CH 18

I thought she was a fool

What kind of headache does a child have?

But Amber suffered from a really bad headache. Her doctor said it was a stress headache. it wasn’t funny.

I’ve never seen a young Ae living on her own like Amber. I did everything I wanted to do, and didn’t do anything I didn’t want to do.

As the count’s only daughter, she had to take the duke’s successor class, but because of dyslexia, she didn’t make it either.

Amber’s study schedule was her own. No one interfered with Amber.

But what about stress headaches?

I thought that the reason Amber was so ignorant was that there were no adults to interfere with. summer solstice

But today, I realized that ‘no one interferes with Amber’ is indifference.

Maybe her  original personality wasn’t twisted.

I corresponded with my teacher several times to consult Amber’s dyslexia. After conducting several experiments, my teacher gave me the answer that it could be a psychological factor.

“I really don’t deserve to be a teacher. You’re being treated poorly and paid, but you didn’t look after your child.”

I was so sorry that I thought Amber was all about her pretty appearance and outwardly grumpy attitude.

I’m not good at teaching.

I can’t teach because I don’t have the skills there is But examining your heart was something you could do if you were interested.

Master taught that sometimes caring for the heart can be more important than knowledge, but I forgot about it. Where to start? Elin thought of the Duchess and the Count in turn, the adults of the Duke’s house.

“What about the Duchess? Trick me to send me to the academy?” “My father is not interested in me.”

anger, gloom.

“I am neither pretty nor smart. The teacher is ugly and stupid.”

And again, the furious Elin recalled what she had learned in the convent.

Anger is the strongest expression of emotion. It is said that not only when angry, but also inexpressible emotions such as depression, anxiety, and fear are expressed as anger.

The anger Amber showed could have been a superficial emotion. Ordinary poisoning may also be a self-defense mechanism.

If it was a defense mechanism, it meant that Amber’s inner side was rather weak. What? What emotions does Amber hold? What’s making Amber sick? That’s when Lisa came in with a tea set. A fragrant scent of lavender rose “It’s lavender. It smells good.”