putting himself in danger was when he arrived at the northwest base safely and showed his grandfather that he had lived a good life along the way, and that he should be able to reduce most of the reprimands after he didn't suffer too much.

After all, although he is not young, he is an adult man anyway. Under the circumstance that he can take responsibility for his own behavior, even if his grandfather is a little dissatisfied with his willful behavior, it will not happen for too long.

But on the big issue of sexual orientation, after he brought back a lover whose gender was male, Ling Jiaze had no idea what his grandfather's reaction would be.

He was not only afraid that his grandfather would have a bad opinion about the fact that he liked a man, so he would say something unpleasant to Ye Xuan, and he was also afraid that Ye Xuan would be angry or hurt because of his grandfather's attitude. Can't let go of both ends.

To this day, he can understand why the circle keeps saying that it's better to come out first and then bring someone back to his lover and family. The lover endures the fiercest wave of opposition from the family.

However, his situation is rather special. When he first discovered that his sexual orientation was male, he witnessed Ye Xuan's stern rejection of a junior who had confessed to him, which led to the meaning of retreat. After realizing that the relationship was hopeless, he didn't even have the mind to fall in love, let alone go out of the closet first and plan ahead.

Later, when I finally fell in love with Ye Xuan, the apocalypse had already come, and it became extremely difficult to communicate with my family, let alone communicate with them about my sexual orientation.

This matter was dragged on and off again and again, until coming out of the closet and a candid relationship were forced to collide with Ye Xuan's first meeting with his grandfather, forming a situation where he could never guess how it would develop.

If I really want to talk about this matter, it should be attributed to his special sexual orientation - not liking men, but liking Ye Xuan.

Or after so many years of misunderstanding Ye Xuan's fear of homosexuality, he has not met anyone who can make him think, oh, should I come out of the closet?

So in the final analysis, it was Ye Xuan who had to face the Shura field, and the root cause of the problem was still with him.

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Ye Xuan didn't know that Ling Jiaze had been thinking about so many things in the past few days, he just thought that he was a little nervous about the upcoming meeting because he was controlled by his grandfather when he was a child, so he comforted him and said, "Don't worry, I haven't seen each other for so long. , Your grandfather must miss you very much. As soon as he is happy and you say a few good words, he will definitely not hold on to your pre-apocalyptic affairs anymore."

The grandson, who had been worried for so long, finally came back. Even if Shen Ancheng was angry, he would be dispelled by the joy of reunion, so in Ye Xuan's view, Ling Jiaze was completely worried for the past two days.

Ling Jiaze nodded absently, but did not directly answer Ye Xuan's words.

After a long while, he suddenly said, "Ye Xuan, my grandfather's reaction may be a little intense when he sees you. I will tell him well, you... can you stop worrying with him first?"

Ling Jiaze was obviously a little ashamed when he talked about the latter, as if he was making some excessive demands.

In his opinion, handling the relationship between his boyfriend and his family should be what he has to do. He should not let his grandfather worry about his own affairs, and he should not let Ye Xuan be angry because of his own affairs.

But things have come this far, and it is no longer in his control.

Grandpa is getting old, Ling Jiaze is afraid that he will have an accident because of his own affairs, so even if he knows this is too much, he can only ask Ye Xuan with a cheeky face, not to face the grandfather first for his sake.

Ye Xuan was stunned for a moment, and then he wanted to understand what Ling Jiaze meant. He confirmed, "Your grandfather doesn't know your sexual orientation?"

After seeing that Shen Ping accepted the relationship between the two of them well, Ye Xuan thought that Ling Jiaze had come out to his family long ago? In addition, he had no one to come out of the closet himself, so he unknowingly ignored this big problem.

With this information, Ye Xuan finally knew why Ling Jiaze was so wrong these two days, he said with some distress: "You are so nervous because of this matter these two days? I know what to do, don't worry! "

Even if there is no sexual orientation problem, the first visit will not be too smooth, but now it's just increased the difficulty, and Ye Xuan feels that he can still solve it.

And he felt that the other big killer in his hand seemed to be able to solve this problem smoothly...

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