Chapter 215

Zhuoyang and risakova have been breaking up for nearly a year. What he should have let go of has already been put down, and there is not much entanglement in his heart. If there's anything else, it's just that my heart remembers my first love. It has nothing to do with other people, anyone, and risakova. People are like this, a lot of time reluctant to give up is actually just in the memory of their feelings and their own feelings in the pay, not in the memory of the feelings of that person.

Especially when Li Xiaoqing said: "you don't still love her, you just don't want to have no chance to revenge her.". Miss Xiaoqing has absolutely forgotten that she also said such a divine sentence that points directly to people's hearts, but Zhuoyang has remembered it. He is a good thinker, and more importantly, Zhuoyang is a man who has the courage to admit his heart.

It's a rare quality to have the ability to recognize your heart and dare to face it. Zhuoyang can be said to have been inadvertently heard by Xiaoqing. Later, he carefully analyzed his first love feelings, whether it was nostalgia or resentment.

Zhuoyang is not only a smart person, but also a person who dares to analyze his own heart. He found that it would be a joke to say how much he loved risakova. I'm afraid it's a bit of bullshit. They spent two or three months together. It's a joke to compare with other people's couples who have slept in a bed for more than ten years. His initial entanglement was more because of the resentment and unwillingness in his heart. Moreover, resakova was a real beauty. The inner dissatisfaction and anger, coupled with the lust for beauty, are subconsciously mistaken for the love, even for the love of resakova.

Men are always like this, born nostalgia for beauty, beauty here in men's tolerance and kindness is absolutely different from other. It can't be blamed on men either, because it's determined by hormones. Monkeys learn to walk upright the day they come down from trees.

Zhuoyang recognized the essence of his first love, that is, he met the wrong person at the wrong time, during the time when he first arrived in Germany, he met the passion alone, the maturity and the beauty in confusion.

Therefore, Zhuoyang has completely opened up, and no longer tangled with risakova. This can also be reflected in his music. In his piano music, he laments his first love, but he does not nostalgia for Raisa, and he is sad about his feelings, but he does not hate Raisa.

Zhuoyang doesn't hate risakova. He even understands the essence of things. Fundamentally speaking, she doesn't apologize to him. She is two people who should not meet each other.

But risakova is different. She really loves Zhuoyang and has made great changes for Zhuoyang, even if her efforts will be eaten by others. Risakova's life is very simple now, just like a piece of dry white paper. All her time is spent on her studies, which also makes her musical talent develop rapidly. There are no men or even women around her. There are two lines in the very monotonous classroom and dormitory.

Risakova also reflected on her emotional entanglement with Zhuoyang, so as to further reflect on her past life style. She didn't feel anything in the Bureau before, but firmly believed that she could pursue her own desire freely as long as she didn't hinder others. But when she completely changed her way of life, she was as far away from her lust as a Puritan, which made her realize how terrible gossip was. At this time, she knew how much this kind of gossip would hurt her loved ones.

She no longer resents Zhuoyang, because she knows that Zhuoyang is not sorry for her. She can't ask Zhuoyang for making great efforts and changes. Those efforts and changes are only the responsibilities and costs that must be borne for her previous life. However, the more you pay, the deeper you use it.

She really loves Zhuoyang. If Zhuoyang is willing to love her again, resakova will not hesitate. However, Raisa is aware that the odds are low. Maybe Zhuoyang was not arranged by God to let me fall in love, but was sent to let me change my life style and outlook on life. It's all fate, it's all God's will, Amen!

Zhuoyang and risakova no longer resent each other, but they still walk around when they see each other far away on campus. Neither of them knows what to say or what to say when they meet. What to do if they are embarrassed?

However, if you walk on the night road for a long time, you will encounter ghosts. If you walk on campus for a long time, you will encounter enemies. This is how it is today. Suddenly, I can't avoid it. I almost run into it.

I just pass by your heart, but I meet you around the corner.

Zhuoyang meets Raisa by chance. Although he can't say that his heart stops like water, he won't think about it again. At the first meeting, he was quite embarrassed. He didn't stop or walk. Turn your head and go. It's not a business. It's so ungracious. Don't go. I don't know what to say.

When she met Zhuoyang, her heart suddenly "banged, banged" straight, just like a little girl's first favorite boy's gaze. She wanted to hide, but she couldn't move. She wanted to stay, but she was speechless.

Two people stand facing each other like this. One eye is embarrassed, the other is eager, but no one can open his mouth.

In the autumn sun, the wind was strong, and her skirt swayed like a dancing butterfly.

It's not appropriate not to talk any more. I have to say hello. Zhuoyang said, "Hi, Raisa."

"Hi, Zhuoyang" two people's greetings broke the silence.“…… You, Raisa , what... " Zhuoyang is a bit incoherent, and he doesn't know what to say. It seems that nothing to say is appropriate.

It was risakova who added, "Zhuoyang, congratulations on getting the Schuman Gold Award. You're amazing."

"Thank you, Lisa."

"I heard that you have become the team leader. Congratulations again, Zhuoyang."

"Thank you, Raisa..." Zhuoyang is more or less at ease now: "Risha, how are you doing? How are you? " It's very conventional and there's no level of inquiry.

“…… Well, it's all right. " When Risha had answered the nutrient free nonsense, the two fell into silence again.

"That , I have something else to do, Risha. I'll go first. Goodbye, Risha. "

"Well, goodbye, Zhuoyang."

Two people said goodbye to wipe their shoulders and left. The fierce wind swept between them like splitting the sleeping lake.

Zhuoyang, who was walking forward, could not help but sigh: Lisa is still so beautiful, she is really a charming woman. Ah!

Walking forward, risakova couldn't help but exclaim: Zhuoyang is still so lovely, and the smell he sends out is still so fascinating.

Strong autumn wind whirled forward, with leaves on the ground, and swept up, along the roadside building walls swept to the sky.

"Zhuoyang -" risakova suddenly turned back and called Zhuoyang, her eyes showed deep attachment.