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CHAPTER 77 - LOVE HIM ONLY

I resent Yue Guaner, but did I not bring everything upon myself? I gave him the right to trample on me as he wished, and use me as he wished, what qualifications do I have to blame others?

In my eyes, Yue Guaner was just like that. I liked him and was completely enchanted by him, but I was willing to do it.

Who was Yue Guaner? After being together with him for so long, how could he not know that Yue Guaner was just a bastard, a bastard who only wanted to use his profits at all costs.

The moment he picked up the monitor, his whole body was trembling with anger. He even had the thought of rushing out to confront him. However, the passion he had just had disappeared, and he only dared to hide in a corner and feel sad.

If Yue Guaner is the king, then I will be his loyal soldier. No matter who blocks his path, I will use my life to open up a path for him, because I love him, I like him.

That was the sweetness unique to children. The beautiful dream that Yue Guaner had personally weaved engulfed me bit by bit, and I was willing.

Rubbing my slightly burning cheeks, the person who was previously furious to the point where it seemed as though nothing had happened, I scratched my messy hair, rested my chin on my hands, and stared at the monitor in front of me in a daze.

Yue Guaner and I had known each other for a period of time, so I was prepared to say that we would become lovers for a period of time. It was undeniably true that I admired him, and maybe towards others, I could pretend that Yue Guaner and I were lovers, but I couldn't deceive myself.

I liked him, and from the moment I met him at the age of seven, my heart had jumped. Some people said that love at first sight was nothing more than a rise in the adrenocorticoid that blinded people for a moment, but when I heard the thump of my heart, I knew that I had fallen.

After that, he became a couple with Yue Guaner, and after being agitated for a long time, I knew that I was not worthy of him. Whether it was his family, or his looks, he was impeccable.

It wasn't that I didn't know myself, on the contrary, I was too self-aware of myself. He stretched out his hand to pick out a bunch of birds and birds, and I wasn't worth his glance at. I suppressed my eagerness and carefully stayed by his side, hoping only to grasp this ethereal warmth.

The moment we were together, I knew that I would become his puppet, but I didn't expect that I would come so soon. After knowing that I was being used by him, my heart spasmed in pain, as if a knife was slicing through my heart.

As if I was in an icehouse, I could only hold on to that last straw of hope, and Yue Guaner was my only straw of hope.

When I was with Yue Guaner again, I had asked myself, "Yu Huan, is it worth it?"

But once you love him, what's worth it or not is worth it? Only willingly, because I love him, and I don't want to see other women playing under him, and I don't want to hear his rich voice calling other women's names.

In the love between two people, whoever was the first to have feelings would definitely be the one with wounds all over his body. And I am that one now.

I admire him, even if I know that he is using me, even if he is an absolute bastard, I will not allow myself to be prejudiced against him, because I cannot afford to gamble, I do not dare to gamble, winning is just a moment of love, if I lose, it would be done for, really everything would be over, he will hate himself, he will hate himself, he will even hate himself, and even this only warmth will not belong to him, I do not want to think, do not dare to think, without Yue Guaner, how will I be so pitiful.

I don't want him to see me so haggard. I don't want to see the irritation in his eyes, I want his love, I want his love, because that's the only way I know he belongs to me.

He felt a stabbing pain in his heart, but the smile on his face was comparable to the blazing sun outside. He had already lost control of himself just now. How ugly was he when he had gone crazy?!

I can't go on like this. If this goes on, I'll only exhaust the only good impression he has of me.

I believe that one day, Yue Guaner will make you fall in love with me. Even if I am used by you time and time again to become a sacrifice, I will still treat you like how you were before. I only hope that one day, you will look back and see the admiration in my eyes.

Thinking that there might be a day in the future when Yue Guaner would fall in love with him, he could not help but laugh out loud.

The two of them embraced in the afterglow of the setting sun, opening their eyes in the first ray of sunlight of the morning sun. They saw the love in each other's eyes, and their hands couldn't help but slide to their flat stomachs, gently looking at their stomachs.

Children are the crystallization of love, women hope to give birth to a pair of twins for their loved ones, but when can I …

Thinking of this, a trace of sadness slipped past my eyes.

Yu Huan, there will be a day when Yue Guaner will like you. A faint smile hung on his face as he wiped away the haze.

Only then did he remember that he had been too focused and forgot about its existence. Forget it, because he was Yue Guaner, it was worth being forgiven.

I climbed out of bed again, carefully dusting off my coat, dabbing water on a paper towel to carefully smooth the folds. I put the monitor back in its original pocket and got back into bed.

He pulled up the blanket and closed his eyes. A tear ran down his eyelid and disappeared into the steam.

Yu Huan, since you have already decided, don't regret it. You have chosen your own path, you have no right to complain to anyone.

Yue Guaner is the obstacle that I cannot cross, and is also the only reason why I am unwilling to take a step forward.

After adjusting his mood, his eyes were still red and swollen, his hair was still messy, as though nothing had changed.