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At the beginning of summer, I was obviously in a bad mood.

Very obvious.

Li Yanjin thought and thought. For a long time, she could only say: "at the beginning, I was there."

With him, she has him.

She doesn't have nothing. She doesn't need to feel lost and helpless.

There were no mood swings at the beginning of the summer.

Li Yanjin said: "I know your mood now, and I know what you are thinking. At the beginning, I want to say that no matter what happens, I will still be by your side. "

"No matter What happened? "

"Yes."

"Forever?"

"Forever." Li Yanjin replied firmly, "it must be forever."

"Who will accompany you for the rest of your life?" At the beginning of summer, he said, "it's just people who walk with him for a while."

"I will stay with you until I can't stay with you in this world."

At the beginning of summer, he bowed his head and smiled: "in fact, speaking of it, Li Yanjin, if not met, your life, your love It won't be so rough. "

Li Yanjin immediately shook her head: "no, it's not like that."

"Yes." At the beginning of summer, he said, "with your ability, you are so excellent. You can find any kind of girl. But It happened to be me. It's a coincidence. It's really a coincidence. "

"I'm just glad it's you."

At the beginning of summer, he shook his head: "but I I'm not glad it's you. "

Li Yanjin was stunned, and then laughed at herself: "is that right? Well, I'm a little bit too amorous. "

"If I didn't meet you, I should be living well now."

Li Yanjin glanced at her sideways: "so do you regret it?"

"Well, I'm sorry." "Early summer nodded," from the beginning of regret

"Don't say such words in front of me on purpose to stimulate me and undermine my confidence." Li Yanjin said, "no matter what, I will protect you and summer. I will never leave."

At the beginning of summer, he nodded his head, and then he gave a light "Er", saying nothing more.

Back home, summer sitting on the sofa eating fruit, watching TV.

See her and Li Yanjin come back together, summer joyful shout: "Mommy, uncle, you come back."

At the beginning of summer, I was a bit in a trance.

Such a life, as if it had been in her dream.

How beautiful.

Li Yanjin walked towards summer: "are you hungry? Are you hungry? The kitchen is already preparing dinner. "

"Not very hungry, but I'll wait for my uncle and mummy to come back for dinner."

Li Yanjin holds summer in her arms.

At the beginning of summer, I went upstairs and packed my things.

Li Yanjin has been in her new home until evening, when she is ready to leave.

Go out to see him at the beginning of summer.

She lowered her head, looked at her toes, and walked slowly forward without speaking.

Silence, long silence.

Li Yanjin left the car and said, "at the beginning of the year, did you have anything to say to me?"

At the beginning of summer, he shook his head and still didn't look at him.

"You're still avoiding me."

Head bowed at the beginning of summer.

When Li Yanjin saw this, she couldn't help it. She raised her hand and held her shoulder: "look at me. At the beginning, what's the matter with you, you can tell it."

She still didn't speak.

"I don't ask for anything. I've given in a lot. Whatever you want to do, I will depend on you. I will let you. But can you Try to accept me a little, just a little? "

Finally, at this time, at the beginning of the summer, I replied in a sullen voice: "I have not rejected you."

"I know you are in a very confused and complicated mood. But have you ever thought about it? In fact, I am the same. " Li Yanjin said, "but I didn't escape. I know that all things are not the fault of sister Yan and Qiao Jingwei, and I have a great responsibility. "

"What are your responsibilities?"

"I have. Not only do I have it, but I'm also wrong. It's so wrong."

Early summer shook his head: "those things, I did not remember in my heart."

Li Yanjin's hands unconsciously increased their strength, holding her shoulder: "I was cheated by Qiao Jingwei before, and that damned responsibility, hurt you a lot I know I can't make it up to you. "

"You don't have to make it up to me."

"Yes, I do." Li Yanjin said, "at the beginning, I don't expect you to forgive me. I just hope you can let me take care of you and summer and give me a chance."

Early summer slowly looked up at him.

The two people looked at each other for a long time. At the beginning of summer, they also saw the sincerity and love in his eyes.

But she said, "if I don't give you the chance to take care of me and summer, will you really not come back?"

"I......"

"If I gave you this opportunity, wouldn't you just stand in front of me and interact with summer a few minutes ago?"

Li Yanjin's tone was helpless: "at the beginning."

"I really don't know what to do, I don't know." At the beginning of summer, I frowned tightly, and suddenly I choked in my voice, "don't say anything more, don't force me anymore, let me hide in my own world, and give me a little buffer period, OK?"

When Li Yanjin heard the choking in her voice, she was suddenly frightened and her face was not right: "at the beginning, I I didn't mean that. I didn't mean to force you. "

At the beginning of summer, the choking in her voice became more and more obvious. Then, when she spoke again, there was tears in her eyes.

I can't help crying.

"You've been here telling me the big story, giving you the chance to be a little more calm. Then I will tell you clearly that I don't know how to be calm. "

"I just want to be alone, calm and calm, so that I have enough time to think about how I should spend the rest of my life!"

"I'm such a person. I'm not as unscrupulous as I used to be. I dare not take risks. I'm a mother. When I think about myself, I have to think about my daughter."

"You can't calm me down. You can't shake in front of my eyes any more, OK! It's really annoying, annoying! "

"You have always been selfish, Li Yanjin. Do you know that you are really selfish. I know you love me and I know you want to be with me. But have you really thought about it for me? Do you really stand on my side and think about it for me? "

"No, you don't. You don't have any. You just want to let me come back to you and fill the vacancy in your heart. You just want to let summer call you dad and satisfy your wish. "