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"Oh, wait." Su Xinyu grabs Chen Shu's hand in a hurry.

Chen Shu looked down at her, Su Xinyu also felt that he was too anxious, cut some embarrassed to release his hand, "sorry."

"It's OK. Don't be sorry, but your behavior has told me that you are very interested in Sui lie's past." Chen Shu sat back to his original position.

Su Xinyu's silence is tantamount to acquiescence.

Chen Shu also advised: "you really don't have to be sorry, your unmarried men and women are not married, it's not normal that men and women love each other."

"Normal?"

"Yes, if it's not normal to like a person, all the people under that day are insane."

Su Xinyu by Chen Shu's straightforward laugh: "did not expect you still so humorous."

"Well, you just don't know me, and you regard me as an imaginary enemy, and you have a nameless hostility to me. In fact, we can be friends, can't we?"

Su Xinyu shook her head: "no, you misunderstood me. I'm not hostile to you, I'm just -"

Chen Shu raised her eyebrows, looked at Su Xinyu, and reinterpreted the expression on Su Xinyu's face: "so, are you?"

"Yes, I'm ashamed of myself. I don't think I really have a sense of being in front of a woman like you." Su Xinyu confessed her heart for the first time. She felt ashamed, but she was also relieved. However, she always hung her face and could not raise her head.

"Shame on yourself? How can you think so. " Chen Shu was really surprised that Su Xinyu's avoidance of himself was due to such an idea.

"Sorry to make you laugh." Su Xinyu covered her face with her hand.

Chen Shu said with a smile: "then I'll tell you something about Sui lie."

Su Xinyu came to be interested, put his hand down and looked at Chen Shu nodding.

Chen Shu smiles and looks at the front. His eyes seem to be empty. He is immersed in the memory of the past: "in fact, Sui lie was not so cold before."

Chen Shu said that although Sui lie was arrogant, cool and cold before, she was actually cold and hot inside. They were college students and international students from China. Although they were not a major, they came from the same country, so they naturally came closer and had a better relationship. Chen Shu also wanted a girl named Tang Xin at that time, and her criminal psychology Sui lie's major is different from Sui lie's criminal investigation major. Her best friend studied design. She was beautiful and good-natured, with a sweet smile and a tall figure. She became a recognized school flower once she entered school.

Tang Xin and Sui lie met at a Chinese gathering. Chen Shu introduced them to each other.

Sui lie and Tang Xin are not enthusiastic people, their feelings are more reserved. After that, they seem to have no intersection, but one day, Tang Xin suddenly told Chen Shu, and she said, Chen Shu, I am in love.

Chen Shu was surprised at that time and asked who the other party was. Tang Xin told her that you also knew Sui lie.

Chen Shu said: "at that time, I was really angry and funny. I quickly asked her when it happened. I didn't know anything about it. I was still majoring in psychology in vain. They even played this game under my nose and kept me in the dark. Tang Xin quickly explained to me that they had been chatting on their mobile phones after the party Although studying different majors, they have a common topic. "

Su Xinyu listen, the heart is really quite not taste, some sour, Sui lie such people, or do not love, a love is magnificent, unforgettable bar.

"Later." Su Xinyu asked.

Chen Shu smile, as if back to that carefree university time: "later, ah, Tang Xin then refused to pursue all the pursuers, and Sui lie came together, ah, a talented woman, go where are enviable focus."

Can let Sui lie like the girl, must be extremely excellent, and from Chen Shu's tone, Su Xinyu also heard that Tang Xin is a beautiful girl like flowers.

"Now, what about Tang Xinren." Su Xinyu has a natural awe for such excellent girls. She always feels that she is not good enough and will be compared with others. However, she can't help but want to see with her own eyes what a beautiful girl she is.

"Now." Chen Shu's face suddenly more a trace of desolation, "I actually hate this idiom, I do not understand why two people in love must be separated, so I really hate these four words."

Su Xinyu's heart suddenly thumped: "tangxin she --"

"yes, you are right, Tang Xin she died."

Su Xinyu suddenly glared: "why."

"Because of the kidnapping, because of the explosion, because we were hunting for an international criminal group, they kidnapped Tang Xin and threatened Sui lie with her. But at that time, Sui lie just started to work and was upright. He didn't waver and broke his principles because the kidnapped person was his girlfriend, so that he annoyed the group of crazy people, although he still ran out of steam With all her strength, she failed to save Tang Xin's life. She had an accident

In the past, there were sweetness and heaviness. They remembered all the sweet things and buried those sorrows in their hearts, but they did not mean that they had forgotten. One day when they recalled the past again, the pain would double and the river would pour into the river and make people sad.Originally Tang Xin died, Su Xinyu's heart also inexplicably pulled pain: "it's a pity, so beautiful girl."

"Yes, it's like a flower. When it's most beautiful, it fades. But because of this, we always remember her best appearance." Chen Shu said, "in our hearts, she is always the most brilliant time to open."

"Sui lie --"

"Sui lie has been depressed for many years, and he has been living in the midst of heavy self blame, because he personally issued the arrest order at that time." Therefore, Sui lie himself killed his fiancee's life and watched Tang Xin die, but he was helpless. "This kind of pain and self blame have been with him for many years. Later, he came to me and had a long time of psychotherapy before returning to work. He seemed to have put those things down if nothing happened. But I know that he did not. He just chose He chose to bury all his pain in the bottom of his heart, which can be seen from the front-line work he has done for so many years. Therefore, he hates these terrorists so much that he must arrest them, because that is the pain and regret that he can never really put down in his heart. "

In fact, only those who are dead will live in each other's hearts forever. As Chen Shu said, what they remember is always her most beautiful and vivid appearance. Her hands are slightly clenched into fists, which makes her gasping.

At this time, Chen Shu suddenly reached out his hand, took Su Xinyu's hand, and said to her, "Xinyu, I'm not trying to make you feel sad with us. The past has passed, and Tang Xin can't come back. But Sui lie's life is still very long. Since you appeared, I can feel his change, so I hope you can come back Straight with him to go down, with him out of their own demons. "

"Me?" If Sui lie is cold outside and hot inside, then Su Xinyu is strong in the outside and dry in the middle. Her strong external performance actually has a sensitive and not very confident heart.

Chen Shu saw through her thoughts and clenched her hand even more: "Xinyu, in fact, you are really excellent. You have to believe that you are unique. You are not worse than Tang Xin and I, and you are not worse than Sui lie. Therefore, you should not have psychological burden. In fact, Sui lie has you in his heart. He is also worried about you. He just doesn't want to repeat the tragedy, That's why I pushed you out again and again. You should feel his sincerity. "

"True?"

Chen Shu nodded: "really this kind of thing, and only two people who are heart to heart can really experience it. You have been through life and death so many times, don't you have any feeling at all?"

I don't feel like nothing, but when I turn around, Sui lie is so cold and indifferent. She has been courting so many times. After all, she is a girl with thin skin. It's impossible to ask her to show her kindness every time: "but I..."

Chen Shuguan Er: "I know what you mean. In this way, I will tell you a way."

"What way."

"Retreat as advance."

"Yes?"

Chen Shu patted Su Xinyu's hand: "you wait for my notice, and then I'll look at my behavior."

“……”

The work is tense and busy, but also can't do without personal life.

At the meeting today, Chen Shu frequently looked at his watch. As soon as the meeting was over, Chen Shu was the first to stand up and pull Su Xinyu out.

Sui lie frown at her: "Chen Shu, what do you do, so in a hurry."