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"Little uncle." At the beginning of summer, he said, "have you finished talking with summer? She miss you very much. You If it's convenient, come and see her. "

"When do you think it will be convenient for me?"

"I I don't know. "

"How do you know?" Li Yanjin asked, "you haven't come to the hospital to see me for a week."

"I I will come. "

Li Yanjin said stubbornly, "every time you come here, you will stay shorter than the last time. I said less than last time. Now that it has developed, won't it come at all? "

At the beginning of summer, he denied: "I don't have it. I will come. I have been..."

"You don't have to explain. In fact, I just want to, I can see you, it's very good. Even if you stand for a while and leave, even if you only appear for a few minutes, but I look at you and see the fresh you in front of me, I feel satisfied. "

At the beginning of summer, holding the mobile phone, I don't know what to say.

This call was originally made by her for the summer. There was nothing to say between her and her uncle.

It's impossible to say more accurately.

Too many things, too many feelings and experiences.

Love, forget, love again, the result Think of all.

My uncle's mood now can be understood at the beginning of summer.

Just like her at that time, I knew that my uncle had lost his memory and that he had forgotten her. It was so painful and hopeless.

At that time, she had to smile and cooperate with everyone, not to mention half a word in front of him.

"I know what I said, and you don't know how to answer me. You're even thinking about regretting calling summer. But at the beginning, I want to hear your voice, that's all. The rest, I won't mention... "

At the beginning of summer, he interrupted: "that, uncle, you You are now, I think, much better

She didn't want to hear him go on.

"I can walk slowly by myself."

"That's good." At the beginning of summer, he said, "I want to see you very much in summer. I want to see you healthy."

"Only summer wants to see me?" Li Yanjin asked, "what about you?"

"I......"

At the beginning of summer, he bit his lip lightly and was thinking about how to answer. Li Yanjin's voice sounded again.

"At the beginning, don't get tired of me. Don't think I'm disturbing you. I've been very restrained. If I didn't take the chance to call me in the summer, I still don't know how to solve the problem of lovesickness. "

“…… Uh huh.

"You know what?" Li Yanjin's voice is not slow, but listening to it makes early summer feel very uncomfortable, "early, I close my eyes every night, thinking about you, only you."

"I think of the first time we met, the first time I held you, the tough grip I held on your wrist, let you stay with me, let you not run away from me. A lot, a lot, a lot. "

" I don't know if it's because I forgot once. Many things in the past, even things that I can't remember clearly, are very clear in my mind now. "

"At the beginning, do you know the pain? I dare not close my eyes, because when I close my eyes, what I want to read is related to you. "

"Even in the daytime, when I was walking downstairs on crutches, I was thinking, if you are by my side, you will despise me or come to help me if you see my useless appearance."

"At the beginning, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more we are destined to be inseparable. If at the end of the day, we can still come together, I don't know whether we should thank God or hate God. "

At the beginning of the summer, from a large number of his words, back to God, gently asked four words: "thank you? Resentment? "

"It's impossible for us to be together again. I'm sorry for you too much. I owe you too much and hurt you too much. But finally together, I should thank you. Words of resentment It's why God wants to give us so many twists and turns. "

"Little uncle, maybe when people are sick, they will be particularly vulnerable, so you will think so much. Now that it's been so long, you'll be better. "

"At the beginning and in the future, a lot of things will happen." Li Yanjin said, "but I hope that no matter what happens, you will have a good life."

She smiled: "little uncle, you look down on me too much. Now I can withstand the fall of the sky. What else can I do to defeat?"

In fact, at the beginning of summer, I understood that what my uncle implied was blood relationship.

He worried that when she knew the truth, she would not bear it and would collapse.

But she already knew.

Li Yanjin sighed low: "I should be glad that you are so independent or What about heartache? "

"Heartache" these two words, say from his mouth, the eye socket at the beginning of summer, suddenly a little wet.

Five years.

In the past five years, no one can really understand how she has lived.

She changed from arrogance to meekness, from high-profile to obscurity. Time has taken back the temper that her little uncle used to give her.

Not only that, but also the edges and corners of her thorns have been polished one by one.

Now the only one who can arouse the character before the beginning of summer is probably summer.

At the beginning of summer, I just feel that my life is a backwater.

"Be glad." At the beginning of summer, he took back his tears. "I grew up."

"But at the beginning, my original intention when I was with you was to hope that you could be carefree forever, in the greenhouse I built for you......"

"But people always learn to grow up," she smiled again. "I'm growing up very well now, that is, if I had learned to grow up earlier, I would not have been so tired and so painful now."

Li Yanjin reproached herself and said: " It's still my fault. No matter how much I feel, I can't change you back to the way you used to be. "

"I'm fine now." At the beginning of summer, he replied, "thank you for your love. It's late. It's time for you to rest. "

Because summer is nearby, the words of rehabilitation, hospital, injury and so on are all taboo at the beginning of summer.

"You go to bed early, early."

"Well, hang up."

"Good night." Li Yanjin said, "I know you won't have me in your dream, but I close my eyes and you are in my mind."

At the beginning of summer, my eyes fell down, my eyelashes trembled, but I cut off the phone quickly.

She put her cell phone back in place and tucked it back into the bed in the summer: "OK, now you and my uncle have finished talking about the phone, and sleep at ease."

"Mommy, what are you talking about with my uncle? Why do I think you look unhappy?"