Chapter 2459

Don't say right or wrong in front of people, even if she has passed away, can't hear or see, but can't tell her desolation in front of her tombstone.

Zhuoyang and mertesack left Cheryl's tomb, the cemetery, and sat down on the hillside not far away. Zhuoyang had a long dog tail grass in his mouth and listened to Grandpa Mo's long story about Cheryl.

After Cheryl's death, Grandpa Mo learned these things from her family. The content and experience are not exhaustive, but by inference, they can still have a complete outline.

Ten years ago, after Cheryl and grandpa Mo broke up, the Lithuanian middle-aged man who had ruined her love disappeared. In fact, Cheryl's life has been ruined since then, unless she can have the wisdom of Grandpa Mo, and can free herself from the oppression of her mind. But she's obviously not.

A few months later, Cheryl went to Berlin, where she had an uncle. Back in Berlin, she returned to high school, where she dropped out of school a few years ago because of her love affair with Mertesacker. But this time, she still failed to finish high school and dropped out of school again one semester later.

Without any other means of making a living, Cheryl became a waitress in a Berlin bar, but only for half a year. In the summer of 2005, she went to Manchester, England, where she started as a barmaid. This time, she did it for four years.

That bar, it's the Manchester United Red Devils fan bar, and Mertesacker is a Manchester United player.

2009 in August of 2009, mertesack transferred to Dortmund and went to rag uncle. Cheryl Ann Tweedy also returned to Dortmund from Manchester and continued to be a waitress in the bar until last year.

Cheryl never appeared in front of mertesack these years, never once, and they did not make any connection. But in Sheryl's legacy, there are four seasons of United and four seasons of Dortmund's home season ticket couplets, each of which has been used for eight seasons.

She also left the epitaph.

Last July, mertesack married Ulrich in her hometown of malinburg. A week later, Cheryl quit her job at Dortmund's bar and returned to Pattinson's home, eight years after she left.

Five days later, on August 1, 2013, Cheryl took a lot of sleeping pills in her bedroom, saying goodbye to a world once full of tenderness but full of malice.

Cheryl's suicide made a ripple in the small Pattinson. After thinking about it again and again, Murdoch called Dortmund to tell his son the news. So murtesack, who came back alone, saw Cheryl again nine years after he broke up, in this cemetery.

"Cheryl did it when she learned that I was married." Said Grandpa mo.

"But it has nothing to do with you, Grandpa. You can't bear anything for this. You have Ulrich and little Carl. You are responsible for them. "

"I know." "So when her mother was going to give me her belongings, I didn't want them, just the ticket stub and some posters, my game posters," he said

"In China, these things should be burned, and then they will be taken to another world by her. They still belong to her."

If you look at this matter from the third perspective of onlookers or superiors, Cheryl's actions, her epitaph and relics are selfish, which will make murtesack bear something that he does not know or should not be responsible for, and hijack his conscience.

But after all, she is dead. People die as if the light is off. Everything is in the dust. So no matter Zhuoyang or mertesack, there will be nothing more.

"The day she died was August 1. 13 years ago, August 1 was the day when I began to fall in love with her. I kissed her on that day. That was my first kiss. "

Zhuoyang didn't interrupt grandpa Mo's words, but he listened to him quietly with a dog tail in his mouth.

"At that time, Cheryl and I were both under 17 years old, a few months before our birthday. At that time, I was in the youth team of madibao, and so was piggy. Scar, detu and second brother have just come, but you haven't come yet. "

"Three months later, Cheryl just finished her 17th birthday. She told me she didn't want to go to school, but her mother didn't agree. So I let her move into my apartment."

"Then Sheryl's father came to see her and I drove him away. Her ex boyfriend, the little fart boy named Felix, came to him and was beaten to death by scar and Clark. " Clark Edmund, nicknamed "Superman", later called "three heroes of peninsula" together with mad dog Rand and mallet Ackerman.

Grandpa Mo is in love for the first time, but Cheryl is not. She just broke up with her classmates at that time, and murtesack took the opportunity to comfort her.

"Since then, no one has cared about me and Cheryl. We spent three years together until that happened."

"Zhuoyang, what do you think is Cheryl's love?"

Zhuoyang was silent for a long time. He couldn't answer the question.

"I don't know what love is to Cheryl, but I don't know her at all." "But she's stupid, she's a very stupid person," Zhuoyang said. I don't mean that she betrayed you, but that she chose to commit suicide. ""No matter for whom, even if it's because of you, it's not worth her life. She's too stupid. Now that I'm sorry, why don't I go to you after all these years. Why can't you think about it if you don't find it? "

"Tell me the truth, Pell. I can't understand people like Cheryl. Either we should admit our mistakes bravely and try our best to save what we have lost, or we should die without looking back and live a better life. But what she has done these years has no meaning at all. Is it just to satisfy her inner desolation? "

Zhuoyang shook his head as he spoke.

"So the question of what love really is is complicated." "I can't answer you, and you can't answer Cheryl's questions," said Grandpa mo

"Cheryl just lost herself in regret. I don't want to say that she's not. But now think about it, Cheryl's character is really flawed. It's too easy to get into the wrong place."

"In this world, each of us is easily lost, and it's important to find ourselves. Zhuoyang, I think if you can find yourself in your love with Koko, you can also find the answer to the question. "

Zhuoyang spits the grass out of his mouth. "Grandpa, although I still can't understand it, I'm sure you're not trying to force me."

"Of course not!" Grandpa Mo smiled: "Zhuoyang, there's another thing. I've been lying to you."

"I didn't actually get into the bottleneck in the Champions League final last May, or under the pressure of piggy. Last August, when I learned of Cheryl's death, I rushed back to Hanover, just in front of her tombstone and saw the epitaph she left behind. "

"Zhuoyang, I entered the bottleneck from that day on."

Zhuoyang was stunned again.