C66

Do you regret it?

These days, I lived in Yue Guaner's house extremely peacefully. What made me suspicious was that Yu Xian had never appeared again, and I could only accept the explanation Red Aunt gave me last time, but it was something that I still took to heart.

Yue Guaner busied himself with the company everyday, while I stayed in the villa to manage internal affairs, I seem to … had already changed from Shen Junyi's mistress state to Yue Guaner's mistress state …

After a long, long time, until my eyes were dry and sore, there was movement in the stairwell.

"Yu Huan..." Yue Guaner gasped for breath, lightly calling out my name, and walked towards the door to block the light until there was nothing left.

Instead of replying, I closed my eyes.

Yue Guaner probably thought that I had fallen asleep and so he didn't call me anymore, his movements becoming much gentler.

He was lying beside me with the cold air outside his door, and he smelled of alcohol. I couldn't help but shiver. He noticed my reaction and turned to look at me.

His eyes were burning, and my back broke out in a sweat and I didn't dare move.

had already put his hand on my waist and leaned towards me.

"Yu Huan." There was a smoky smell of alcohol in the air, "I'm sorry …"

Maybe my eyes were too dry, and the tears came out of them all at once.

"Actually, I'm scared too. I'm truly scared. I don't want to lose you, but can I really be together with you …" Yue Guaner said a lot of things in one go behind me. It was as if he was talking to himself, but it was also as if he knew that I wasn't asleep. "Blame me, it's all my fault."

After he finished speaking, the air became so quiet that one could only hear the two breathing at different frequencies.

This man by my side and I have experienced too much. From my pathetic state at the beginning to the time I finally had the courage to face all kinds of accidents and shocks that could happen in my life, Yue Guaner was tired of it.

But I didn't dare to say anything. I didn't dare to ask him if he had ever thought that he would regret being with me, but even if he did, so what?

Yue Guaner's breathing became more and more light and weak, and I was at a loss for a long time. In the end, I still asked in a trembling voice, "Yue Guaner, do you regret being together with me?"

He heard me. He leaned over and hugged me to his chest, his voice muffled as it crept up his throat from the chest he knew. "What are you thinking about?" Yue Guaner's breath carried a strong smell of alcohol. I know that Yue Guaner likes to be straightforward and decisive, and he had never liked hearing these obscene and useless words.

"No …." "Nothing." Hearing his words, I felt a little guilty. I was still hesitating whether I should let him hear it or not. I didn't expect that he would feel uncomfortable after hearing it.

It wasn't that he didn't want to say it, but he didn't know what to say. If I had lied in order to maintain my feelings, my position would have been too low.

Even if Yue Guaner had all kinds of care for me, no matter how good it was, and talked about everything without end, it didn't involve any of the promises that I wanted.

"In the future, we'll be fine. I'll also treat you well." "No," he said.

This was probably the biggest promise he had ever made. He only said that he would treat me well, not that he would love me well. But I shouldn't ask for so much.

He fell asleep in my silence, and I breathed carefully, afraid of disturbing him again, of any more awkward conversation.

Maybe it was because of the alcohol, but Yue Guaner started to fall asleep and his breathing started to become even.

The next morning, when I woke up, I was alone on the bed. The messy bed sheets proved that Yue Guaner had just woken up.

I went downstairs to take a look and saw that Yue Guaner was preparing breakfast. Only then did I feel at ease to go to the bathroom to wash my face and rinse my mouth.

"Yu Huan." When Yue Guaner went upstairs to call me, he probably discovered that no one on the bed called out to him again, "Yu Huan."

I came out of the bathroom with an electric toothbrush in my hand and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Since you're up, then dress up properly and go downstairs to eat. I'll bring you to a party later." After Yue Guaner finished speaking, he happily went downstairs, not leaving me any chance to say anything.

The party... There must be a lot of people there. What am I supposed to wear that won't disgrace him.

I put on a light make-up, not very proficiently, and in the mirror my pale face was thin and smooth, the contours of it smooth and natural, and I didn't put on lipstick thinking I had to go downstairs for dinner.

When Yue Guaner saw me going downstairs, he was stunned for two seconds. After that, he lowered his head and took another bite of the sandwich and drank a mouthful of milk, and before he could even swallow the food in his mouth, he spoke out.

I sat down and ate my breakfast. I didn't eat much, so I finished it very quickly.

"Stop wearing your old dress. I've prepared a new one for you on the wardrobe upstairs." Yue Guaner said to me without raising his head.

"Oh." Actually, there was still a bit of anticipation in my heart. I didn't know what kind of dress Yue Guaner had picked out.

I opened the closet and saw a light blue skirt with a matching bow tied around the waist. As I walked from the changing room to the mirror, I realized that this kind of dress, which was both elegant and a little lively, had raised me by quite a few notches.

"Mm, not bad." Unknowingly, Yue Guaner had already appeared behind me, and praised with satisfaction.

I turned to look at him, and he looked at me again. "By the way, you didn't wear lipstick?"

"Yes." I was trying to get my breakfast on without lipstick, but I forgot.

Yue Guaner smiled, and then took out a light red lipstick from the makeup table. He walked up and signaled me to open my mouth, I slightly moved my lips, he carefully tried to lighten his movements.

After he finished, he smiled with satisfaction, "This is perfect."

The lipstick was strawberry, moist and light, but it made my skin look white again.

"Alright, let's go." Yue Guaner looks like a special gentleman, maybe I really fit his sense of aesthetics a lot today.

The party was not far from here, and I didn't even have time to take a nap before I arrived. There were many people at the party, and the various high-end cars they stopped at were all revealing the status of the people at the party.

I lightly placed my hand on Yue Guaner's arm, he lowered his head and smiled at me, then walked into the party.

The reception was exceptionally luxurious. One could tell from the people who attended that the reception was not that it was of a low grade.

There were many people that Yue Guaner knew, especially women, I silently stood to the side and listened to Yue Guaner and his friends chat. There were a few women who looked at me with disdain, I just remained silent.

Isn't this Miss Yu Huan?

A familiar voice sounded. I raised my head and looked in the direction of the voice, and saw that the one who was walking towards me was Shen Junyi.

He held the wine cup in his hand and waved it in front of him. Red color was hung on the side of the cup. Then, he touched the wine cup in my hand and drank a mouthful.