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We're getting along so much that I can't explain it myself, and I don't know what to say.

These days, I have been thinking over and over again about this matter. Sometimes, I feel that I should just give up. But every time I see Yue Guaner's face, all my determination would disappear completely.

Today was the same as always.

I was a little afraid that he would refuse me again, so I asked him very carefully. Although I knew he was very busy these days, but I still greedily want to stay with him for a while longer.

"I'm not eating anymore." He paused for a moment, then turned around and glanced at me. "I've been very busy recently. You can eat by yourself from now on."

Her tone was very gentle, but it was also very cold.

As he walked into the room and closed the door behind him, I fell into a chair. This was my pillow man. He was always so bland towards me that I didn't even have the courage to play around with him.

I leaned on the table and started to cry. The emotions that I had accumulated over the past few days seemed to burst out at this moment.

Why does he always do this to me, that day he said to me the "girlfriend" the word has been deeply imprinted in my mind.

Since he said that I was his girlfriend, why couldn't he just give me a little bit of love and let me have more courage to walk towards him? I would never be able to understand what he was thinking, so this might be the reason why I was destined to lose to him.

I cried for a long time on the table with a lump of paste in my head. I didn't cry too loudly, and the soundproofing at home was very good. Yue Guaner, who had always been in his room, naturally didn't know anything.

I was a little tired from crying. After crying for an unknown amount of time, I forced myself to hold back the tears that were flowing down my face. After calming down with great difficulty, I looked at the table where no chopsticks had been used.

At that moment, I heard the phone on the sofa ring.

He picked up the phone on the sofa to look and saw that it was Shen Junyi again.

Seeing this person who looked like my father making this call, I felt a warmth in my heart. There was nothing more comforting than family, not to mention that Shen Junyi had always been good to me.

"Hello." I made sure that my voice didn't give me any more trouble, and picked up the phone.

"Yu Huan, have you been well recently?" Shen Junyi would ask me this every time he called. At least there is a person in the world who cares so much about me, really takes me to heart.

"I …" Remembering that I had just cried, I didn't know how to begin. I was afraid that the moment I talked to him, I wouldn't be able to hold back the grievance in my heart. I didn't want him to know about the situation between Yue Guaner and I, and also had reliance on him.

Even if I didn't say it out loud, a smart person like Shen Junyi already knows about my current situation.

"Yu Huan, if you're tired, come back." His calm voice came through the phone into my ear.

I was stunned for a moment. I didn't expect him to say the words for me to go back.

I don't know anything else, but I only know one thing. I don't want to leave Yue Guaner, I can't leave him.

"I don't want to go back." I felt that rejecting Shen Junyi was a very embarrassing thing, but I still said it after hesitating for a while.

"Mr. Shen, I don't want to go back!" I was a little nervous, so I repeated the words again.

"Yu Huan, why must you feel wronged?" Shen Junyi was a little helpless.

That's right, there was no need for him to feel wronged, but … But for the people he liked, he really would rather swallow this grievance, as long as he could stay by his side.

"I know, but you also know that I can't leave." I stifled a sob in my voice.

I know that I am very tired, but if I leave Yue Guaner, then I think that I might not be able to survive.

"I know your character, so I won't advise you. But I just wanted to tell you that you can come back anytime you want. You must remember never to let yourself down. " In this world, only Shen Junyi would say such things to me.

I bit my finger hard and told myself not to cry, to be strong no matter what.

Maybe it was a little sob, but he also knew that I didn't want to talk now, so after a little comforting, he hung up the phone, hoping I'd think everything through.

After hanging up, I felt that my recent tear ducts were too developed. I wiped my tears away and stood up, intending to take a shower to clear my head.

But when he turned around, he saw that Yue Guaner was just about to take a few steps down the stairs. It looks like he came down the stairs as soon as I hung up.

I wondered if he had heard anything.

"What's wrong? Are you hungry? Do you need me to heat up some food for you?" I asked him with my eyes still red, trying my best to smile.

I know I must be having a bad laugh.

He looked at me suspiciously for a moment before saying, "No."

Then without another glance at me, she went to the refrigerator and brought out some bread she had bought earlier.

His attitude was even colder than before, so cold that it made me feel distant. I looked at him painfully from the bottom of my heart.