"Do you really think there's nothing left?" Li Yanjin sighed, "but I don't want to force you, increase your burden, and make our relationship worse. That's why I've been trying to control myself. "

Heaven knows how much he wants to live the same life as mu chiyao and Shen Beicheng.

For him, it was out of reach.

At the beginning of summer, he closed his eyes and said, "don't tell me that. It's impossible for us in this life. I just want to take summer with me and live a good life. I don't want to be disturbed any more. I don't want to have any changes. "

"You are so cruel At the beginning.

"It turns out that in your eyes, I am very cruel?" At the beginning of summer, he murmured, "I am the cruel man from the beginning to the end."

"At the beginning I love you, forever and only. "

Li Yanjin also took this opportunity to indulge herself.

I don't know if it's because of the empty space in the office at night, or if he's too happy to see her here.

In a word, Li Yanjin has the pain of Li Yanjin.

It's better to say that he is self serving, or that he is self inflicted. But his love for the early summer never changed.

"I don't want to listen to all these frivolous words."

"At the beginning."

At the beginning of summer, he looked down at his hands on his waist: "I think you are too tired, Li Yanjin. Go home and take a bath and get some sleep. "

"I want to talk to you like this."

She sighed, "you're still like this, whether I want to or not."

After she said this, she could clearly feel the rigidity of Li Yanjin's body.

"Just a moment, just a moment." Li Yanjin's tone with a little entreaty, "at the beginning, now in retrospect, in fact, I love you twice."

She was stunned.

"I fell in love at first sight when you came to Li's house. After I lost my memory, I fell in love with you again. At the beginning of my life, I was destined to be planted in your hands. "

"That only shows that we are predestined to be together." At the beginning of summer, he said, "actually, Li Yanjin, you and Qiao Jingwei..."

"Break up and let go of the relationship."

"Whatever you want." She thought for a moment, "her man is really not a good wife and mother, not worthy of you. But she paid her youth for you, and she was pregnant with children... "

"I will make it up to her."

At the beginning of summer, he said softly, "I hope you can meet a very good person, stay with you and go down with you."

"Very good people Where can I find it? " Li Yanjin asked, "where is it?"

"Fate has its own way."

"I don't want to believe in fate," Li Yanjin rubbed against her neck. "I don't want to be a good person at the beginning of summer."

She closed her eyes.

There are too many memories of him and her in this office.

Now two people stay here, it is night again, all is quiet, quiet enough to hear each other's shallow breath.

Probably The past haunts my mind, and many feelings come out unconsciously.

She didn't speak any more, neither did Li Yanjin. They were so silent.

Li Yanjin holds her all the time. He doesn't let go. He really wants time to go on and never wake him up.

"Li Yanjin..." In the end, it's the beginning of summer, "it doesn't make sense. Let me go."

He didn't move or respond.

"Summer is still at home, I should go back."

For a while, Li Yanjin said, "at the beginning, I was just thinking about something."

"What?" She asked.

"What can I do to make up for you and summer?" Li Yanjin said, "I owe your mother and daughter too much."

"It's good now."

At the beginning of the summer, Li Yanjin's absence is her most satisfactory.

She is afraid of losing summer, especially her dependence on Li Yanjin.

She has nothing, only such a baby daughter, the second half of her life, around her.

"I knew you would be the answer." Li Yanjin said, "in the future, don't go out casually, promise me, OK?"

At the beginning of summer, I don't understand: "ah?"

"Don't go as long as I did four years ago. I'm going to forget you. What's your smile like?"

"I It won't go. "

"Just stay in Mocheng," Li Yanjin sighed slightly. "Even if Mocheng has me, even if Mocheng has too many unhappy memories for you. But, stay here, I can give you my best, and summer. "

"You don't owe me anything." At the beginning of summer, he bowed his head and began to break off his fingers one by one I don't care if you want compensation. "

Li Yanjin buckled her waist like this. He didn't use his strength. At the beginning of summer, he broke off his fingers one by one.

Then she left his arms.

At the moment of leaving, Li Yanjin clearly felt that her arms were empty and a little cold.

He wanted her to fill the emptiness and coldness in his heart.

"Remember to come on time every day," he told me as he left early summer. "Don't be late. I don't want to let summer down."

"Good."

"Then Well, goodbye. "

Li Yanjin said, "let me take you back."

"No, I drove by myself." At the beginning of summer, he said, "you have been busy all day, so you should take a rest."

Finish saying this sentence, at the beginning of summer also did not go back.

Li Yanjin just watched her leave.

Tonight He thought, he really miss her.

It's really hard to love a person so patiently and guard.

But he really did not have a suitable reason to become a man standing beside her.

He doesn't deserve it.

He owes her too much.

In this life, there is no reward.

The office is empty and quiet. Li Yanjin can feel her heartbeat, once and again.

He is still alive, but he lives like a walking corpse.

Go home.

Li Yanjin picked up the car key and coat and left the office.

He purposely waited for the beginning of summer to go far before leaving. He didn't want her to see him, or she would be bored.

What's the point of going home? A person lives in an empty riverside apartment, with no one around.

Better than work.

The next day, Li family.

At the beginning of summer, I asked for leave today, and I got up early in the morning, put on my sportswear, and tied a small braid for summer.

Since I want to take part in the parent-child sports meeting, I will go there happily.

Even if the mood how bad, how many things, in front of children, always keep a positive attitude.